Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson

You got your mother and your brother

Every other undercover

Telling you what to say

You think I'm stupid

But the truth is that is Cupid, baby

Loving you has made me this way

So before you point your finger

Get your hands off of my trigger

You need to know this situation's getting old

And now the more you talk the less I can take

*

I waited here for you like a kid waiting after school

So tell me how come you never showed

I gave you everything and never ask for anything

And look at me

I'm all alone

So, before you start defending

Baby, stop all your pretending

I know you know I know

So what's the point of being slow

Let's get the show on the road today

*

I wanna love

I want a fire to feel the burn

My desire

I want a man by my side

Not a boy who runs and hide

Are you gonna fight for me?

Die for me?

Live and breathe for me?

Do you care for me?

Cause if you don't then just LEAVE.

*I'm looking for attention

Not another question

Should you stay or should you go

Well, if you don't have the answer

Why are you still standing here

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Just Walk Away

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p.s. So fuck you all.

STOP And STARE

The town is colder now.

I think it's sick of us.

It's time to make our move.

I'm shaking of the rust.

I've got my heart set on anywhere but here.

I'm staring down myself, counting up the years.

Steady hand just take the wheels, every glance is killing me.

Time to make one last appeal, for the life I lead.

Stop and stare.

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.

Yeah I know that everyone gets scare.

But I've become what I can't be.

Stop and stare.

You start to wonder why you're here not there.

And you'd give anything to get what's fair.

But fair ain't what you really need.

Oh can you see what I see?

They're trying to come back.

All my senses push.

Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could.

Steady feet don't fail me now.

I'm gonna run till you can't walk.

Something pulls my focus out.

And I'm standing down.

Stop and stare.

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.

Yeah I know that everyone gets scare.

But I've become what I can't be.

Stop and stare.

You start to wonder why you're here not there.

And you'd give anything to get what's fair.

But fair ain't what you really need.

"Stop and stare.

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.

Yeah I know that everyone gets scare.

But I've become what I can't be.

Do you see what I see?"

p.s. The part of lyrics that I LOVE had been BOLD!

I think that One Republic has the power of knowing the future.

Cause this song...

It's so Li Shien.

Good night everyone.

Never Knew I Needed

First day of holiday.
^^
I am so excited!
It's not often you get holiday, you know.

I'll tell you, lately I've been so easily influenced by many songs.
As you may recall, it's from Taylor Swift 'You Belong With Me' to Demi Lovato 'Catch Me' and now it's NeYo 'Never Knew I Needed'.
And it's all about ONE same person.

Can't help it, the lyrics are too beautiful.
Apart from that, well it's personal reason again.

I get goosebumps from listening to this song every time.

But if you strap me into a chair and force me to listen to a song repeating, I wouldn't mind if it was this song.

NeYo - Never Knew I Needed

For the way you changed my plans

For being the perfect distraction

For the way you took the idea that I have of everything that I wanted to have

And made me see there was something missing

For the ending of my first begin

And for the rare and unexpected friend

For the way you're something that I never choose

But at the same time something that I don't wanna lose

And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I never knew I needed

So when you were here I had no idea

You're the best thing I never knew I needed

So now it's so clear

I need you here always

My accidental happily ever after

The way you smile and how you comfort me with your laughter

I must admit you were not a part of my book

But now if you open it up and take a look

You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear
I need you here always

Who'd knew that I could be here

So unexpectedly

Undeniably happy

Said with you right here

Right here next to me

Girl, you're the...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear
I need you here always

Baby baby

So now it's so clear

I need you here always

*And again the important part are italicized.

How did I end up here?

I had no idea.

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p.s. Went to Pasta Zanmai in Sri Hartamas just now.

Catch me

Can't help it, the lyrics are too beautiful plus real.
Apart from personal reason, it's also because Demi Lovato is a great singer.

Demi Lovato-Catch Me

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future past and don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon into this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cause every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real

But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

If this is love please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just
Catch me

* It's like a personal lullaby for me now.

Of course, all the important parts are italicized.
Hah, I can never spell it right, italicized.

Should I explain it throughout or should I be philosophical and say that 'some things are better left unsaid"?

Well, I go with the second choice.
Even though some things are better left unsaid but this is a closure now.

p.s. I went to SHE concert with Khee yesterday night. It was fun~~~
And sorry to those that I stood up for dates.

Wishing you all an equally lovable weekend.
^^

You belong with me

Had you heard of the song "You belong to me" by Taylor Swift?
I can't help thinking how great this song is and I really wanted to recommend it to my dear readers.

Okay, that was a lie.
It's not because the song is that great.
It's because I have this horrible pimple on my face and so I'm confining myself and my pimple to house arrest so I have more time to contemplate on my life.

Anyhow, I guess some lines DO reflect how I feel, but it's just that poignant sense that you're looking for.

Okay lyrics (with favorite parts ... out of all the favorite parts of course, are bold).

You're on the phone with your girlfriend.
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you've said.
She doesn't get your humor like I do.
I'm in the room.
It's a typical Tuesday night.
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do.

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts.
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleacher.
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you.
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans.
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be.
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself "hey, isn't this easy?"
And you got a smile that could light up this whole town.
I haven't seen it in awhile since she brought you down.
You said you're fine, I know you better than that.
Hey, what you're doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers.
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleacher.
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you.
Been here along so why can't you see?
You belong with me.
Standing by you.
Waiting at your backdoor.
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me.

I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night.
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry.
I know your favourite song and you tell me about your dreams.
Think I know where you belong.
Think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you.
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me.
Standing by you.
Waiting at your back door.
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me.

You belong with me.
Have you ever thought just maybe.
You belong with me.

p.s. "I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry."
WHOA! MUSHY!!!

Bold & Delicious

Even if you think yourself as too bold,
it's just good.
To be frank,
I'm reluctant.
To be prudent and reserved.
You know?
People often say: Regret after action is better than regret without action.
It's meaningless to worry the ending before it starts.
You have only two options.
To stop or to push forward.
Bold and Delicious.
Don't be scare.

(Wrote some part that I like too)
Ayumi Hamasaki

Mirotic

The start is sweet.
A common attraction.
Leaving all the possibalities open.
I'm breaking my rules again.
Even if you get hurt a bit,
You'll be all right.
You want me.
You've fallen for me.
You're going crazy for me.
You can't escape me.
I got you under my skin.

(＝⌒▽⌒＝)

How about we have some fun now?

(* I only wrote down the part I like)
DBSK

Leave Me ALONE. (Putting previous post into CONTEXT)

Continuing after yesterday 眷恋's lyrics.

想回到过去 试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去 试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

Someone from the past came back into my life yesterday, and I've been giving a lot of thinking about it. And... I mean, it's already too late to say that I'm sorry or I still like him now... But, what I want now, is to be LEAVE ALONE. I don't want to hear other people telling me that everything will be all right or asking me to go and find him back. I just want to wait for this feeling to past away.

To:That guy who came back into my life-You (You know who you are)
I'm gonna remember you.
You're gonna remember me.
I saw your news just yesterday.
And I feel that I must confess.
Even though it kills me to have to say,
I really miss you.
Though I know I shouldn't concerned.
In the back of my mind, I can't help but question.
I can't explain this feelings.
I think about it everyday.
And even though we've moved on.
It gets so hard to walk away.
Guess I gotta live my life from day to day.
Hoping maybe you'll come back.
And though I tell myself not to be afraid to move on but it seems I can't.
So how do I express my feelings?
From:Me

你讲你爱我~ (*^o^*)/~

g:你讲丫 c:你讲丫
t:你讲你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我等佢知道佢错
c:我知你爱我 g:讲我知你爱我
t:话佢听你爱我当佢面抱下我
c:其实你爱我唔系点解会约我
唔系你又驶乜礼拜六度黎度去决定留俾我
g:其实你爱我唔系点解会tum我
唔系你又驶乜亲佢病行入厨房偷打俾我
t:亲住人齐同佢六面二口热辣辣计清楚
g:你地完全唔夹 c:随时会甩拖
g:你讲丫 c:你讲丫
t:你讲你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我等佢知道佢错
c:我知你爱我 g:讲我知你爱我
t:话佢听你爱我当佢面抱下我
c:其实你爱我唔系点解会嗌我
前日约定家中见哂面仲唔系你亲羊年娶我
g:其实你爱我唔系点解会叫我
陪住你定婚纱买钻石连叠洋楼都想写俾我
t:亲住人齐同佢六面二口热辣辣计清楚
g:你地完全唔夹 c:随时会甩拖
g:你讲丫 c:你讲丫
t:你讲你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我等佢知道佢错
c:我知你爱我 g:讲我知你爱我
t:话佢听你爱我当佢面抱下我
c:承认你爱我人地差d喊喇啵
人地咁易伤心咁脆弱受唔住你有日离开我
g:其实你爱我人类之中最爱我
无谓今晚娶左佢两日然后离婚卒之搵番我
t:亲住人齐同佢六面二口热辣辣计清楚
g:你地完全唔夹 c:随时会甩拖
g:你讲丫 c:你讲丫
t:你讲你讲你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我等佢知道佢错
c:我知你爱我 g:讲我知你爱我
t:话佢听你爱我 g:当佢面抱下我
c:你钟意见我心里只会有我 任你拣我两个都会飞佢要我
g:我知你爱我讲我知你爱我 话佢听你爱我
t:赶佢扯

锡哂我

原来你什么都不想要

我知道这样不好 也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停的要　要到你想逃
泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后　是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护　你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好　贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私　不奢望

我不要你的承诺　不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好　贪心也好
最怕你把沉默　当做对我的回答

原来你　什么都不想要

Like this song so much~~~

妥协...

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年 才看见我有多狼狈
-爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界-
你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年 才看见我有多狼狈
-爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界-
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会变
仍在徘徊 开始自己的明天
-爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界-

You're my MelodY

Couldn't sleep, well, as well make good use of my time. So many things going through my mind right now... Getting insomnia, I guess... Be strong, stay strong... Wanna go sing... Jolt down something...

The sounds I hear when I close my eyes.

Your feelings, your little thoughts.

Because of all the many unnecessary noises in my heart,

I was unable to hear them.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

The time of shedding tears is now history.

Don't worry, because

Your my melody.

I will perform you on and on.

You are my song.

My life's soundtrack.

I love you, who lights up my stage's life.
You are my song.

Me, who hated saying the words 'I'm sorry'.

Me, with a lot of pride, left my heart empty.

When my soul is drying up,

When everything is falling apart,

Will you come to me?

Like a song, the date and time of sadness always has an end.

Because

It's your love, your love.

You who let me hear love.

You are my rhythm, my life's gift.

Always by my side.

Become a wonderful dream.

You are my song.

The countless sad love songs,

Although it feels like they're singing about us.

At this moment, you who support me.

You're more precious to me than anything else.

The sounds I hear when I close my eyes.

I will now sing your feelings.

Miss you much.

新不了情?!!!

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

Damn, I don't know man... I really don't know... Stop bugging me... I want some "me" time... This song completely sings out my feelings... I don't care... I don't want a boyfriend if I don't like him... I don't care if I'll end up alone... Stop pushing me... I know that guy that I like will like me back too... This is why falling in love is so goddamn hard!

Tuesday? Wednesday?

After reaching school, I stayed in the pengawas room coz I got 'gate duty' today. If I had went back to class, I would sure be late for it. 'Gate duty' was okay. Realized that I had forgot many things about gate duty. Oh my, I need to brush up my skills. Oh my... Recess time was okay, it's always fun when I'm with my 'ahli', but Man said that I'm not fierce enough with them. Okay... I'm going to be serious. Then that crazy ZhiYan asked me to buy food for them into the class, I said it's not Tuesday and it's not Mr.Keng lesson, so I cannot do that. Then he keep saying that it was Tuesday. I got so confused I went on asking all my friends what day today is, I'm sure that it was Wednesday. Crazy guy! It was really Wednesday lar~~~ Makes me scared for nothing. Haha... Went for tuition at three something. Came back home and now I'm sitting here.

Mei- It was really fun with you today. Muakss~~~

A joke for you~~~
A teacher was working with a group of children, trying to broaden their horizons through sensory perception. She brought in a variety of lifesavers and said, "Children, I'd like you to close your eyes and taste these." The kids easily identified the taste of cherries, lemons and mint, but when the teacher gave them honey-flavored sweets, all of the kids were stumped. "I'll give you a hint," said the teacher. "It's something your mommy and daddy probably call each other all the time." Instantly, one of the kids coughed his sweets onto the floor and shouted, "Spit the sweets out, they're assholes!"

p.s. I heard from YinYing that Khee went to download the "nobody" song during the holidays, I was like so "HUH?". I was really shocked. Haha, I though that Khee hate that song, but hey, I guess I'm wrong. I didn't know that I had such big influence/impact on my friends. Haha~~~

Nobody lyrics for y'all-
-I want nobody nobody but you.
I want nobody nobody but you.
Nan dareul sarameum shiro(I don't want anyone else).
Niga ani myeon shiro(If it's not you, I don't want).
I want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody
Nan shireunde(I hate it).
Wae nalmironae ryeogo(Why are you trying to push me away?).
Hanijaggu nae mareun deujji ango(You ignore what I am saying).
Wae ireohge dareun namjaegenal(Why are you pushing me to other guys?).
Boneryeo hani eoteohge ireoni(Why are you doing this?).
Nal wihae geureohdan geu mal(Saying that this is fo my own good).
Neon bujoghadaneun geu mal(Saying that you are just not enough).
Ijen geumanhaeneon nalreul aljana(Stop it right now, you know me well enough).
Wae Wonhajido anneun geol gangyohae(Why are you forcing what you know I don't want?).
-I want nobody nobody but you.
I want nobody nobody but you.
Nan dareul sarameum shiro(I don't want anyone else).
Niga ani myeon shiro(If it's not you, I don't want).
I want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody
Nan chunheunde nan haengbokhande(I'm satisfied, I'm happy).
Neoman issemyeon dwae deo baralge obneunde(If I have you, I don't want anything else).
Nugul mannaseol haengbokharan gyeoya( Who do you want me to meet and be happy with?).
Nan neolddeonaseo haengbokhal su eobseo(I can't be happy away from you).
Nal wihae geureohdan geu mal(Saying that this is fo my own good).
Neon bujoghadaneun geu mal(Saying that you are just not enough).
Mari an dwineun mariran geol wae molra(Why can't you understnad it makes no sense?).
Niga eobshi eoddeohge haengbokhae(How can I be happy without you?).
-I want nobody nobody but you.
I want nobody nobody but you.
Nan dareul sarameum shiro(I don't want anyone else).
Niga ani myeon shiro(If it's not you, I don't want).
I want nobody nobody.
Nobody nobody
I dont want nobody body.
I don't want nobody body.
Naneun jeongmal niga animyeon(Really, if it's not you).
Niga animyeon shildan marya(If it's not you, I really hate it!).
I want nobody nobody but you.
I want nobody nobody but you.
Nan dareul sarameum shiro(I don't want anyone else).
Niga ani myeon shiro(If it's not you, I don't want).
I want nobody nobody.
Nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody but you.

Test marks...

Um, nothing more to say about today.

Finally went back to school. Haha, feels like I've been away for too long. Was greeted warmly by my friends who laughed about my back pain. The teacher was handling out our test paper, um, the marks are... Okay, I won't go there. But I passed my aim for add maths where I aim for 2o marks above to get an album. Yup, I got 22. Haha~~~ Clap for me~~~ I went from 4 marks to 22 marks. I have improved~~~~~~~~ After rc, went back home.

Just wanted to share this song with y'all that I personally like it very much. The lyrics are kinda funny but I think it shouts out what I'm feeling.
Crazy Love-
I've been waiting for this for so long.
Although it wasn't like this usually.
A part of my heart feels dead like a robot.
I've put you into my heart.
I've been hurting so much.
Your my number one.
Though everybody objects you.
I don't even understand myself.
No matter how many times I try to fix my heart, it won't work.
I know you know I want you.
Nobody knows my feelings towards you.
Dear, don't listen to those nonsense filled stories.
I, who trust you most in the world is yelling out to the world.
(Chorus)
-No matter what anybody say.
You're my crazy love.
Though they say I'm crazy.
I just can't get enough.
I hope you can acknowledge my feelings.
Baby, my hearts beat for you.
People usually calculate as if it's an item you sell and buy, asking themselves what they want more.
At times, I anticipate for a better love but that's not me.
I don't like how myself like this either.
No matter how many times I turn my head, it wouldn't work.
I know you know I want you.
Please accept me, because I can't go on without you.
Beautiful things are not eternal.
But you're the most special for you'll believe me forever.
-No matter what anybody say.
You're my crazy love.
Though they say I'm crazy.
I just can't get enough.
I hope you can acknowledge my feelings.
Baby, my hearts beat for you.
Is it a sin to love?
I can't stop.
Even if people can't understand me.
I just love you.
It pains me that I make it hard for you.
Even if nobody knows how I feel, if it's you, it's fine.
-No matter what anybody say.
You're my crazy love.
Though they say I'm crazy.
I just can't get enough.
I hope you can acknowledge my feelings.
Baby, my hearts beat for you.
I know, it's my crazy love for you.

Yup, funny lyrics. Haha~~~ Good day everyone.

Album, I'm coming.

Love In The IcE

"KaCHiMa" means 'Don't Go' in Korean. Today I was seeing Full House. That one that was acted by the famous Rain. There was this one scene that girl(JiEn) was going out with another guy(MinHyuk), the guy was opening the car door for her to get in, then Rain came out and started pulling the girl hand and said "KaChiMa!!!" loudly. Oh~~~ I want to try this scene in real life someday. I want to try to stop somebody from going away. So it's going to be like:" Oppa!!! KaChiMa!!! SaRangHae!!!" Haha~ I really want to try this with someone I love someday. It's going to be like just in the movies~~~

Oh, and the movie also showed that that girl(JiEn) like flowers very much. WUUUU~~~ I'm beginning to like flowers also. Um, let see, what kind of flowers do I like the most? Um.... I like red, so ROSE. I like rose. Okay.

I finally got to eat chicken today. Yay~~~ It was Spicy Goreng Ayam Mcd. It was so yummy. It gave me a massive food baby~~~

Mei called me today. Was very happy, I meant I was very happy that she called, I mean she's happy too lar, maybe. Haha~ Miss MEI so so much~ Let's get together~~~

Koko said that he will teach me add maths tomorrow. Yay~~~ Finally, I told him that I want to get more that 4 marks for add maths this time. Um, let me see, I want.. Um, 5? Yup, 5 would do for me. Oh yeah, gonna ask him could he teach me physics or not too. Haha, nice to have a brother. Fat boy!!!

Last week of exam and last week before the school holiday. So fast ar, time. I have studied since kindergarten till now, this is the first time that I don't want to go into the holiday.

Wanted to share something today:-)
It's not your fault those hands are cold.
Clinging onto the wounds of past.
Afraid to love someone.
Turning your back against the true meaning of the story.
The heart that is hugged slowly melts, like ice.
To be loved by someone, by anyone.
It makes life shine like this.
If it was me.
I would make your heart once again WARM with undying love.
Fates play.
Even though it makes your heart ache.
When the tears end, a ray of light descends from the darkness.
We can grasp it.
We can feel the fierce painful touch of a person WARMTH.
Sorrow and loneliness that every person endures.
Searching for a refuge to mend.
Yes, that place for you is here.
Don't worry.
Don't falter anymore.
I will protect you.
Because it is LOVE.
MY LOVE.
As beautiful, as miserable it is.
Don't be afraid.
This beautiful, beautiful time.
It is ephemeral.
Let you know my mind.
Let you know my love.

p.s. don't be afraid to love and to be love.

For you:
I love you.
Always have.
Always will.

Mama & Koko.

Me & Koko.

And of course, JaeJoong oppa. I would so like to say that he is my husband but haha, he is not, I wish he was my husband. Haha, I WISH~~~ So, JaeJoong oopa.

This LoVe

Sooooooooo happy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Morning, woke up and went to school. Today is WaiKen birthday. Still can't find the rubik cube that he wants. Sorry ya, have to give you your present much later. Went to school, went to class, went to open the lights for pusat kegiatan, went to physics lesson. When I was going to return back the keys, I saw Mei then she teman me to take my books from the pengawas room, back to the classroom, then only to the physics lab. It was so hot today. And when I was copying the physics notes, I realize that I haven't return the key to the pejabat. I excuse myself in hope of finding the key again coz the key is not in my pocket. I was so scared and I ask Mei did I return the key yet, she said no. When I was walking down the stairs to go to the pengawas room, I realize that the key was in my shirt pocket. Oh my god, funny me. I realized I was scared for nothing. Hahah~ Add maths, it was not that hard. Man was not in the class, so funny guy sat beside me. Me, Kahlun & funny guy are playing around during add maths. Recess, it was okay. Bought four pandan cake and a green tea back to class. Mr. Keng wants us to be early in class, so me and MAn have to eat in the class. Then came Bio, it was boring. I was trying to open my eyes in the dark bio lab(the teacher close the light for that machine thing that send image to the walls). Went back to class for Sejarah. Copied notes. Then came Chinese lesson. It was so fun today coz the teacher gave us some rhyme poem in chinese like"she sell seashells on the sea shore". Then the teacher was asking us to stand up and read it fast. The whole class was cheering and clapping. It was so high~ Then the whole class was asked to read together out loud. It was so funny and fun. Then it was rc. We study some things and I was kinda tired that time. When it was time to go home, I thought that I was going home alone coz JiaChuan already went home, on my way to pengawas room to take my bag, I met with KeLi. She stayed near my house. We took the bus home together.

Saw KhaHwang today, was glad that he made the first move to say high to me. Although we have known each other for a long time, this is the first time he said hi to me in public. He's a very nice guy.

Man- We promised that we would eat laksa together today, but it was mr. keng lesson so we ate in class instead. Hope you like the stickers that I gave you. And thanks for returning back the show to me. Let's eat laksa together the next time.

Saw Eva today when I was on my way to switch on the lights. She greeted me with a very sweet smile. Haha, glad that you're happy now.

TeckKiong- You've become quite emo lately. Maybe it was because of the exam coming. You can do it! No need to worry lar, your add maths and maths and physics and english so pro. Be the best~ Very happy that you called me Shien Today.

WaiKen- Sorry ya, couldn't give you your present soon enough. And I didn't sing birthday song for you today coz I scare that I'll embarrass you. Thank you for always listening to my order. You're my best ahli. Of course I also like Viyee. CheeBon. And Philip. So, here it is:
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to WaiKen,
Happy birthday to YOU~~~

Amanda- saw you with him today. This time, I could finally smile at you sincerely. Because of what happen the last time and some things are better left unsaid. This time, I realize, I'm finally cool about it. You can say, I'm through it already. Good luck to you~ Sorry for making you wait so long.

Mei- thank you for 'teman'ing me today. Just want to say I love you.

Jo- Heard some people talking about you today. I got so mad i quickly leave the place. Miss ya~

YenSeng- saw you in class. You seem so bored. Wanted to talked to you but didn't know what to say to you. Sorry ya~ Although I made a promise to help you, but it seems that I'm not doing anything. Tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll talk to you more.

MAma&Koko- Haha, I know you guys doesn't know the address to my blog and I think it's safe to say it here. I LOVE you too~~~

I was so happy today coz I finally manage to put the play list into my blog! Yay! I mean, I'm so happy. I've been so frustrated for not knowing how to put the play list, but now I finally did it. I realize that all this time, I've been pressing the wrong thing all along. Haha~ Clap for me~

S4 students- let's get together. I love you all~~~~

Mr.KimJaeJoong- Of course I'll say "I love you" to you too. You always give me something to believe in. But you're so far away. It's okay, I'll come to you. I LOVE YOu~~~~ Muaksss~~~

My fortune cookie today is-"Good news of someone dear will come soon". Okay, I'm waiting, someone dear to me, huh?

p.s. What you have today may not be here tomorrow~~~
And down there is the lyrics for the song in my blog- THIS LOVE(damn, I love this song, it's so sweet), it's sang by G-Dragon from the korean group BIGBANG, G-Dragon wrote this song himself for the girl he like. Awwww, when will a guy write a song about me too? I don't need him to write me a song, I'll be happy enough to hear him sing this song to me. I LOVE the chorus lyrics.

THIS LOVE
This love. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I got to 'hola' about my girl full amazing. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Let's do it you all.
It's really taking me from high-low. Let's see, where should I begin?
The club on Friday night. Just having a good old time. The music's banging.
The people's like 'word' but there was one that caught my eye.
So I just had to get close to her. She's super fly.
I must confess something thinking, 'Damn I need her' with a loving gesture.
I'm about to hit her with a, 'How have you been' 'You don't remember me' (Hey)
Instead I'll stick with the traditional, 'Hi, what's your name'.
I'll be the 'GD', I'm a good gentleman.
Check out my melody, the flavor sweet like your cinnamon.
Feel the adrenaline, I'm pumping for your honey loving.
It's all about the two of us getting together, now that's what I'm saying.
(Chorus)
-This love got me high, I'm soaring.
Baby girl, you know I live for it.
And I'll never ever hurt you.
Without you, there's no life in me.
This love got me proud to show it.
Ain't no doubt, I'll keep on holding.
And it's on till forevermore, well baby.
On and on, you know we have each other back.-
Baby got the looks so deadly and every time I think about her, man I get chills.
Blessed with the beauty, yeah that's for real.
You know that she's my only love. My only love, baby.
She's steady by me and no one phasing, mummy.
She hold her game and that's the way she fully gain control.
You ain't never want to test her. It's surely for the best.
Unless you wan to mess around, don't say I never warned you all.
These type of girls, they going everyday.
It just don't stop, it comes in every way.
My baby got it like she came to bless me, yes we going to definitely reach our destiny.
-This love got me high, I'm soaring.
Baby girl, you know I live for it.
And I'll never ever hurt you.
Without you, there's no life in me.
This love got me proud to show it.
Ain't no doubt, I'll keep on holding.
And it's on till forevermore, well baby.
On and on, you know we have each other back.-
Baby got the looks so deadly and every time I think about her, man I get chills.
Blessed with the beauty, yeah that's for real.
You know that she's my only love. My only love, baby.
Come girl now take my hand. Let us love until the end.
Never going to let you go. Baby we are both so deep in this.
Not a second I regret. Going to cherish all of it.
So amazing glad I found you. Got me crazy for your loveliness. Once again!
-This love got me high, I'm soaring.
Baby girl, you know I live for it.
And I'll never ever hurt you.
Without you, there's no life in me.
This love got me proud to show it.
Ain't no doubt, I'll keep on holding.
And it's on till forevermore, well baby.
On and on, you know we have each other back.-

我要爱的好~~~

微笑闪亮
爱的星光
整个晚上都有你在我身旁
天很晴朗
风很飘扬
我的日记里都有爱很长
你的微笑让星星睡不着
你的美貌让爱情变成一条桥
你的祈祷我都知道
我要我的爱情能发烧
我要你永远不准逃跑
我要我的梦不迟到
我要你的肩膀给我靠
我要你牵着我不放掉
我要一切真实的美好
我要爱的好

P.S.最近疯狂爱上这首歌，是因为最后那句：“我要爱的好~~~ ”总觉得我不要再这样乱来撞撞跌跌的。而且最近***~~嗯，那不是重点。哈哈，我要爱的好！！！！！！！