Too heavy...

Sorry for posting at such a late hour. Um, today was quite usual. I totally did not understand what our bio experiment was about.

Thanks to Mei for buying me that SpongeBob key chain thingy. I really like it a lot. (^O^)/ Actually I like the fact that you bought it for me a lot more. Haha, thanks ya~~~ The friendship between the both of us is kinda funny and weird, it's like an 'on and off' thing. We could be inseparable one second, and the other second we could have already started doing our own things. Just when I thought she's(Mei)near me, she will metaphorically be very far away. And just as I though she's very far away, I mean it a relationship kinda of saying, she'll surprisingly be very close to me. Um... I don't think anyone understand what I'm writing right? Conclusion: I love my Mei.

Thanks to Man for that 'thing'. Okay, I don't know what's the name for that thing, but it's a plasticine used for our bio experiment. Man made a facial expression on it and gave it to me. I was so surprised seeing that 'thing' on my book. Haha, thanks ya~~~ (^-^)/Oh yeah, one more thing, are you okay, Man? Coz after school when I was buying the fruits, you came by and stand beside me. When you started pulling my sleeves, I already sense that something is wrong. You okay?

Thanks to WeiXuan. After school, I was carrying a bunch of books back to pengawas room. And when I was walking, I could feel the 'mass' of all those books. My arms are literary going to broke to two places if I keep on carrying it. Luckily WeiXuan saw me and offered to take my books for me. Thanks ya~~~ Guess I'm not that strong after all. I was meaning for TeckKiong to take my books for me, but Man's book was already heavy and no way I was going to let Man carry her own books coz Man looks way smaller than me. That's why I decided to carry my books myself. But it's damn heavy. Y(＞_＜、)Y And everyone in s4 went back home way too early, I couldn't ask anyone for help. Help... I'm completely incapable of taking my own books... HEAVY ar!!!

p.s. Hope that Loon and YongHuai will get better. Really worried about the both of them. I want to see you guys in class as soon as possible. Please come back healthy~~~ I'll be praying for the two of you~~~ Fighting~~~ It's all right, the both of us will recover real soon! ヾ(｡｀Д´｡)ﾉ

p.p.s. Still thinking should I go to KRS's mp or not. Although I have promised Khee to perform with her, but I really don't want to meet up those two person who will be there. I'm second guessing myself now. I mean, I had promise Khee to sing while she play the guitar, and I had promised YuanHao that I'll perform. But... So how? Don't know how to tell Khee about it... I really want to go, but...

p.p.p.s Please don't. Please don't apologize. I don't want your apologies. Not because I'm mad at you, but I really don't think that it's your fault. Things just got out of hands between us. Everything will be all right, you'll see~~~

Good night, everyone~~~ (^∇^)

I still want to go to the ZOO.

MIROTIC~~~

Hey, didn't post anything yesterday coz I was feeling kinda low that particular day. Never mind. Just wanna say thanks to all my friends that pretended nothings wrong and for those who was always there. Thanks ya~~~ Thank you for caring for me these while~~~ Everything will be all right, I know it.

p.s. I'm not lying okay. I'm not sick or having a fever, I'm just not feeling well. And I don't play msn, I really don't, but I do have an e-mail address. I just haven finish my sentence. Yet~~~

I'm so into MIROTIC lately. (〃∇〃) Oh my... See it if you have the time. It's DongBangShinKi~~~ I freaking love it.

And for that crazy LimZhiYan, I don't live in a fantasy all right? I live in the world same as you do. I just see it from a different point of view. Ya, sure, of course you're the mature one, but can't you just look past the bad sides, and sometimes, things really aren't that bad. Life's not that bad all the time~~~ Sorry for saying that you're boring, you're not boring, you're just different. I mean, different from me. Why not enjoy all the little things? There are so many of them.

傻一点,人生才快乐~~~ ε=ε=ε= ヾ(*~▽~)ノ

十二星座面对不满意的文章

十二星座面对不满意的文章 　　
世界上只有十二个星座，却不是只有十二种人，所有星座文章里包含的十二种，也只是概括的说辞，看看十二星座的朋友们，看到令自己不满意的文章时，会有什么反应呢？ 　　

白羊座：大吵大闹，甚至狠狠的讽刺作者，“哼~谁叫你把我的星座写成那样？？” 　　
金牛座：基本上没有什么反应，认为反驳了也许只是碰一鼻子灰，无利可图。 　　
双子座：试着联系作者，和作者讨论外加争论，非要打破沙锅问到底不可。 　　
巨蟹座：可以体会写原创文章的困难，不满意了也只是摇摇头，不会给作者增加麻烦。 　　
狮子座：“又不是你说我怎么样我就是怎么样的！”，根本不在乎，一身傲气照旧。 　　
处女座：到处找朋友发牢骚，找大家评理，为了一篇无所谓的文章而小题大做。 　　
天秤座：喜欢与人争论，也许会发e-mail给作者，说自己的意见，想要个公平的说法。 　　
天蝎座：根本不在乎，无论文章怎么写，他还是会做他自己，丝毫不受影响。 　　
射手座：到处发问，征求大家意见，他想知道自己的星座是不是真的是文章中写的那样。 　
摩羯座：他表面不以为然，也不想与人争论，最可能做的是发e-mail讽刺，泼冷水。 　　
水瓶座：对自己不准确的就不相信，认为那么大一个人，何必被一篇文章牵着鼻子走？ 　　
双鱼座：神经过于敏感，表扬的话可以让他高兴半天，批评的可以让他伤心半天。

Finding myself BACK~~~

WooHooo~~~

Enough with the sad environment, sad feelings, sad song, sad mindset, sad post, sad face, sad day... Ugh....

I forgot how FUN I am the last time. I used to laugh at everything and now I'm just plain boring. So what if I'm childish? At least, I enjoy myself. So what if no ones want to go to the zoo with me, I'll go by MYSELF~~~ So what if no ones want to play with me, I can damn well play by my own self~~~

The old SHIEN is finally back. No more melancholy in this week. I don't care what you all say coz to me, I know what's important, that's enough for me. I don't care what everybody say. Pumping up the energy~~~

HAPPY SHIEN.

Huh?

What good is LOVE when it keep on hurting me?

Heart Broken(again)

Today, Geetha told me a very shocking news. Actually it's still about the same guy who told my classmates that I was the one who 'kejar' him first. Now the news had gotten bigger, even people I don't know are talking like I'm the one who make the first move. Come on lar... How long do you want me to suffer? Speechless.. What I have done wrong to you? First it was our classmate who thought like that, I was okay, because I knew that there are still friends who believe me. Now, the news was like spreading to other people. Really want to shout out loudly!!! Did I did anything wrong... Why did you keep telling other people the other kind of story? REAL SAD right now... I don't want to go to school lately... I don't want to go into my class... Don't want to look at his face... Don't want to listen to his voice... DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABOUT ME!!! You are really breaking my heart right now...... I'm straight falling...

Thinking back, I was really stupid. This love, never again will love. I won't do it. I look at myself and ask why am I so stupid. No more you in my heart. Someone must be out there willing to comfort me. This love, now trying to forget. With time it will go away. With memories, it's evidence why my heart hurts. The memory and the past, fly far, far away behind the clouds.

被别人误会的时候,我不爱和别人解释,究其原因,就是不爱解释...我只会转头走人,懒得和你争辩下去...

I'm NOT that kind of GIRL!我多情而不滥情!!!

Counting Stars

Yesterday night, went to stay overnight at Yima's house to babysit Kosuke whose having a fever. In the morning, Uncle Hide said that we're going to Japan Club. Okay... Then I heard that he's saying that we will be having "Soba" as breakfast. Soba means noodles in Japanese. I was like so happy and I thought that we going to eat in some fancy Japanese restaurant. It turns out...

We ate some normal WanTanMien. Hah! Ya, tha's our malaysian's SOBA. After that, went to give tuition to Bridget for like straight two hours. Damn tired...

This pic was taken when I reached home from Japan club and was preparing to go to Bridget's house. A simple black tee and a black short.

I was doing laundry just now. And I happen to catch a glimpse at the sky. So far, I could only see one stars, but it's okay. I always have a fond of seeing stars at night, but don't know why I don't have much interest in it lately.

There were a few persons who would see the stars with me. Well, technically, we would be 'sms'ing or chatting through the phone, where I would be sitting at my house balcony, and I would ask them to see the stars with me through the phone.

Maybe I don't want to see the stars now coz it would remind me of all those person who had watched the star with me. Maybe it's because it would bring out memory of how our conversation went on about the stars. Or maybe... Just maybe... I don't like seeing the stars now, it's because I don't want to look back onto the past anymore......

Actually it's all boys that had been watching the stars with me... All of these guys had the common point, we used to be romantically involved with each other. I mean, not all boys involved with me, but one guy at a time. At that time, they would be like your best friend whose always by your side, cheering you up all the time, telling you jokes just to make you laugh... Then out of the blues, they'll tell you actually they've like you for a very long time... And there's where all the fun end... I have actually no intention being their girl friends. It was so obvious-大哥只是掩饰. Then after all the drama and explanation, we would just become plain friends again who you'll say high in school but not smsing through the phone anymore. Ain't that sucks?

Don't know... I want to see the stars with someone now... Really want to find someone right... I'm counting on the stars alone now... Maybe it's my problem I'm still single now. Maybe all I'm looking for it's just FUN. But I know myself through and out, I do want a boyfriend who understand me and makes me laugh, I don't want just someone just to get me through the night. Feels that I'm not having a boyfriend it's all my fault. From having someone to watch the stars to counting the stars alone. How nice. Get my drift? Haiz, I'm even confusing myself... Until then~~~

p.s. Teckkiong told me last Friday that he will be going to London not long after SPM. And the first reaction to this news was like I'm actually trying hard to control my tears. I was furiously wiping my tears away... I was even crying hearing him said things like that, I really could not imagine what would it be like at that day at the airport. TeckKiong was all like:" Shien ar, don't cry lar. What happen o? What's wrong with you?" Crazy guy, don't say goodbye just yet. Friendships don't come easily.

For my future boyfriend:(Haha(≡^∇^≡))
I wish on the stars that somewhere you are thinking of me too. I know we will meet someday.

I still want to go to the ZOO.

十二星座说梦话~~~

十二星座说梦话
白羊-"别跑，抓到你你就死定了。"
金牛-"好/了/，大/不/了/给/钱/嘛。"（他不是哮喘，只是说话比较慢）
双子-"嘿，这个不错，那个也行，哦，今天买的衣服呢？"（我也不知道他在说什么）
巨蟹-"呀，打仗了，我的家人怎么办呢？讨厌，怎么会打到这里来？"
狮子-"哈哈哈~~~~~~~我终于当上总统了！"
处女-"天啊，这里怎么那么脏，讨厌死了！"
天秤-"啊，长了一颗痘痘，完了，明天人家要叫我豆豆龙了。"
天蝎-"嘿嘿，死了吗？看你还敢阴我。（说梦话的天蝎是很悲惨的）"
射手-"你以为你帅？哼，我妈妈说我比较帅！"
摩羯-"老板，您还有什么吩咐吗？"
水瓶-"恩，真好吃，早说癞蛤蟆可以吃，你们又不相信……"
双鱼-"太美了，亲爱的，你选的这个地方真不错"

I have a WEAK Body

Huh~~~ Woke up at ten something today, went to Sunway with mama to see the rumoured fantastic shopping street in Sunway new wing. And it turns out:

NOTHING SPECIAL!!!

Haha, me and mama was so disappointed. Actually it's like any other shopping complex. Uhh, went back to the old wing to shop instead. And when I was trying on the clothes, hah, my visual suddenly went black. It's like power failure. Actually it's my head lar. Suddenly had serious migraine. I almost fainted in the changing room. It turns out to be my low blood pressure. Ya, I seriously have a weak body. Went to bought some sugary drink as sugar can pump up your blood pressure. Hah, I need to carry sweets along myself from now on.

Went to Pasta Zanmai. Nice soup. Nice pasta. Nice surrounding.

I'm so obsessed with Smarties now. This one is treated by koko. LOVE Smarties.(＝⌒▽⌒＝)

Bought this dress eventually.

This was taken before going out to Sunway. Style walker, yup, that's me~

I always thought that I have high blood pressure coz I'm always easily angry, but it turns out the other way round. Need to take care of my body nowadays. Getting weaker. Stupid LOW BLOOD PRESSURE problem. Go away! I don't want you!

十二星座致命打击语录~~~

十二星座致命打击语录
白羊座-“你怎么这么慢呀，一点效率都没有！”
金牛座-“老公，今天商店大减价，我把你的存折提空了……”
双子座-“哦，昨天是愚人节，那消息是我骗你的，呵呵，你不也老这样吗？”
巨蟹座-“一生一世？！开玩笑吧，都什么年代了。”
狮子座-“真丢人，女朋友都看不住，还熊什么熊！”
处女座-“不好意思，刚才用你的杯子喝牛奶了……”
天秤座-“其实你的男(女)朋友也没什么，就是难看点……”
天蝎座-“我早就变心了，是你太投入都感觉不出来。”
射手座-“如果你爱我，就永远别再离开我……”
摩羯座-“听说今年评的先进里又没你的名字。”
水瓶座-“亲爱的，我们今天还吃XX肉丝吧，虽然我们每次来都吃……”
双鱼座-“你刚刚说‘阡陌交通，鸡犬相闻’，让我想吃狗肉了……”

I'm Damn GOOD in FIGHTING!!!

That crazy PUAH CHEE *(Don't know his last name, damn, he makes me want to FIGHT with him). He makes my whole day in school SUCKS! What?!!! Choir had book for abd1 for the choir practise for today. And that little Puah Chee don't know what is the one in charge. He said we need a letter to book the room, okay lor, we wrote the letter to him. Then, this morning, he said that the letter bounce back because we didn't pass it to him. Okay, technically, we pass it to the pusat sumber auntie. He said something that made my blood boil this morning:" It's your problem now". WTF? My problem? Ya, damn well is MY FREAKING PROBLEM!!! After school when it's time for the practise, he passed me the key and said:" I shouldn't have give you this key. I gave you this key not because of you, it's because of HuiXin( my treasurer)". DAMN!!! What now? HUH???!!!! AHHHH!!!

混蛋！我一定会干掉你的，看你拽到什么时候!!!

You want a piece of me?!!! I can really fight very well. I could be the sweet young fine sixteen years old or actually I'm secretly a fighter. And I'm like a secret agent saving the world. Kinda like Powerpuffs Girls. Ya, I fight off the bad guys. Or ya, like some kind of NINJA instead. Yup, Ninja will be cool. I'll have all kind of weapons. There will be some kind of powder, when you blow it into other people's face, the person 'pengsan'. Ya, I like that. Or like Sailor Moon. No, Sailor Moon wears too short skirt. Um... Popeye? Nah... He's muscle is way too fake and I hate spinach. IpMan, he's kinda good I guess, I don't know, I feel asleep during that show. Or that ultraman, nah, they are way too big. Ohh~~~ Like that One Piece-Luffy. Nah, I don't have elastic power like him. BRUCE LEE! Ya~~~ I'll be Bruce Lee(LeeXiaoLong)-Bruce Shien instead. I'll be wearing that tight little yellow costume to FIGHT!!! Muahahahaha~~~

Other little things---
I like doing experiment with Mei today during Physics. (^O^)/ Haha~~~ And YinYing even said that the two of us are basically like one. Wohooo~~~ So good to have a best friend by your side, although we did wrongly through out the whole experiment. But it's still fun~~~ While Man is doing the experiment, she looks like a REAL scientist carrying out the test. So pro ar Man~~~ And another thing, got to know what Man is aiming for college or university, well, we all got our own dreams, let's make it happen~~~

That key for abd room incident makes me so angry, after taking the key from him, I went down to the canteen and bought the 'Smarties' ice cream. I ate 3 in one roll to cool down, and the uncle whose selling water was like:" Whaooo, I like doing business from you, but be careful, don't eat until you're sick ar". Hah!!! Thanks for the advise but who will be sick causing by ice cream. (´＿｀｡) I kinda want to eat that ice cream now.

I went straight back home after the practise. Yup, I didn't went anywhere today. After reaching home I slept until crazy until now. Feels that my energy is finally back~~~

p.s. Just wanna say thanks to YuanHao for staying with me for a while in the class after school today coz I was still transposing the melody. Everyone has left and he decide to stay back. Thanks ya~~~ I really needed it.

BRUCE SHIEN.

星座的傲人纪录~~~

星座的傲人纪录
白羊座-吵架从没有输过。
金牛座-可以连续睡20小时。
双子座-可以同时进行写，说，听三个动作。
巨蟹座-保持24小时持续吃东西的纪录。
狮子座-一天赶4场电影。
处女座-绝食36小时。
天秤座-曾保持同时和3个异性交往的战果。
天蝎座-可以48小时为了自己的兴趣不眠不休。
射手座-限时吃东西比赛的常胜军。
摩羯座-在大热天里赢得穿棉袄比赛的冠军。
水瓶座-一天阅读5本书。
双鱼座-可以热舞连续十二小时。

Fighting DREAMERS

Don't know why, couldn't sleep, decided to write something. Hah, running out of ideas lately. These days, it's kinda boring too. Nothing excited happen. I mean, I kinda wish to see some scenes that are only acted out in movies. There was a convention for application for college and university, me and Mei went to a few of the booth. Mei was going to take engineering and I... Well, I'm not sure yet... Um, business and interior design, I guess...

I'm not worry about my future, I know that I can be what I what coz this is my life. But what about my friends? Mei wants to go for STPM(form 6), I want to go for A levels. Guess that we all are going to separate path way in not too long time...

Damn, I'm already starting to MISS my friends now.

Hah, why am I suddenly so emo? No, I'm not going to cry when we are separated, that's my promise to myself. I mean it was hard enough for me, during last year year end holiday, Amanda and Man came to my house during the last day of school. When they was going back home, I was leaning against the door asking the both of them:"When will we meet again?" The two of them smiled at me and said:" Silly girl, we can meet up anytime we want". Ya, haha, maybe.

So, why am I fussing about now? Guess I love you all too much to ever let you all go... Man, Mei...... There are still time, let's all enjoy it and not let any of these moments past through our fingers.

I'm okay~~ I'm really all right~~~ Life is ours to be spend not to be saved. We'll all FLY higher than the weather. Coz we are FIGHTING DREAMERS!!! We can damn well do anything!

Love, love you all. ALWAYS.

星座的生日愿望~~~

星座的生日愿望
　　吹灭生日蜡烛的时候，你许下的愿望是什么呢？
白羊座：让我具有超人般的力量。
金牛座：使我成为全球最富有的一百位人士之一。
双子座：我的愿望可不可以是：“满足我的十个愿望。”？
巨蟹座：让我死去的妈妈复活吧。
狮子座：我想当国王，并且住在童话般的城堡里。
处女座：让我成为一个各方面都无可挑剔的完美人士。
天秤座：让我一辈子不用工作，只用享受生活。
天蝎座：让我学会用目光杀人。
射手座：走在大街上，钞票和美女从天而降。
摩羯座：让我第二天就被提升到总经理的位置。
水瓶座：生日蛋糕里藏着飞往夏威夷的机票。
双鱼座：让我长出一对翅膀，或者变成一条真正的鱼。

你讲你爱我~ (*^o^*)/~

g:你讲丫 c:你讲丫
t:你讲你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我等佢知道佢错
c:我知你爱我 g:讲我知你爱我
t:话佢听你爱我当佢面抱下我
c:其实你爱我唔系点解会约我
唔系你又驶乜礼拜六度黎度去决定留俾我
g:其实你爱我唔系点解会tum我
唔系你又驶乜亲佢病行入厨房偷打俾我
t:亲住人齐同佢六面二口热辣辣计清楚
g:你地完全唔夹 c:随时会甩拖
g:你讲丫 c:你讲丫
t:你讲你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我等佢知道佢错
c:我知你爱我 g:讲我知你爱我
t:话佢听你爱我当佢面抱下我
c:其实你爱我唔系点解会嗌我
前日约定家中见哂面仲唔系你亲羊年娶我
g:其实你爱我唔系点解会叫我
陪住你定婚纱买钻石连叠洋楼都想写俾我
t:亲住人齐同佢六面二口热辣辣计清楚
g:你地完全唔夹 c:随时会甩拖
g:你讲丫 c:你讲丫
t:你讲你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我等佢知道佢错
c:我知你爱我 g:讲我知你爱我
t:话佢听你爱我当佢面抱下我
c:承认你爱我人地差d喊喇啵
人地咁易伤心咁脆弱受唔住你有日离开我
g:其实你爱我人类之中最爱我
无谓今晚娶左佢两日然后离婚卒之搵番我
t:亲住人齐同佢六面二口热辣辣计清楚
g:你地完全唔夹 c:随时会甩拖
g:你讲丫 c:你讲丫
t:你讲你讲你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我等佢知道佢错
c:我知你爱我 g:讲我知你爱我
t:话佢听你爱我 g:当佢面抱下我
c:你钟意见我心里只会有我 任你拣我两个都会飞佢要我
g:我知你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我
t:赶佢扯

锡哂我

Sometimes DEVIL=Me

Today was quite okay the whole day. Feels good to have friends around you all day~ Until three something when it was about time for me to walk to my tuition center... And ehwww....... Saw something I really don't like.

Cheater and Cheatee... Hmmm? What's the difference? Wow~~~ I myself don't even know it. Coz you're both. I don't know. Natural consequences, baby. This time should now prove you wrong, so go away, leave me the hell alone. I wouldn't say someting like:"混蛋！我一定会干掉你的，看你拽到什么时候!". No, I'm classy, you see.

Hehem, I have nothing more to say. o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

Ohhh~~~ And one more thing.

Are you sure you’re my replacement because I didn’t see you in his rebound girls catalogue.

调皮的星座学生

谁敢上课睡觉？
天秤座：困了就睡，管他白天还是黑夜？！ (￣へ ￣ 凸
射手座：晚上晚累了就利用上课时间补充睡眠。
双鱼座：何时何地都可以做梦，枯燥的讲说也可以成为美妙的催眠曲！

谁上课说话最多？
双子座：天生有张爱说的最，不让他说就难受。
处女座：家事国事天下事，都是他的话题。
水瓶座：问题总是比别人多。

谁敢顶撞老师？
白羊座：老师就了不起了吗？！
狮子座：绝对不能让你落了我的面子！！！
天秤座：虽然你是老师，但是你对我不公平就是不对！ (ﾞ ｀-´)/

谁上课总不带书？
巨蟹座：只怪他太好心了，书借给别人总是要不回来。
天秤座：书太重，我懒的背，反正我人缘好不怕没人借我！ (￣▽+￣*)
射手座：唉...谁叫我忘性大！下次一定记住！

谁总是人在心不在？
双子座：双子座很少安静下来，除非他想别的去了！
摩羯座：喜欢“节省时间”，上课写作业。
双鱼座：想东又想西，人乖乖得坐在那里思绪却到处乱跑。

谁不懂也不问？
金牛座：爱钻牛角尖，喜欢自己“钻研”。
狮子座：他可拉不下脸来“不耻下问”！
水瓶座：认为自己聪明过人，多看看就能懂。

谁一有大扫除就开溜？
双子座：我只有一双手，用来拿吃的玩的总好过拿扫帚，拖布啊！
狮子座：打扫卫生...这种事是我应该做的吗？！
处女座：恩...不好意思，我怕把灰尘带进我一尘不染的家里啊

the BEST Birthday Present~~~

What I want for my birthday? Hah! This!!!
(DBSK are on a show, and one of the girls performing is having her birthday that day, the host asked DBSK to sing a birthday song for her. The first one was normal version. The second one onwards is JaeJoong singing alone in 1)R&B version, 2)Trot version and 3)Rock version. I love this vid so much~~~)(In case you don't know, he is the guy wearing a white tee and a black vest.) MUST SEE!!!



Oh my... I melted every time I see this vid... Damn good looking ar mr.kim~~~ (●´ω｀●)ゞ I personally like the ROCK version better. HAH! Who says that good looking star can't sing? Mr.Kim is the combination of both. Oh my... He looks like he just walk out of a comic book. Damn Handsome!!! And his VOICE, oh my... Enough say. I freaking want him! Na na na, I'm so sorry,

he's already MINE!!!!!!!!!!

Owhhh, and I guess who is that lucky lady that's beside him? Hmm, I wonder. Sorry ladies, I'm the official Mrs.KimJaeJoong. (^ε^)♪ (令人喷饭的回答)

OopaPoGoSiPoYo!!!

ShieN aka 'lil' SiS

Dang Dang DANG~~~ Curtains pulling up, yup, and you can see... Hah! ME!!! Sorry for such lame intro, haha, I'm a bit out today. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~~~ o(^▽^)o

Shien=Little Sister

Yup, that's me~~~

I'm so hyperactive in class today and I don't even know why. I'm like literally jumping up and down today. How ironic coz I'm really jumping up and down all day. And Man expression is like "No eye look... (￣_￣ i) ". Hah! Sorry ya~~~

TODAY~~~
I like to use the word "funny" the whole time and I guess this phrase kinda stuck on most of my friends, KahLun decided to turn it a bit, so now I'm BUNNY HEAD~~~ Hah!!! )｀ε´(　What kind of name is that? And KahLun does know how to spell bunny, whoa~~~ Amazed~~~ I'm clapping for you right now~~~~~~

I was going through Man's wallet today, and she put the picture of the two of us in the picture area there. So, when you open up her wallet, you could see the both of us there. And don't know what reason, the colour in the 'da tou tie' is like fading. I was like " What the? What is this? Why is the picture dirty dy?" And my forever cute Man (^∇^) said:" Ya lor, time to take 'da tou tie' again". Wah~~~~~~ Really TOUCHED!!! She want to go take picture with ME. AGAIN. Hah~~~ Isn't that a good thing to know? I really like talking to you, you let me see a whole new point of view in everything. You 'open' my eyes~~~ I'm really not jealous of your 'ten super'. Okay... Okay lar... I guess I'm a little jealous... Just a little bit... But I'm more happy that you could found a bunch of friends that you like that much~~~

Mei, haha~~~ I really love you very much. (〃∇〃) Haha~~~ The two of us are like hugging, and as you know me, I couldn't stay still, so my whole body was like moving around and when we are about to hug, we accidentally KISS each other. Haha~~~ Ya, the two of us are like laughing like hell after that. I mean, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to move around. Well, it's not the first time actually, this is the second time, the first time, Mei accidentally kissed my cheek. Hah! Ewwww~~~ The two of us are so gross... Well, WE ARE NOT LESBIAN for sure. We're just best friend~~~ And I decided to keep my hair long now after MEi tied my hair for me today. Mei was like:" Shien, your hair is real messy, come, I tie it again for you." Owhh~~~ That scene was so powerful to me. TOUCHED again~~~ I will keep my hair now~~~ But honestly, that time, it's real funny watching three person doing my hair~~~

I like to collect tissue from the toilet. And today while I was eating before going to rc, I want to buy the lychee drink and I have one dollar and I'm short of 20 sen. I saw YetFeng. I asked him for the 20 sen. He was like:" Huh? You want to go turn the tissue in the toilet again ar?" NO! I want my lychee. He knows about my habit coz we have been in the same class for the last three years. Unfortunately, he doesn't have the 20 sen. I borrowed from other people and I went for rc. RC class was canceled today, when I was walking to the canteen with Man, we bumped into YetFeng again. He asked me to hold out my hand. I does exactly what he said, then YetFeng drop something into the both of my hands. And looking into it, it's 4 20sen = 80 sen. Oh my... Triple TOUCHED!!!!!!! (Ｔ▽Ｔ;) Thank you ar~~~ But I'm not going to turn tissue lar... I wouldn't use the 80 sen until the day I die... I'll keep it in my memorable section~~~

Well, actually that's more, but it's all small things that make out the big moments~~~ Haha, too much thing happen today. Well, overall, it's smooth and fun.Thank you all for always taking care of me. Ya, this time, it's my turn to protect you all for now!

Don't you just love LOVE?

WeiRd

A short rant before seeing some vid.

Yup, today...... I'm still very BLUR that's why I used the word 'weird' for today's title. I'm so blur that until it's so weird for me. (＞＜;) As you all know, I leave some of my book in the pengawas room, and this morning, after signing in, I took out my time table to take the text books back to class. Then I saw it... PJ!!! A big big word in my time table... And I freaking forgot to bring my pj clothes to school today. Hah!!! How smart... Luckily Amanda's clothes is at XiaoYing there, and the pants I borrow from HueyYi. Oh my... Thank GOD... Haiz...

Recess time, I'm guarding for the boys toilet again. After the bell rang, I heard a group of guys laughing. So I went over to check it out, and to my surprise, they were the same group of guys in my few previous posts. There was 1 guy being tied to the 'tiang' with some strings. I was like what the? I can understand why they're laughing coz it's so hilarious. I help to untie the one that was tied onto the 'tiang'. And it turns out that I was not helping out at all and I was making the tie even more stronger, sorry lor, I don't know how to untie the knot ma... Crazy group of guys...

Feels weird knowing that I'm so blur. Feels weird that I got to know that group of people. Still feeling weird that people I don't know are calling my name to chat with me. And it feels even weirder coz I want to go cut my hair short. Hah!

p.s. I am not a superwoman, I cannot be in two place at a time. Sorry for those I blew of my promises to. Aiming high to be a Wedding Planner.

WEIRD!!! ┐(￣ヘ￣）┌

So True (￣▽+￣*)

Saw this in the net today, very meaningful~~~
It says that:

Don't Worry About The People In Your Past, There's A Reason They Don't Make It To The Future.

What is this?

• IGeoSeun MuEoSimNiKka? - What is this?
• GeuGeoSeun ChaeGibNiDa. - That is a book.
• GeuReMyeon, JeoGeoSeun MuEoSimNiKka? - Then, what is that?
• GaBangImNiGa - It's a bag.
• GaBangI YePpeuGunYo - Your bag is very nice.

'IGeot' is this. 'JeoGeot' is that. 'GeuGeot' is it.

The expression 'IGeoSeun MuEoSimNiKka?' is in the Most Polite form. As you know, in Korean language, there are tree type of communication. The first is Most Polite, the second is Common Polite and the last one is Rude. Most Polite form is usually used to the elderly. And while speaking to the others, Common Polite is mostly used.

So, instead of 'IGeoSeun MuEoSimNiKka?', you can just say as ' IGeo MeoYeYo?' as in Common Polite form.

How to differentiate from Most Polite and Common Polite? Well, Most Polite usually ends with 'ImNiKka' 'ImNiDa' SimNiDa', while Common Polite usually ends with 'YeYo' or 'SeYo'.

The Korean names for things, you can just go through the blog title "Korean" below the Shien's Achieve. And once more, have fun learning~~~ ('-^*)/

原来你什么都不想要

我知道这样不好 也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停的要　要到你想逃
泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后　是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护　你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好　贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私　不奢望

我不要你的承诺　不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好　贪心也好
最怕你把沉默　当做对我的回答

原来你　什么都不想要

Like this song so much~~~

Read ThiS

抬起头来不要再自我可怜

＼(*｀∧´)／

AloNe

Eating Cup Noodle(curry flavour) by MYSELF... (x_x；)

Because of ME~~~

Oh my, feel so HAPPY today~~~ No need to say more. PICTURES time!!!

Went for the running in the morning. This pic is after the run. Haha, if you saw Khee in person, you can see that her face is like tomato after running. Too CUTE~~~ (*⌒∇⌒*)

After the run, 6 of them came to my house~~~ Haha, all of our bags are here~~~

There were lots and lots of junk food here. I like 'Lays' the most. Try it some times. Of course there are other snacks too~ Haha, everyone finish it up so fast~~~

Finally our McDonald delivery came~~~ We all call for Chicken Mcdeluxe.

My cute Ying~~~

There's me sleeping on my Mei's leg. So relax ar~~~

The three of them are fascinated by my computer. Haha~~~

There's Man resting and YuanHao on my sofa~~~

We're playing cards~~~

We're all TALKING and CHATTING away~~~

Mei talking on the phone~~~

The 7 of us~~~ Me, Man, Mei, Khee, YinYing, XiaoYing and YuanHao~~~

Hugging my Mei~~~

After finishing our Mc~~~

Damn, I'm actually speechless now. I mean, you all make me so happy. Actually it's because of me, the 6 of you agree to come to my house. Because I ask so, that's why you guys came~~~ Thankssss( my tears are streaming down my cheeks now, so TOUCHED~~~).

Man- glad to see that you're back to normal today~~~ I'm actually very happy when you said that you would come. Love ya so much~~~ Ahh, forgot to take pictures with you ar...

Mei- I'm shocked too that you would come coz you're having tuition at 3. Thank you so much~~~ You sacrifice your time to rest to come to my house to be with me~~~ What more could I say, LOVE you~~~

Khee- thank you too~~~ Really, you saying that you would come very mean a lot to me~~~ LOVE YA!!! Got to know you better today~~~

XiaoYing- you seem easily offended today. Haha, what happen? Anyway, glad that you came~~~ Love for you too~~~

YinYing- you too~~~ Did you have a good time here? Certainly hope you did!!! Love!!!

YuanHao- Haha, what can I say? You're the only guy today, and you seem so uneasy or should I say so unrelax in the beginning. Anyway, thanks ya~~~ Love for you too, of course~~~

p.s. While Khee and I are running, LOON run past us and said:"JaiYou JiaYou!!!" Oh my... I melted at that scene. Okay, maybe he was talking to Khee, but who cares? He said JIAYOU! It came out of his mouth. Oh my.... So touched~~~

Although SoonYong did come at the end, but he went home after sitting not long. Thank you too~~~

Oh my.. I just couldn't stop saying thank you!!! What's wrong with me? Stop it, brain stop it! I went up and down the hills like for 9 times today coz I need to send them down the hills to the petrol station. (￣ー￣；First was for Mei with Khee, then send YuanHao & Man with Khee, then XiaoYing with Khee. Up up down down. I must have lost a lot of weight today~~~

I know you all came for me today, and I really want to say that I really appreciate you guys for it~~~ I had a great time today, I certainly enjoy myself~~~ Because of me, you all did it because of me~~~ I really feel the sincerity from you guys today~~~

p.s. I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL! REALLY!!!~~~ (///∇//)

Thank You Very Much!!!

妥协...

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年 才看见我有多狼狈
-爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界-
你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年 才看见我有多狼狈
-爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界-
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会变
仍在徘徊 开始自己的明天
-爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界-

What's Going ON?

Shit, I'm damn shocked with Man today. She's obviously upset with something, and I went to comfort her, and all I get was:" Go away, leave me alone". Okay, not that I blame her for being so, coz she was really upset, but huh? After a few attempt of trying to be close to her, I got like so frustrated in the end.

Really want to shout out:" What's GOING ON???"

What happen o? I know that the first book have something in it, but the second book too? Huh? Don't know how to talk to Man, don't even know how to comfort her coz I don't quite know what's really going on. I really want to know, what's in there that got her so upset after the guys saw it. I was at that scene when they all open and saw it, I thought that it was some jokes or something Man wrote that made them laugh... Guess I was wrong.

Man ar, what happen? I know that you want to be alone, but at least let me be by your side when this kind of thing happen. Of course I know that you're strong, but even strong people get hurt sometimes, I mean, what I'm trying to say is that, I'm here for you no matter what happen. Feels like I'm not someone that matter to you when all of this thing happen. Want to let you know I'm always be by your side. No ones want to be alone...

I'm hurt to see Man get hurt. I know you don't want to talk about it with me, but at least please don't push me away. What can I do? Play my 'friend' role perfectly and stay quiet. Man, you can really lean on me sometimes.

(ﾉ_-｡) Sorry I couldn't protect you from this harm.

My Name

Hey hey, guess my life kinda went back to normal mode today. Don't want to talk about what happen during the photo shoot for our choir club. Let's just skip right to the title I wrote today.

Hmmm, my name... Yup, my name... Don't know why and how does so many people know my name when I don't even recognize them. Today I was 'duty'ing outside of the boy's toilet, and there was a group of form 4 "a" class guys, well I don't know their names, but they're a group or a gang, kinda like 15 something of guys. I was just standing there daydreaming away, then suddenly "LiShien, you're LiShien right? Do you know me?" (°д°；) Huh? What the? Um, no... Kinda chatted with them for a while. They're kinda funny. The point is that being a pengawas, when you get to know someone better, is easier to ask them to tuck in their shirts. Or so I thought...

When I was walking into the class, I guess it's Eva friends. She jumped out of s2 and called out my name. Okay, actually I don't know her too... And then we kinda chatted about some junk stuff, then she asked me that where do I learned my Korean from. O~~~ So, that's what it's about. Not bad not bad~~~ News does travel indeed~~~ She's kinda pretty too~~~

These days, I carrying a lots of books myself from the pengwas room to my class. (｡＞0＜｡) Not that I'm complaining or anything, but it's still quite a walking distance. And some of my friends saw me carrying my books, they'll sms me at night to ask me why does I carry so much book? Or ain't it heavy? Duh uh. of course it's heavy! But what can I do? I don't want to let anyone carry for me, because if it really happens and if HE or his friends saw there's someone else who carry my books for me, there will be lots of talking again. So, what to do? Carry my ownself lor....

p.s. Throughout the whole meeting today, it's not that I don't have any idea that's why I'm quiet, it's just that I let you all speak up your mind, and I don't want to interrupt or anything. I'm quiet doesn't mean that I doesn't have my own idea. I just don't want to speak up, that's all.

Loon - huh? Haha, I thought you knew many things coz you were sitting so near him in class. Well, guess you know the whole story now~~~ Thank you for leaving a comment ya~~~ I like it this way, coz in class, we don't even have a chance to talk. Let's keep it this way ya~~~ ≧(´▽｀)≦ Oh, and ya, you're English is quite good. Umm, it's very GOOD~~~

IRyeoIl - Sunday
WeoRyeoIl - Monday
HwaYoIl - Tuesday
SuYoIl - Wednesday
MuGyoIl - Thursday
GeuMyoIl - Friday
ToYoIl - Saturday
*Korean name for days~~~

Blog- my personal dairy.

Boyfriend?

Man- thank you so much for today. You got to know the whole story, and you still said that you'll had my back for the whole time. I was really touched. Damn, now all the guys is treating me like I'm a bad girl who plays with others people feelings. Thank you for always being there for me when time like this.

Mei- you too, thank you for cheering for me too. And you said:" Have a boyfriend to show him lar." (^∇^) Haha, yup, not a bad idea. But now, I'm thinking that if I have a boyfriend in the future, I'll keep a secret from the whole world. But of course, I'll let you and Man know lar. Don't know what to say more, just want to say thank you to the both of you. Of course, if I have a boyfriend, it will be someone that I like very much.

Loong- after school you asked me if I could take all my books, and I was like so cold towards you it's because I was rushing off to avoid someone. And I saw you in the Headmaster Carpark, I wanted to walk over and say bye, but when I went there, you went away into pusat kegiatan with someone dy. So now I'm saying it here, BYE BYE!!!

云は 形変わっても 云に変わりなくて, hey guys, I'm still ME.

Friendship that counts.

Blowing up the issue

Putting previous post into context.

Stupid little ***!!! You sure know how to blow things out to epic proportion, do you? I found out, recently, however, that the guy who had confessed his feeling to me, told his friends and quite the whole class that I was the one who 'chase' him first. WTF? Σ(･ω･;

He said that I was the one who sms him first. Well, let ME freaking explain myself here. That day, we were suppose to celebrate Tim's birthday and him transferring to our school. And I found out that he was not coming the next day where we are going to celebrate. So, I took his number and went on sms him. So, that's called HITTING ON someone? WTF? I'm the class organiser!!! So now I am a scorned friend writing this blog post explicating everything. It’d be unfair, and because it’ll influence the way you look at him too, so whatever that falls under his section will just be described neutrally.

So now you're using humiliation as a weapon towards me? How dare you? ARGHHHH!!! Why isn't anyone seeing the story from my side? Just because I didn't accept him so now I'm the bad one? What about the story from my side? Does anyone care to know? No, I don't think so. To care for your big manly image, you're telling others the other story. MY GOD! You freaking misread all the signals I was sending to you. No, I learned my lesson now. I'll not going to sms or reply to any guys from now on. No way I'm going through this again.

Get your facts right before spreading rumours about someone, a-hole.

You're my MelodY

Couldn't sleep, well, as well make good use of my time. So many things going through my mind right now... Getting insomnia, I guess... Be strong, stay strong... Wanna go sing... Jolt down something...

The sounds I hear when I close my eyes.

Your feelings, your little thoughts.

Because of all the many unnecessary noises in my heart,

I was unable to hear them.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

The time of shedding tears is now history.

Don't worry, because

Your my melody.

I will perform you on and on.

You are my song.

My life's soundtrack.

I love you, who lights up my stage's life.
You are my song.

Me, who hated saying the words 'I'm sorry'.

Me, with a lot of pride, left my heart empty.

When my soul is drying up,

When everything is falling apart,

Will you come to me?

Like a song, the date and time of sadness always has an end.

Because

It's your love, your love.

You who let me hear love.

You are my rhythm, my life's gift.

Always by my side.

Become a wonderful dream.

You are my song.

The countless sad love songs,

Although it feels like they're singing about us.

At this moment, you who support me.

You're more precious to me than anything else.

The sounds I hear when I close my eyes.

I will now sing your feelings.

Miss you much.

Clean End

What had happen today was not so important, what's really on my mind right now is what happen below my hills. Um, I live in a house up in a hill. I'm going to try to keep it short of this long ranting post...

After school, he continually followed me to pengawas room. And as it was Monday, I always tend to go home early on Monday. I stick around in the pengawas room coz I know that he's waiting for me outside the room. I waited for XueEr to come.

And as Eva, Man and TeckKiong could guess. He followed me home. Yes, he FOLLOWED me. To the bus station, on the bus. XueEr was kind enough to offer me to go to her house, but I said no coz, what's going to happen is still going to happen, why dodge it? I think that it's time to come clean now.

Reached my house, actually is not my house, just below the hills, he was still following me. I stop and stare at him. I asked him what do he want. Then out of the blues, he confessed his feelings to me, asking me to be his girlfriend. The third act twist: The unexpected declaration of love. Then at the down hill under the hot sun, we stood there for like god knows how long coz I keep on talking. Finally he walked off, I walked up the hills.

No need to be excited. I did not accept his proposal. I'm really surprised with myself for telling him my answer straight away, and I didn't even think twice about it. I'm shocked, my own self. It's like no, I don't want it. NO.... I didn't even want to think about giving a chance or anything. Oh my... It's there something wrong with me? I must say, I'm really impressed by his courage. Most of the guys just say throughout the phone, but he was like so bold.

Let me explain myself here, I don't care if nobody reads my blog but I must say what's on my mind right now. First of all, I like my single life very much. Yes, I'm not afraid to admit it, I enjoy my single life, just being with friends and my family. Next, I have my own thing that I want to do, dreams that I want to chase, I couldn't let some guy tie me down. And third, he is in the same class with me, and I need to see his face for like two more years, how can I eat and shit at the same place? Get my drift now?

Well, I think that I'm actually a secretive hypocrite. I could tell myself one million reason not to be with him, but actually it's just one little problem that cause all these reason: I'm just not that into him. It's not that I have high taste or anything, it's just that I just don't feel for him. That's the naked truth. Sorry I had to say it like that.

I'm tired of everyone misunderstanding. I compensate like mad the last time, but no, this won't do anymore. I want my own space. All of you keep saying that we are together, it doesn't mean that we will really be together. I know you all care for me, but this really have nothing to do with you all. When I have my boyfriend, I would let you all know, okay? That's a promise.

And I'm really sorry. I really am sorry. I had hurt someone deeply today. (ﾉ_･｡)

Finally a clean end.

Am I On your Mind?

Sunday, Sunday~~~

Woke up to have breakfast with mama today at Coffee Bean. Again. It was nice. After bathing, went to Bridget house to teach her BM. Bridget was very happy today, she keep on laughing, or am I the one who's funny? I like teaching her~~~ Then went to 1u with mama. Again. Went to bought some clothes. Now home.... Um, going to school tomorrow. What's new?

Wanna say something on my mind, hope that all my friend will see this. Well, you know how always I don't reply to the sms. Well, it's not that I don't want to reply you. it's just that I always put my phone beside my bed table in my room. And when I go out, I won't bring my phone. During the day time, I'm always doing my own things. Like watching the tv, playing the computer, my piano, sleeping, daydreaming and so on... And when I have the time to relax, it's already past midnight. That time everybody has fallen asleep, I wouldn't reply at that time coz I won't want to wake you up.

So, now you know why I seldom reply the sms. If, and it's just if, I'm on your mind, please continue 'sms'ing to me. Don't stop all the sms, I always keep you all's sms if you all don't know. It's not that I don't care or that I'm cold. I will try to reply the messages more often from now. Hit the send button instead of the delete button when you see my contact number. You all are on my mind always.

(^O^)/ Sms me ya~~~

Don't stop CARING!

新不了情?!!!

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

Damn, I don't know man... I really don't know... Stop bugging me... I want some "me" time... This song completely sings out my feelings... I don't care... I don't want a boyfriend if I don't like him... I don't care if I'll end up alone... Stop pushing me... I know that guy that I like will like me back too... This is why falling in love is so goddamn hard!

Korean (￣□￣;)!!!!!

• Chaek - Book.
• GaBang - Bag.
• YeonPil - Pencil.
• BaJi - Trousers/Pants.
• ChiMa -Skirt.
• JiUGae - Eraser.
• GongChaek - Empty book.
• PilTong - Pencil box.
• Kal - Knife.
• Pul - Glue.
• JiGap - Wallet.
• BanJi - Ring.
• SonMokSiGe - Hand watch.
• UnDongWha - Sport shoe.
• GuDu - High heels.
• YangBok - Man suit.
• SaJeon - Dictionary.
• JongI - Paper.
• ChaekSang - Desk/table.
• EuiJa - Chair.
• ChilPan - White board.
• SaRam - People.
• NalSsi - Weather.
• SangJa- Box.
• MulByeong - Water bottle.
• NokCha -Green tea.
• JapJi - Magazine.
• SinMun - Newspaper.
• Kkot -Flower.
• SseuReGiTong - Garbage can.
• SutGaRak - Spoon.
• JeotGaRak - Chopstick.
• SonGaRak - Finger.
• YeolSwe - Key.
• AnGyeong - Glasses.
• MokGeoRi - Necklace.
• GwiGoRi - Earring.
• WhaJangJi -Toilet paper.
• YeoJa -Girl.
• NamJa - Boy.
• USan - Umbrella.
• Cha - Ruler.
• GaWi - Scissors.
• SaTang -Candy.
• GwaJa - Snack.
• DalRyeok - Monthly calender.
• Mun - Door.
• ChangMun -Window.

Quite long of all the name for the items. And I won't be posting any Korean for quite some time. And again HAVE FUN learning~~~ Fighting~~~ ('-^*)/

I am Me~

Yoyo~~~ How are you? I'm fine thank you. So, how is your day going so far? Okay, okay, stop it, stop it, stop asking and answering my own question. Let's move on~

Ya, after posting in this morning, I went for my dentist. And apparently, I'm not pulling my teeth out today for the braces. Today was just plain cleaning(my teeth). The dentist was a guy and he was like:" Tak sakit, tak sakit." Hah, okay, maybe I do look scared. I'm due to get back to the dentist next Saturday for the x-ray before putting the braces on.

After that, mama sent me to yima house to pick up Moe(my cousin) to go to 1u to celebrate her birthday~~~ We took puri kura(da tou tie) twice, coz the second time was free. Came back home after that, and now here I am. I did enjoyed myself but I'm very tired now.

Pics Pics Pics!!!

This is called Hoagies. Ya, it's pronouce 'Hoo gees'. It actually kinda like sandwich but it's more tasty than the normal sandwich. Mine is beef hoagies. It's real nice.

Me and Moe puri kura~~~ I look so small...

This pic I got from Moe's phone. It's so cute! I LOVE it so much!!! о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆ It's now officially my hand phone wallpaper. Don't you like it too?

This spongebob is a box of cookie. It's so CUTE too~~~

After going to 1u, we went to eat cendol. And that place was open air, I notice the sky today are very beautiful. Nice right? Haha~~~ I can use my own hand to grab on the clouds even if it is a cloud~~~

Today on the way going back home, I said" I actually enjoy singing and music very much." Then my mama said:" Ya, I can see that. You are not afraid to be who you are. I mean, you're comfortable in your own skin". Wuu waaa~~~ So happy ar~~~

p.s. I saw a group of girls definitely YOUNGER than me, waking and holding their boyfriends hand with make-up on. Oh my... 。(´д｀lll) I felt so defeated!!! I was like so much older than they all, but I have no make-up on. Should I considering wearing make-up from today onwards? Maybe I'll be pretty too...

云は 形変わっても 云に変わりなくて

Blur Blur~~~

I came back home late yesterday, and most of you know my obsession towards sleeping. Haha, so... Let's get it going...

10/7/2009- Friday
Happy Friday
It was quite fun at school yesterday. That's a story now, I usually wears my school shoes in the car, and yesterday, when I walked into the class, I felt that my foot is being squeeze by my shoes. It was very painful. Then I asked TeckKiong what's wrong with my foot, he take a look at my shoes and said.

• TeckKiong:" You're wearing the wrong side of the shoes, that's why your leg is painful."
• I was like:" Huh? How did you know which one is which side?"
• TeckKiong:" The head of your shoe is facing other place. Because the head of your shoes should be facing inside not outside like yours."
• ZhiYan:" How can you wear the wrong side of your shoes?"
• I said:" Well it's dark in the car, how can you see without lights?"
• ZhiYan:" Well when you are touching your shoes, can't you feel where the head is?"
• TeckKiong:" Haha, stupid lar".

Then the two of them keep on laughing. Okay, first of all, I'm not defending myself, it's dark in the car, who can see in the dark? And second of all, everybody does wear the wrong side of their shoes right? Right? RIGHT? Then Loong came into the class, the topic was gracefully ended.

Second story- we have to be in pusat kegiatan every morning. And yesterday, AhFeng saw me and asked me not to forget his present. Coz after school, I'll be going to drink tea with them to pass the present to them. When he said about present, I was so like:" Oh my, where is the present? Oh yeah, I left it in my room. I FORGOT to bring it out." ヽ((◎д◎　))ゝ Waiting to see AhFeng reaction when he knows I forgot the present again. Oh my, what's wrong with me.

Third round- Class was so boring yesterday, so I collected Man Mei Teckkiong XiaoYing YinYing Loong Yuanhao's pencil case to put some stickers on it. When I collected them, there was like 8 pencil box including mine in my arms. Then I quickly rush out of the class so that they wouldn't know what I did to their pencil case. I want to give them a surprise. And then they was like.

• TeckKiong:" Shien, where are you going with our pencil box. Wei, SHIEN?!!!"
• Man:" Crazy girl......"
• Mei:"......"
• YuanHao:" Don't spoil my pencil case ar."
• XiaoYing:" What are you doing?!!"
  

Last story- Wuhuu~~~ Finally it's time that school ended. Went for meeting with the pengawas of course. After the meeting, I rushed to Prima to 'yumcha' with AhFeng. When I reached there, I didn't know where the restoran was. So I was like walking one big round in Prima just to find that place, I saw every shop twice. Face it, I'm LOST. Actually it's my fault anyway, AhFeng they all offer to take me to the place but I said that I can go there myself so its okay not need for them to lead. Finally, I called AhFeng for helped.

AhFeng:" I SAID ALREADY TO STOP WHERE YOU ARE SO I CAN COME AND GET YOU! (He was shouting and I was still rounding Prima that time, I just wouldn't give up that easily.)
So I stop at where I am to wait for them, I still can't believe I'm lost. Arh... Then suddenly I saw someone walking towards me. It's my sister-JoAnn( in case you didn't know, she's the girl in the picture beside the blog post. The first one, where the both of us are in pink). We hugged each other then she said.
JoAnn:" I(Jo) saw you(Shien) walking around and around and around in circles. And I(Jo) was thinking like when is she(Shien) going to stop".
Oh my... So fish... How can this happen to me? So, my own sister saw me. Walking in circle. With her boyfriend. Oh my... Could things be anymore worst?

Well. that's it for yesterday. There are no Korean lesson in this post, but stay tune for tonight post. Going for dentist afterwards.

What a day, so I wore the wrong side of shoes. Then I forgot other's people things. Then I look like a pencil box thief. Then I get lost in someplace. Oh, when will my IQ go up?

Still BLUR BLUR 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡

Next Level? Maybe~

Up, up ,up! ヽ(`Д´)ノ Let's all move on to the next level. Come on! Know that everyone around me is moving on with improving themselves, is quite giving me pressure lately. Saw MayZhee and Man's blog, every one's growing up and I'm still where I am from way back. Lately I kept on thinking that should I be more mature and responsible? How should I put it in a nice way, I'm not a hypocrite but I'm couldn't stop to admit that I'm not that smart. Ya, I said it. I said it out loud. I'M NOT SMART. And frankly, I don't think that's anything wrong about it. I accept the way I am, coz I like myself the the way it is. And if you can't cope with me, just walk away, coz you can't change my thinking.

I may put myself a lot out there, but I do know that living my life like this is way better than pretending to be someone I'm not. Ya, I know I'm kinda slow and I'm okay with you all making fun of me coz I think that's the way you all express that you care for me. I'm all right with that.

Ya, seeing what Man said, I totally agreed that you can't be soft when you're a leader of your own pengawas group. How can you be weak when the rest of your team mate is looking up on you? And when you're president for your own society, don't you think I'm scare too sometimes? Knowing that that's many people is behind your foot steps and when you go wrong you have to be full responsible for it. There are times when I'm confused and others are asking questions, can you be so sure of yourself with your own decision knowing that what you do and what you said could change the whole meaning to everything? You can't be right all the time. You certainly couldn't say to them:" Hey, let's go on to the pave to failure that I'm paving." How can you be so sure of yourself?

But there's where the fun part is, I may be slow and dumb but I still have my family members and my best friends staying by my side. That's the beauty of it. I know that they'll sure push me and hold my back when anything go wrong. Always having a lending hand is so much more better than doing everything by myself. I know that I'm not perfect and it's okay to ask for help. It's not that I'm weak, it just show that I'm totally normal.

Going on to the next level has a whole new meaning for me today. Feel that I have gotten on a whole new level with Mei today, I had a secret and today I finally had the courage to tell her. When I told her that I felt that our friendship had gone up a level today, she said back to me :" What do you mean? Because we have the same taste in guys?" We laughed, but what she said was not the point. We both really know that what the two of us meant to each other. And yes, I do like Mei very much. I'm know what I'm feeling and I'm not crazy.

There was this one time I fought with mama, well it's a personal cause and mama cried. I cried too while arguing. I was standing in front of her, and suddenly she pulled me in and hug me while we're fighting. I cried even more in her arms. That scene was so powerful to me, it hurts the both of us more coz we're hurting each other. Coming to the end, I asked my mama:" Will we grow strong together?" And mama replied yes. Yes, I do believe in that too. After that day, I do felt that our relationship has gotten up a level.

Actually today I was intending to write something more funny and cheesy about Mei, but after seeing MayZhee and Man's blog, all of these thought just kept flowing out of my head. And sometimes, not every relationship is going up. Some went down and some even totally disappear from the 'level meter'. There's sure be time like this. But anything you had lost is not more than anything that's already in your hand.

Okay, today's Korean lesson is just all the country's name from yesterday.

1. NaRa - country.
2. HanGuk - Korea.
3. MiGuk - USA.
4. YeongGuk - U.K.
5. JungGuk - China.
6. TaeGuk - Thailand.
7. DaeMan - Taiwan.
8. HoJu - Australia.
9. IlBon - Japan.
10. Indonesia.
11. Singapore.
12. Malaysia.
13. InDo -India.
14. KaeNaDa -Canada.
15. DoGil - German.
16. PeuRangSeu - France.

10 to 11 is the same with English. Have fun~

I'm not vain but I like myself very much. Heck, I LOVE me! I like having my best friends and family members fussing to me about small matters coz it show that they care for me. I like how they're always protecting me in every single way. I like how they're taking care of me all the time. I like how they're always supporting me even though sometimes they don't agree with my decision. What could I be without you? I'm giving out love as much as I could now coz I receive lots and lots of love, I had tons to share. I may be childish, and I may not have improve myself from long time ago, but I know that I'll be going up the next level in life real soon, coz hey, what's the hurry? I'm growing strong with not just myself. ☆-( ^-ﾟ)v I love my damn beautiful ordinary life~~~

I'll protect you all with my life!