I saw this on a site

To love is to suffer.

To avoid suffering one must not love.

But then one suffers from not loving.

Therefore, to love is to suffer, no to love is to suffer.

To suffer is to suffer.

To be happy is to love.

To be happy then is to suffer.

But suffering makes one unhappy.

Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness.

I'd hope you're getting this down.

I saw this on some other's blog

"Did you ever see one of those videos where you are asked to look for, or follow a specific thing through out the video? Then, at the end, they reveal that as were watching, something large and intrusive moved around in plain sight and you never even noticed it. Its frightening how often that happens, like how I just moved from the doorway into your room as you read this."

Short? Shhh...

Came home today by three something. Went on to surf the net until now. Hah, I went on to msn too. Ya ya, all right. I do have an msn account, but I haven't touch it for a very long time dy. Went online and chatted with a few friends, found out that I've been missing out a lot these days.

As you all know, I live on a mountain, umm hmm, let me rephrase. I live on a hill. Mountain is just too high. And everyday after taking the bus, I need to walk up the hill. Today was no different from any other day, when I was in the middle of the hill, I saw two BIG DOGS on the top of the hill. I mean it, they are really big. And I mean, BIG . I stood there frozen for like ten minutes hoping that the dogs will go away. NO! Instead the two of them stayed at the same place. So what do I do?

Stay there for like ten more minutes? Walk up the hill anyway hoping that the dog wouldn't see me? Hah! NEITHER! I walk back down the hill, then I walk around the bottom of the hill, then I took a staircase kind of small road up to my house. As it was a small road, while I was walking the crazy uneven steps, it feels so much like jungle trekking. Oh my... I'm not kidding. I'm not like Man that kind of active girl, I'm that kind that sleeps as long as I'm allowed to. When I went up the hills, I felt like I'm out of breath. Seriously, I need to exercise more.

Great news, I got home SAFE~~~ (^-^)/ (Proud of myself)

p.s. I still want to go to cut my hair short short. But I still can't find the right salon yet.

p.s.s I totally love PENGAWAS they all. I mean, they treat me real good. Thanks ya~~~ I love hanging out with them. CheeBon and ViYee is still with me in my group. Ah!!! I want my WAIKEN back! Evava! Give me back!!! He's MINE!!! WaiKen... My cute lil brother. Don't go to Evava group. Come back to me.

In decision of going to the ZOO and cutting my hair real SHORT.

( Hi5 is having their concert in Genting! Yay~~~)

WeiRd

A short rant before seeing some vid.

Yup, today...... I'm still very BLUR that's why I used the word 'weird' for today's title. I'm so blur that until it's so weird for me. (＞＜;) As you all know, I leave some of my book in the pengawas room, and this morning, after signing in, I took out my time table to take the text books back to class. Then I saw it... PJ!!! A big big word in my time table... And I freaking forgot to bring my pj clothes to school today. Hah!!! How smart... Luckily Amanda's clothes is at XiaoYing there, and the pants I borrow from HueyYi. Oh my... Thank GOD... Haiz...

Recess time, I'm guarding for the boys toilet again. After the bell rang, I heard a group of guys laughing. So I went over to check it out, and to my surprise, they were the same group of guys in my few previous posts. There was 1 guy being tied to the 'tiang' with some strings. I was like what the? I can understand why they're laughing coz it's so hilarious. I help to untie the one that was tied onto the 'tiang'. And it turns out that I was not helping out at all and I was making the tie even more stronger, sorry lor, I don't know how to untie the knot ma... Crazy group of guys...

Feels weird knowing that I'm so blur. Feels weird that I got to know that group of people. Still feeling weird that people I don't know are calling my name to chat with me. And it feels even weirder coz I want to go cut my hair short. Hah!

p.s. I am not a superwoman, I cannot be in two place at a time. Sorry for those I blew of my promises to. Aiming high to be a Wedding Planner.

WEIRD!!! ┐(￣ヘ￣）┌

Blur Blur~~~

I came back home late yesterday, and most of you know my obsession towards sleeping. Haha, so... Let's get it going...

10/7/2009- Friday
Happy Friday
It was quite fun at school yesterday. That's a story now, I usually wears my school shoes in the car, and yesterday, when I walked into the class, I felt that my foot is being squeeze by my shoes. It was very painful. Then I asked TeckKiong what's wrong with my foot, he take a look at my shoes and said.

• TeckKiong:" You're wearing the wrong side of the shoes, that's why your leg is painful."
• I was like:" Huh? How did you know which one is which side?"
• TeckKiong:" The head of your shoe is facing other place. Because the head of your shoes should be facing inside not outside like yours."
• ZhiYan:" How can you wear the wrong side of your shoes?"
• I said:" Well it's dark in the car, how can you see without lights?"
• ZhiYan:" Well when you are touching your shoes, can't you feel where the head is?"
• TeckKiong:" Haha, stupid lar".

Then the two of them keep on laughing. Okay, first of all, I'm not defending myself, it's dark in the car, who can see in the dark? And second of all, everybody does wear the wrong side of their shoes right? Right? RIGHT? Then Loong came into the class, the topic was gracefully ended.

Second story- we have to be in pusat kegiatan every morning. And yesterday, AhFeng saw me and asked me not to forget his present. Coz after school, I'll be going to drink tea with them to pass the present to them. When he said about present, I was so like:" Oh my, where is the present? Oh yeah, I left it in my room. I FORGOT to bring it out." ヽ((◎д◎　))ゝ Waiting to see AhFeng reaction when he knows I forgot the present again. Oh my, what's wrong with me.

Third round- Class was so boring yesterday, so I collected Man Mei Teckkiong XiaoYing YinYing Loong Yuanhao's pencil case to put some stickers on it. When I collected them, there was like 8 pencil box including mine in my arms. Then I quickly rush out of the class so that they wouldn't know what I did to their pencil case. I want to give them a surprise. And then they was like.

• TeckKiong:" Shien, where are you going with our pencil box. Wei, SHIEN?!!!"
• Man:" Crazy girl......"
• Mei:"......"
• YuanHao:" Don't spoil my pencil case ar."
• XiaoYing:" What are you doing?!!"
  

Last story- Wuhuu~~~ Finally it's time that school ended. Went for meeting with the pengawas of course. After the meeting, I rushed to Prima to 'yumcha' with AhFeng. When I reached there, I didn't know where the restoran was. So I was like walking one big round in Prima just to find that place, I saw every shop twice. Face it, I'm LOST. Actually it's my fault anyway, AhFeng they all offer to take me to the place but I said that I can go there myself so its okay not need for them to lead. Finally, I called AhFeng for helped.

AhFeng:" I SAID ALREADY TO STOP WHERE YOU ARE SO I CAN COME AND GET YOU! (He was shouting and I was still rounding Prima that time, I just wouldn't give up that easily.)
So I stop at where I am to wait for them, I still can't believe I'm lost. Arh... Then suddenly I saw someone walking towards me. It's my sister-JoAnn( in case you didn't know, she's the girl in the picture beside the blog post. The first one, where the both of us are in pink). We hugged each other then she said.
JoAnn:" I(Jo) saw you(Shien) walking around and around and around in circles. And I(Jo) was thinking like when is she(Shien) going to stop".
Oh my... So fish... How can this happen to me? So, my own sister saw me. Walking in circle. With her boyfriend. Oh my... Could things be anymore worst?

Well. that's it for yesterday. There are no Korean lesson in this post, but stay tune for tonight post. Going for dentist afterwards.

What a day, so I wore the wrong side of shoes. Then I forgot other's people things. Then I look like a pencil box thief. Then I get lost in someplace. Oh, when will my IQ go up?

Still BLUR BLUR 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡

So SmarT

I'm so smart today~

Today's exam subject is Chinese and Malay. Urghh!!! I hate spending my time writing stuffs. It's so wasting my time. Two hour and half doing nothing just writing makes me crazy! Haha, it's okay. I heard that Bukit Kepong is going to come out in our Malay paper. I went on to study the 'perwatakan' of the watak utama of Bukit Kepong. And when I'm answering this questions, I was laughing to myself coz I remember that I have study all his personality, but I didn't study the watak utama's NAME. I'm so smart! I couldn't even remember his name. I have study all of those important points and yet I didn't remember the name of the watak utama. So, I answer the questions writing 'watak utama' but not his name. I still don't know his name right now. Ah!!! I'm so freaking smart! Haha~ Funny me~ Please don't laugh at me... Gave Mei a hug before I went home with XueEr. What a way to end a day~

Man was very funny today. Ate with her during recess time. Haha, she kept saying that we shouldn't be crazy yet coz today is the first day of our exam. Hmm, I wonder when is the right time to go crazy? Haha~ Man hairstyle is also very nice today. Way to go, girl~

Got a message from someone that say something about 'all the best in the exam, ganbateh ne'. Don't know who that is coz it's a 010 number. I don't think I know this number, well, maybe I know, but I have forgot. Loong? Is that you?

My fortune cookie today is so FUNNY-' Mountain can move, but not your personality'. What? So I can't change my personality ar? Oh my god! I want to be smart!!!! Somebody please teach me how to erase my crazy personality. Me myself also think that it's so funny that I didn't care to read the watak utama's name.

p.s. Must add oil dy...