FunNy?Maybe...

Sorry ya, didn't got to post anything these three days(Friday, Saturday & today). Let me explain in the following paragraph. Hehe, did ya miss me? Okay, maybe no...

29/5-FriDaY

Um, today was the last day before the school holiday. Wuuu.... Please, I really don't want to go into the holiday. Please go away. But, hey, I can't stop time. Went to school, got to see my precious ahli again today. When it was recess time, all the kp fellas are like standing in a circle don't know doing what, so I walk through them. TeckKiong push me suddenly, then BoonFei suddenly said:"Hey, you dare to touch my GIRLFRIEND?!" The whole group is like cheering and shouting and clapping. Don't know what they are so hyper about. I walked to my ahli smiling. Nothing much that I can remember of, all the teachers were not teaching us, so we were kinda of like fooling around. Then we sat in one group to chit chat. Then all of them (Khee, YinYing, ZhiYan, KarYan) started giving me "seminar" on how to be careful of the people around me. They said that I was too naive and I trust everyone around me. Of course I trust everyone around me coz everybody are good people. Right? Haha, they give up in talking some sense into me coz they can't change my mind set. Haha, sorry ya, I'll live my life my own way~~~ Thanks for caring though. Actually there is choir practice today, but I called it off just to sing k with Khee and Loong. Oh my god, what kind of president am I? Haha, shhhh~~~ No lar, I just push this practice until the following week only lar. I didn't cancel it lar. I still like my choir. After school, went to ts to sing k with the two of them. We went to eat MC first. I always have love Mc. Then we went into the room. It was okay and very exhausting for me. I had fun. Brought Loong's present for him there. He was kinda shocked to see it though. Haha, surprise~~~ Then I went to mama office, we walked to Kota Raya just to buy some Korean drama for me to see during the holidays. Then we walked to the car pack, we went to KLCC. I think I had DOME for diner. Ah~~~ I have always like DOME too~~~ Dome Dome Dome!!! Why am I chanting the restaurant name. I myself also don't know. When I went back home, it was already eleven something, I went to my bed. Only to open my eyes to see...

Mr.Foo last day as our Physics teacher. I had ask him to come to our class a while before parting. We will miss you, Mr.Foo. He's going to be in aeroplane engineering? I think what I heard is like that. Fighting~~~

This is a pic YinYing took for me. Haha, don't know why is my facial expression like that. I personally think that it is quite funny~ Don't ya think so too?

A pic of Khee eating Mc.

A pic of Loong eating fries.

30/5-SaturDay
Funny stories, when I wake up, it was already twelve something. Oh my god, it was afternoon dy. I had forgotten that I even need to go back to school for the gotong royong. Oh my god! UGH! Why didn't anyone wake me up? I was still in my outfits yesterday when I was out to sing. Eww~~~ I'm so dirty. Don't know how to tell the other ajk why I didn't went for the gotong royong. Oh my god. What am I going to do now? Sorry ya~~~ I was watching TV for the whole afternoon. Then the whole day highlight is 'I'm in Mei's house'. I went to her house at about six something for her sister's birthday party. She had asked me to 'teman' her, and I happily said yes. The two of us had talked about lots of thing that day. We talked until ten something in her room, then we went to the living room to eat, then we continue talking, and I had helped with the dishes, then daddy come and pick me up at almost twelve o'clock. I was so tired of talking, when I reached home, I went to lay in my bed, only to find out...

31/5-SunDay

Mama was standing beside my bed waking me up to go to Coffee Bean for breakfast. Oh my god, another day went by. Went to coffee bean to eat my delicious breakfast. Went back home afterwards, and now I finally have the chance to update my blog. Whoo~~~ So long dy ar. Finally~~

Me & Mama in coffee bean.

Three of us~~~

Add on-
Mei- Thank you for inviting me to your house. When I first went into your room, it was quite awkward at first, but we warmed up quite fast and we had talked about everything under the sky. Got to know what has been happening to you and what you are thinking. Thank you for your message too that you sent to me after I reached home. I was really moved. Really really~~~ I love you very much~~~ My BEST FRIEND~~~

Really sorry I didn't went for the gotong royong. I'm so going to die when the school start. O...

My fortune cookie today:" You are more likely to give than to give in." Uww, it sounds like I'm so tough. Yes, I'm really TOUGH!!! Yup, me~~~

Happy holidays to everyone~~~ Holiday, a wonderful day~

p.s. a pic for my FAMILY members, my BEST FRIENDS, and of course, for GD and KJJ. Muaksss~~~ I really love you all~~~ Thank you for making my life SHINE like this.

Too much of the love that you all give me is not even enough for me.^^

ProtEct?

Today's Teacher's Day~

Went to school then went for duty today. Nothing special today, just that am very happy to have known all the pengawas. They are all so funny. There are many interesting show today. I got so high just from seeing all the performance. I was like clapping and shouting the whole time. Oppsss~~~ I should have been dutying. Then there was this 'lompat tali' performance, when they went on the stage, there was this very hot music came blasting out. Then the Philip and Chun Hoo put one hand at their ears and the other free hand, they do the motion of playing the record. Oh my god... Haha, they're acting like a dj. Then they keep moving their body. I went over to them and said:" Hey, you are a pengawas, not a dj". Then the three of us laugh together. I like all the shows. There were dancing and singing. I think I like the dancing performance more. Haha, what a fun day.

Come back to the story, why did I wrote 'protect' for the title today?" Don't know, just feel that I'm always being protected by everybody. Everyone is like so afraid that I will be sad or be broken, haha, I'm not a glass okay. No lar, just feel like I'm really 'lil(little)' nowadays. Do you all enjoy in protecting me? Or do I have the weak looks all the time?

Anyway, not that I don't like you all protecting me, I just said that I'm very surprise and shocked and moved and touched by you all movement. Thank you ya~ And LOVE you all too~~~

Still don't know how to choose...

My fortune Cookie today means a lot-" The only limitation you have are those you set for yourself." Uww~~~ Ya, so right~~~ So, throw off all the boundaries line. Live~~~ There are no limitation when it comes to chasing your dream. It's now or never.

I do need your protection. ^^

DoN't MiNd?...

Don't you even care? Don't you even have a bit of feelings? Is it really good like that? None of my business anyway.

27/5-Loong's Birthday.
I went to school feeling very tired coz I had studied Bio late until 3 in the morning last night. When I went into the class, YinYing and Man keep telling me not to smile and to act down, so that when it came to after school, we can cheat Loong to stay in the class after the exam to calm me from crying. Well, long story short, I did cry after handing up the paper, then the best part is, Loong was rushing to go home, so everyone was like making excuses for Loong to stay in the class while waiting for Man to bring in the cake and I was all alone pretending to be crying. Wuu... I really did feel like crying that time. I don't know if I should continue acting when I heard them said that Loong had gone home, so I was like 'what the?'. Anyway, mission failed!!! Ahhh!!! They kept saying that I was a lousy actress. Sad.....

When I was in the process of pretending to be sad, XiaoYing went over and gave me a hug. Then TeckKiong kept asking me 'Shien, what's wrong?'. Khee throw a love shape paper to me while the exam. And KokKiong kept asking me if I was sick. Oh my god! Thank you so much, but I was just tying to fool Loong into thinking that we are not going to celebrate his birthday. But somehow, maybe I was bad in acting. Don't know.....

For Loong- Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to Loong, Happy birthday to you. Sorry ya if I had ruin your surprise. Your present I'll be giving to you this Friday.

My fortune cookie today-"Death is more universal than life, everyone dies but not everyone lives". Ohh~~~ This is so deep...

p.s. I don't mind too coz I don't care about it. Are you living your life the way you want it? I woke up in my room this morning, I was so happy because every morning when I open my eyes, I would be sleeping in my mother's bed or in the living room. I did always sleep in my room late at night, but I guess I sleep walk a lot. Haha, so this is the first time I slept in my room and I woke up in my room too. Clap for me~~~

I want to live~~~

I live!!!

How do I choose?

Have you ever have that kind of choices to make when you are hesitating a lot? Yup, for me, I would USUALLY give up on both choice, not wanting to choose neither of it. But this time, I knew I would think like that and it will effect my life big time either or not I'm choosing either. Now I'm really hesitating. Um, am I confusing you all? I will not reveal any more information, coz my mama and my best friend only knew that I'm hesitating in making this choice, they didn't even know what the both choices are. So, what am I'm going to do? It really would effect my life, and I would very want to be responsible for my own choices. I don't want to fight my feelings but I don't want to be eager to make this decision either. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Head pain.... Seriously HESITATING right now.... Could someone please help me?

Tuesday~~~
A very relax day. Got Sivik and RC for today. It was okay. I felt like sleeping the whole time. I was sleeping in the morning then that crazy Wong TeckKiong keep playing with me. Crazy guy, be normal okay? Is the exam effecting you brain? Wahahahaha!!! I'm so bad! When we are going to start the exam, Khee sang the Nobody song to me. And I got very high and I started dancing and singing that song. Then KahLun and funny guy suddenly sang very loudly from behind(because they sat at the last row), so everyone in the class is kinda like laughing. Then the conversation below happened:-
SY:" If you think you can sing better than the two of them( funny guy& KahLun), then sing now.
Shien:" Huh?"
FG:" She's very coward de lar."
KH:" Ya lar, she don't dare to sing de lar."
(SY=SoonYong, FG=FunnyGuy, KH=KahLun)

What o? Who will sing in the middle of the class and in the middle of an exam. Then I said recess time, recess time I'll sing. Then in the recess time, I totally forgot about it coz I went to eat with Khee and Man. I like to stay in the canteen and eat and talking to my friends during the recess time, I don't know, I just like the feeling. Then after school came, then they taunt me about not singing. Okay~~~ It's okay. They're quite funny.

Ohh~~~ Mei turned so white lately. I mean not sick that kind of white, but leng lui that kind of white. I wonder what does she use for her face ar? One week ago, she was darker than me, and now she's whiter than me. Om my god! So "jealous". I also want that. Give me a piece of that! Haha~ Haiz, beautiful girl is not the same the lar. Khee and Man said that now is the "black-skin" people time because of the Obama. Haha~~~ Funny lar~~~

Went back home after exam today. Hmmm, last day of exam tomorrow.

I had so much fun today showing the "Nobody" and "Last farewell" dance move to Khee, YuanHao and YongHuai. Don't know is it because of my dance move is very funny or something, they keep laughing the whole time. I like to see my best friends happy~~~

Add on- Went to toilet with Mei today. Ahh, I know it's a very common thing to do with your friends, but I feel like I have not made any contact with her during these few days, so I though of writing it down in my post.

Holiday? No, please don't come.

Went to my "CheChe-Jo Ann" blog today. She wrote this sometimes about two weeks ago when we went for singing the last last Friday:

" hoho nth much. went out wif my boubuii li shien. whoa it's been so long i din met u since..lz year? XD so after skul. take a bus to chonga hwa to pick up lil li shien. XD den wo took monorail to times square. end up with we sing at redbox low yat coz all fully booked==ok...~".

So happy to see that, she called me BouBuii. And she called me lil(little), oh~~~~ She called me 'lil'. I mean I am her little sister, but to see her write like that... Ahh~~~ So moved and touched. I mean she is my best friend from primary school till now. I think she knows me the best. Love ya, jo~

My fortune cookie today:" Love is a roller coaster, it has its ups and downs." Yup, totally agree. Well, the 'ups' time are surely the happy time, but I think the 'downs' times makes the relationship even stronger between the both of them coz they got to be sure of how they feel.

p.s. Which choice should I choose? Must add many many many oil tomorrow~



An pic of Me and Jo last last Friday. God, I look so ugly in this pic. I seriously like the mic very much coz looking at the way I'm holding onto the mic. Haha~ I took it from Jo's blog. Hope that you won't mind. Sorry ya~~~ Why does my best friends is always so crazily beautiful?

Secret Code/GD?

Wahahahahahahahahahaha~

I stayed up for four hours last night just to do my revision on add maths. Koko had teach me for two hours from 11 something. Then I stayed up till 3 something. Haha~ Don't know why I'm still so energetic today? Haha~ Koko and mama said that if I got more than 20 marks for my add maths, the two of them will buy me the latest DBSK album-"The Secret Code". Hahahahahaha~~~ Because the last time, I got like only four marks for my add maths, so it's like 4/30. But this time, I'm sure that I'll get more than 4. I'll sure get 5. Then maybe I'm lucky, I can really get "The Secret Code". Yay~ I can save up the money that I was going to use to buy the album. Pray for me~~~

Then there was the Physics. I don't even know what I was writing. It's okay. I spent four hours on add maths but none on physics. Oh my god, my result is so going to suck when it come out.

Went back home after school. Went on the net to see some videos.

'Romantic cat' from Cheryl Filter and 'Nobody' from Wonders Girls is really nice. And also Big Bang's 'Last Farewell'. Go on and listen it if you have the time.

p.s. I'm starting to like Big Bang so much now. Especially the G-Dragon. I mean their song will always make me want to dance, it's so full of energy. Oh my god, what should I do? I feel like I'm doing bad things behind DBSK's back. So? DBSK or Big Bang?

LG-IceCreaM

Dream a little dream~

Sunday- Family Day~
Woke up at about ten something this morning. Went to eat breakfast with mama at coffee bean. Wooo~~~ Finally. I had coffee with some egg and sausages. Came back home, play the piano, surf the net, went for a nap, then clean up the house, and then now here I am. What a normal day~~~~

Nothing special had happen to me today, so I'm going to cut short on this post.

Just wanna shout out to all the blogger out there:

• Never ever give up HOPE.
• FAITH to believe what you do not see, and the reward of this FAITH is to see what you believe.

Every dream could and would come true. Hang in there~

• I have been dreaming for this phone from last year November. And I got it in this year March. Haha. Yup, I'm using this phone now. I so happily in love with this phone. It's LG-KF350. It shows that DREAM do come true. Aza Aza Fighting~~~

Love In The IcE

"KaCHiMa" means 'Don't Go' in Korean. Today I was seeing Full House. That one that was acted by the famous Rain. There was this one scene that girl(JiEn) was going out with another guy(MinHyuk), the guy was opening the car door for her to get in, then Rain came out and started pulling the girl hand and said "KaChiMa!!!" loudly. Oh~~~ I want to try this scene in real life someday. I want to try to stop somebody from going away. So it's going to be like:" Oppa!!! KaChiMa!!! SaRangHae!!!" Haha~ I really want to try this with someone I love someday. It's going to be like just in the movies~~~

Oh, and the movie also showed that that girl(JiEn) like flowers very much. WUUUU~~~ I'm beginning to like flowers also. Um, let see, what kind of flowers do I like the most? Um.... I like red, so ROSE. I like rose. Okay.

I finally got to eat chicken today. Yay~~~ It was Spicy Goreng Ayam Mcd. It was so yummy. It gave me a massive food baby~~~

Mei called me today. Was very happy, I meant I was very happy that she called, I mean she's happy too lar, maybe. Haha~ Miss MEI so so much~ Let's get together~~~

Koko said that he will teach me add maths tomorrow. Yay~~~ Finally, I told him that I want to get more that 4 marks for add maths this time. Um, let me see, I want.. Um, 5? Yup, 5 would do for me. Oh yeah, gonna ask him could he teach me physics or not too. Haha, nice to have a brother. Fat boy!!!

Last week of exam and last week before the school holiday. So fast ar, time. I have studied since kindergarten till now, this is the first time that I don't want to go into the holiday.

Wanted to share something today:-)
It's not your fault those hands are cold.
Clinging onto the wounds of past.
Afraid to love someone.
Turning your back against the true meaning of the story.
The heart that is hugged slowly melts, like ice.
To be loved by someone, by anyone.
It makes life shine like this.
If it was me.
I would make your heart once again WARM with undying love.
Fates play.
Even though it makes your heart ache.
When the tears end, a ray of light descends from the darkness.
We can grasp it.
We can feel the fierce painful touch of a person WARMTH.
Sorrow and loneliness that every person endures.
Searching for a refuge to mend.
Yes, that place for you is here.
Don't worry.
Don't falter anymore.
I will protect you.
Because it is LOVE.
MY LOVE.
As beautiful, as miserable it is.
Don't be afraid.
This beautiful, beautiful time.
It is ephemeral.
Let you know my mind.
Let you know my love.

p.s. don't be afraid to love and to be love.

For you:
I love you.
Always have.
Always will.

Mama & Koko.

Me & Koko.

And of course, JaeJoong oppa. I would so like to say that he is my husband but haha, he is not, I wish he was my husband. Haha, I WISH~~~ So, JaeJoong oopa.

Not MiNe

Have you ever feel like there's this thing that you really want, but it doesn't belong to you. Yup, that kind of lousy feeling. It's just not mine...

Happy Friday today~
Let me see, um, Modern Maths and Sejarah. Oh my god! I freaking hate that crazy math, it's all symbol, and I mean SYMBOL. Who can understand symbol o?? Then came Sejarah, I didn't even know what am I writing. I just wrote what I feel like to write at that time.

Morning, I stayed at pengawas room coz it was very unusual for the form 5 seniors to come into the pengawas room anymore. I stayed there to chat with them. Long time no chat dy, they are still very funny. But I felt kinda weird doing KetuaKumpulan3's job in front of the ex-KetuaKumpulan3(YueYing).

Went straight home after school at 12.30 something. This is the first time I went back home so early. Usually I'll stay at school for koku or I'll be going out with my friends. Just kinda of tired this whole week, wanted to went home and played the computer as much as I like. AhKang 'teman' me to ride the bus today because at these days it's not safe anymore for me to ride the bus alone after the SengChun incident. Thanks ya, AhKang~

Went to KLCC for dinner and movie with Mama. We ate Sushi King and then we saw the "Night In The Museum 2". It was sooooo FUNNY~~~~ I love that show very much~

Luckily Mama was not giving me pressure to have good results. She said that it's okay because I had tried my best. Haha. Whuuuuuu~~~~ No need to think about how her facial expression will be when we are going to take my report card. Fingers cross!!! I miss my piano and korean lesson too~~~

Saw something that I didn't very much like today, but in the end, I mean who cares? It's not mine. Not mine.

Fortune cookie-"Kind words may mean more than they seem." Wuu~ Okay, I'll speak more kind words from today onwards.

p.s. Everything is still CHICKEN to me.

• Not mine, not mine.
• I really hope you'll feel it too.
• Test days please go away.
• Come back, come back~~~

I though...

Many things that I though it was like that but it is not. Haha~

Thursday- English and Chemist. I had studied the Chemist until two something yesterday night. I was so sleepy in class when the English test today. I quickly slept after finishing the test. I don't even care to check the answer. I was so tired. After sleeping, I was so much more 'semangat'. Then before Chemist, I was dancing the 'nobody' song in my seat for Khee to see. I'm so hyperactive at that moment.

"I want nobody nobody but you."(clap clap)
"I want nobody nobody but you."(clap clap)

Haha~

I ate with Melia today before going to my tuition. Got to know Melia a lot more today. Mei didn't come for tuition today coz she was studying for Sejarah at home.

I always though that- Khee was always so busy writing for the test(she sat in front of me), but she told me today that she would write a while and pause for a while. That's why she took so long to finish her test. I like hugging with her~

I always though that- that crazy WongTeckKiong was so bad to me, but he took my bag in for me today after the engish exam. Although he didn't particularly give my bag to me, he just throw and I mean THROW my bag into my seat. But he did took my bag in for me. Thanks ya~

I always though that- Mei always like to be alone. But when she ask me to go with her to the toilet, I realize that she did enjoy my company. Although I did not went with her coz I was so tired that time. Sorry ya, next time I sure will go with you.

I always though that- Man was always too busy for me, and yet she would always drag a seat and sat beside to revision before the test. I like that very much~

I always though that- Loong did not even see me in class or anywhere else, he offered his fruit to me during recess today when I went back to my seat. I took a while to said no to him coz I was so shocked. It's not that I don't want to eat your fruit, is just that I was too shocked to even think do I want to eat a not.

I always thought that- YehHuan and I have nothing to talk about or nothing in common, but the both of us talked so much during our tuition. Of course we are discussing about our favourite band- DONG BANG SHIN KI. The both of us was so high, we keep singing their song. I was laughing so much today.

I always though that- Fadhil or the Malay gang didn't care to be friend to me, but when I was standing beside Fadhil today when we are putting our bags, I could see in the bag there was a key chain that I gave to s4 students that I didn't celebrate their birthday for. He had put the key chain on his key. Haha, and when I went into the class. The Malay gang was calling me"Cartoon" all the time, coz they said that my voice sound like cartoon. Got meh?

I always though that- Eva was a very quiet girl. But when I was staying in the pengawas room today, she seems quite friendly and very sporting.

I always though that- YenSeng was so absorbed in his test during the test time, but when I was dancing the 'Nobody' today, he said that I would always have all this kind of funny movement. I will be moving my hand and my body in many funny ways. He said first I would fold my sleeves before starting the exam and when I finish the exam, my both hand would be in the shape of a fist and it will be in front of my chest. I didn't even know that all this small small movement, he would even remember coz he was always looking at this paper during the test. I don't even know that I'm making all these kind of funny movements. Haha~

Haha, I though so lar. I also always though that I was very SMART. But in reality, I'm always forgetting things. I could not even remember what I have ate for dinner yesterday night. But hey, I still could remember what I have ate for just now.

My fortune cookie today-" Your many hidden talents will become obvious to those who were around you". Ya ar? Hidden talents? Um, let me see, what kind of talents do I have? Haha, I don't think I have one.

p.s. everything is CHICKEN to me.

Fighting~

ChickeN

Hey hey, good news today, I found out today that H1N1 is not about CHICKEN. Yay~ So, I can eat as many chicken as I like. Haha, I always though that the H1N1 was about the chicken. Then I asked YinYing is it about the chicken, she says it's about the pork. Okay~

Malay and Chinese today. Same thing. I was so bored I almost went crazy. So I've been writing some lyrics on my test pad. When I was writing the lyrics, I have the music playing in my head, it was like listening to the real music. So, I was kinda of moving and shaking(dancing?) while I was writing the lyrics. And I was enjoying myself. Haha~ I think that YuanSheng who sat beside me during the exam think that I'm so crazy. Haha, it's okay. As long as I'm happy, I don't care about how crazy I am.

Chemist tomorrow. Going to study real hard!!! Fighting~

Ate biscuit with Man and Mei for recess today. It was animal biscuit. As usual, I was keeping my money for my birthday present(yup, don't be shock, I buy present for myself for my own birthday every year. Last year- 2008, this is a funny story. I wanted this FT-Island album for so long dy. And I went hungry for August and September to buy that album. And I went on searching the album from May. Then all the stores doesn't have their album. I mean it. All the music stores said that the album had been sold out. So I gotta contact someone who know someone to bring back the album from Korea for me. And in the end, the price for the album was 200 something. Oh my god! Ya, I know. I still buy it anyway. My family doesn't know that. And I got it just in the week of my birthday. And my birthday is on September. Oh my god, you know how long I have waited for the album? For 5 months ar!!! 5 months ar! I remember my birthday is on Friday. And the girl that I was suppose to meet to give me the album just contacted me in Monday. She asked if I was free. We been asking to meet with each other for two months dy. And I almost give up hope on getting that album. So lucky, I mean I was so happy to get it ON TIME! Yup, just on time before my birthday. We arranged to meet at KLCC on Wednesday as she personally pass the album for me. I remembered that after my bus uncle stop me at the Melati LRT station, I went straight to KLCC after school. And I FINALLY got that crazy album. Then I went home riding the LRT alone and I walked back to my house ALONE. And I didn't know where does all my courage come from. Haha~ When I went back home, I said that my bus was late. Then I wrapped the album up, then on the day of my birthday-26/9, that's two days later, I put the present in my bag and I went to school. So, that's the story about my birthday present last year.) So, this year, although I still don't know what I sould buy for myself, I still want to keep some money for myself in the future. Haha, that's why I'm not eating lately.

Ate with YinYing and XueEr in the canteen before going to tuition. It was fun and funny between the both of them. Haha~

I kinda like the song "Nobody". I'm going to learn the dance move for this song. Haha~

Fortune cookie- "Ask probing questions before venturing into new territory". Okay......

p.s. EVERYTHING is CHICKEN to me!!!~~~ I love chicken~

Don't Want AnythiNg

Someone very funny today asked me what do I want? I said NO very quickly. Haha, I don't know, there is nothing that I want now. What I want, I already have it. If there is something that I really want, then it's SELF-IMPROVEMENT!!! Yup, haha, I want to improve myself~

Tuesday, English and Moral. English was okay. Don't know how the results will be. Hope that it's not that bad. Moral I did read a little and didn't read a little. So, I guess it's okay too. I was so boring in the Moral test, I wrote a full page of test-pad with all the drawings and lyrics. I was on the verge of turning crazy that time. It was so hot in the class, you can't even sleep. Test-day please go away~ Went back home after the test, no rc today.

Khodijah said that I look weak these day, like I haven't have enough sleep. Lol! Huh? Okay, I do feel kinda tired these few days. I'll sleep early today. Promise~

As I was so bored in the Moral test, I kinda of keep on looking to Man direction. Then she turned her head in my way. Then she saw me and I was smiling coz I was so bored. Then she turned her head away, I think she didn't notice me. Then she turned her head at my direction again, and I was still smiling. She turned back her head again. What the? Did she saw me or not? Then Man turned her head to me again for the third time, and the both of us broke into laughter. Haha, Man, add oil o~~~

Haven't have the chance to speak to MEi these few days. She's so far away. Come back to me~~~ Haha~~~

WongTeckKiong- can't you be more friendly to me? Why are you so nice to other people but so bad to me? Huh? It's not fun playing with me ya!!!

Loong- I stayed in class in recess today coz I want to study moral as I didn't study yesterday night. Full of regret. Then this YoongHuai came and eat in front of me, the smell was so heavy and I was getting hungry too. Then I asked him to go away and stop seducing me with the food. After Loong heard this, he said in a serious voice:" Go eat lar." Okay, maybe his voice is not serious at all. Anyway, just kinda shocked that he would said that. Haha~

Fortune cookie for today-"Let there be magic in your smile and firmness in your handshake." Okay, I don't kinda of understand the meaning of this. Magic huh? So it's saying that MY smile has some kind of MAGIC? Haha! Really? MY SMILE? Haha, I think that the only magic is me laughing like a crazy women. Wahahahahaha!!!!! I like guys that can do magic~

p.s. thank you for asking what do I want. I mean, you're very good yourself, but I really don't want anything else. I'm happy with what I have~ Thanks ya~

We'll fly higher than the weather~ ( Man always ask me why did I love this pharse so much? I'll always answer her that I don't quite understand how you can fly higher than the weather because the weather is a noun, not a thing. So I said that because I don't understand it, I think it's very cool lar. Then she will say:" Then you must like the WenYanWen- 'chinese old essay' very much. Haha, I always think that what she said is really funny~)

Haha, now I think of it. I do want something after all. I want to see the fireworks~~~ Yay, FIREWORKS~~~

So SmarT

I'm so smart today~

Today's exam subject is Chinese and Malay. Urghh!!! I hate spending my time writing stuffs. It's so wasting my time. Two hour and half doing nothing just writing makes me crazy! Haha, it's okay. I heard that Bukit Kepong is going to come out in our Malay paper. I went on to study the 'perwatakan' of the watak utama of Bukit Kepong. And when I'm answering this questions, I was laughing to myself coz I remember that I have study all his personality, but I didn't study the watak utama's NAME. I'm so smart! I couldn't even remember his name. I have study all of those important points and yet I didn't remember the name of the watak utama. So, I answer the questions writing 'watak utama' but not his name. I still don't know his name right now. Ah!!! I'm so freaking smart! Haha~ Funny me~ Please don't laugh at me... Gave Mei a hug before I went home with XueEr. What a way to end a day~

Man was very funny today. Ate with her during recess time. Haha, she kept saying that we shouldn't be crazy yet coz today is the first day of our exam. Hmm, I wonder when is the right time to go crazy? Haha~ Man hairstyle is also very nice today. Way to go, girl~

Got a message from someone that say something about 'all the best in the exam, ganbateh ne'. Don't know who that is coz it's a 010 number. I don't think I know this number, well, maybe I know, but I have forgot. Loong? Is that you?

My fortune cookie today is so FUNNY-' Mountain can move, but not your personality'. What? So I can't change my personality ar? Oh my god! I want to be smart!!!! Somebody please teach me how to erase my crazy personality. Me myself also think that it's so funny that I didn't care to read the watak utama's name.

p.s. Must add oil dy...

Crazy FaMilY

Sunday~~

WooHoo!! Woke up at twelve something today. No coffee bean breakfast today, coz mama went out with yima they all. Left me alone with koko. So bad! But mama promise that she bring me to coffee bean next Sunday. Yay~

Haha, honestly, I did not study at all. Oh my god, I'm so lazy. I went on surfing on the net these two days instead. Don't know how will my results be? Tomorrow exam's Chinese and Malay. Actually, you can't study anything about language coz you have to speak more to improve your language. Ok lar, am going to study that 'Pak Kadung' afterwards. Promise~

Okay, back to the title. Why did I wrote 'Crazy family' today? It's about my family- my mama and my koko. Haha, mama came back at four something and she went up to bath. Our house have two-storey, our bedrooms are at the second floor. My koko went to his bedroom to study, and I was sweeping the floor at the second floor. I always like to hear loud music. I open DBSK-'Rising Sun'. I feel like dancing to it. So happy that my brother now also likes DBSK because of my influence. Yay! DBSK! Fighting! OF COURSE he must like lar, one of the DBSK member is his brother-in-law wor~ I went into my koko bedroom and I use the broom to poke his ass/butt, he got up and came running towards me. I ran to my mama bedroom to search for protection from my mama. I was screaming and shouting. It was so funny. Then mama ask me and my koko to eat the hot dogs she bought for us, I say no coz hot dog is some 'ham sup' thing. Then my mama said it's just a sausage lar. Haha, don't know whether you all got my joke a not? Okay, not funny~ I love my family members so much~~~~~~ It's always funny around them. And when the three of us went to eat outside, my koko will always do some weird stuff with the foods and drinks. There was this one time, we went to Chilis, and he put together two straws and try to suck his drink up. Then he was like so happy, when he can drink his water with that way. Ai... Don't know how he even got into form six science. Haha, no lar, he's very smart de. I want to be smart too. Don't know how my mama and my koko got so smart~~~ Love the both of you~ Let's walk down this road together~

My fortune cookie today "Happiness gives us the energy which is the basic of health". Haha, yup, quite right~ Can you all feel the love in the air? It's okay, I'll blow to you. WHOOOO~~~~ Haha, can you feel it now? Haha~

Fighting for those who are having the exam on Monday!!!

p.s I LOVE my beautiful ordinary life~~~~

Mr. KiM

Saturday~

Woke up at ten something. Bored to death, nothing unusual happen to me today. Went surfing on the net. Found this "you're my honey bunch" song. Haha, so cute. Ate ladyfinger and lala for lunch. Going to study after writing this. Wanted to shared his picture with you all today~

Never seen anyone that's so vain. Haha~

I always like his smile~

Looks so smart~

He's so cute in this pic~

What's so funny?

Oh my god! So hot!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. I would dance every time listening to This LOve. Aza aza fighting~~~~

Sweet LoVe

Everybody have their own special first love placed in their heart. First love are always sweet and unforgettable. Even thinking about it could put a smile on your face~



HappY Friday~

Hey hey, went to school and stayed in the pengawas room in the morning. I was afraid to go into the class, because if I went back to my class, I'm scare that I'll never will be early for duty. And it was my turn for gate duty, I think I better stayed in the room. Went for gate duty with Philip and ViYee. Only the three of us today coz WaiKen and CheeBon are having their exam. Went back to class after that. We didn't go to the lab today for either physics and bio coz we stayed at class for revision. Recess time, went for duty my own self coz not enough ahli today. Ate rice after recess. Went back to class for moral. As usual, we would be fooling around during moral lesson. Then came chemistry for the last two period, me and MAn went for spot check at 4s3. Damn, we got news that there was a few phones in there, but we only found ONE phone in the end. So disappointed. And kinda angry too. Never mind, there will be a next time. Went back to class for like the last ten minutes, as it was teacher's day(international) tomorrow, the whole s4 shouted:" Happy Teacher's Day, Nandri(thank you in Indian) to pn.Maggis. Then we sang birthday song for WengKit coz today is his birthday. Felt so bad coz we didn't buy a cake for him as we though that he would not come today too. Sorry ya~ The whole class was so high~ S4 muakssss~~~~ Went to pengawas room to sign out, and went for my choir. When I was walking, I saw HaoYuan they all. Stop and talked to them for a while. And they are all standing in a circle and I'm in the middle, it seems like the pengawas is going to get hit by a bunch of students. Haha, okay, not funny at all. We sang the Jay Chou's song today. Can't remember the title of that song. I was so surprised that our choir teacher can play the piano, because when we are thinking who should play the piano, pn.Alina sat down and play the piano. Woo~~ I didn't know it too. Haha~ So yeng ar~~~ And I was running around the whole time, because I was finding MeiKuan for the song sheet. Then HuiXin took my sheet and went away, I went running to look for her too. Tired de leh~ Hehe, but it feels so good to be a president of the choir club. I like my choir practice. Then at about 2 something, I went to Titiwangsa's Mcdonalds with Khee. Haha, she pay for my lunch today. SO happy~ Thanks ya~ We talked about some many things today. I got to know Khee a lot better. Then she suddenly ask me about my love story. I said I don't have one. Well, I have one and only one until now, and it was 4 years ago. Yup, haha, 4 years ago. So, today's title is Sweet Love:

-I was twelve then. I didn't even know this count as a story a not. Haha, let's start with how the two of us begin our relationship. Me and him study in the different class, we know each other but we are not that close, and his class is just beside my class. Haha, one day, a neighbour that is my friend and his friend had opened a party in her house. I went for the party. Then suddenly the whole party was playing with water. Then I saw his whole body soaking wet dripping with water. As I stayed not very far away, I went back to my house, and I took a towel for him. He told me that that was the time he fell for me. WAHAHAHA~ Okay, anyway, back to the point, after that, he told me about his feeling and we kind of got together. He would call me everyday after school to chat with me. As house to house phone calls are very cheap, it's not a problem for us to talk long on the phone. We would see each other in school but we would just smiled and waved at each other, we would only talk on the phone. He's a very great guy and he's good looking. He was taller than me and he wears a specs at that time. He could sing very well too, he even got first prize in our school singing competition. That's why I always ask him to sing to me on the phone. There was this one time, it was very popular then with that Jay Chou's album-叶惠美. I asked him to sing that song 晴天 for me one day, then he said he wouldn't because he don't know how to sing it. It's okay, then the other day when we were talking on the phone, he asked me do I want to hear that song, I was so shocked coz I though he didn't know how to sing it and I completely forgot that I asked him to sing that song too. He asked me to wait for a moment in the phone, then he came back and sang to me in the phone. Apparently, he went and take the lyrics and sang to me that song. So sweet. That's why that song still brought me to tears until now. Then my birthday present was Will Pan-'s高手 album. He said that不得不爱 that song was for us. Okay... Anyway, he's very funny and full of fun. He would also sometimes write some notes and pass it to me after school. Okay, now straight to the point, why and how do we broke up. It was around our school trip, and one of my friends told me that she like him. And she was quite close to me, I though about it very well and I broke up with him for it. I didn't even gave him any reason why we were breaking up. Haha, I really though that he would be better with that girl. But it turns out he didn't like that girl at all. When I was breaking up with him, he gave me a necklace and cried. But he still let me go in the end. Haiz, how sad. The last time I saw him was this year chinese new year, I went singing with my group of friends and I was getting our room number to go in the room. Then he and and my primary schools friends came walking out of the karaoke center. I didn't see him until he walked towards me and say hello. He's wearing contact now and he's taller than me a head by now, and he's grown into a hottie, I mean in primary school he was a 'little' hottie, now he's a big one. Oh my god! Regretting..... Ah!!!! Anyway, that's the story. I mean, it's very pure, we didn't even kiss or hug or even hold hands. It's was all just talking. He's a very great guy. Just want to say to you- 'thank you for being so nice to me. I did like you at that time. And until now you still doesn't know the reason. But the both of us seems to moved on already. Good luck to you~ Thank you for making that part of my life so intersting and sweet. Hope that when you think of me, it's something good and sweet too.'

Saw something that I doesn't quite like today. Don't know why I still care about it. Hope that I can get through this. You though I'll be weak without you, but I'm stronger. Get out of my life!!!

Man- let's work together the next time. Saw you so busy today. Must add oil o~~~

Mei- very happy when I was going out of the class at physics lesson to switch off the lights, you came running out and 'teman' me. Thanks ya~ You too must add oil o~~~

Khee- Fighting~~~ You're stronger than anyone I have known. Add oil!!!

KahLun- put my aeroplane lar, said that you're going to come to my choir practice. So bad...

WengKit- sorry ya, no cake for you~ I promise I'll make it up to you~
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to WengKit,
Happy birthday to you~~~~ Wooo~~~~~~~~~~

My fortune cookie today- "The troubles you have now will pass away quickly." Sure a not? Hope that it will pass soon too.

Very happy today coz I suddenly have two little brothers. Two also one year smaller than me. One is WaiKen, and another one is that kp WenFei(dun know his english name, I think it's spell like this). WenFei have the most cutes smile I have know. Seeing him smile makes me happy too. How I got my two brothers is quite a funny story. As I said just now, I was talking to HaoYuan they all, and this WenFei is HaoYuan and JiaDing's cousin. So he was like standing there. We have know each other but we're not that close. Then WaiKen came walking by, then everything happen so fast and then I have two little brothers dy. Haha, it was so funny, to see WaiKen calling WenFei "koko" coz WenFei is one month older than WaiKEn. Haha~ Happy to have the both of you in my life~~~

Ahh!!!! Exam coming, don't know what to do with it. Going to study this weekend, or so. Everybody, fighting~

p.s. It's always never too late to fight for what you believe in. And if I would have gone into another relationship, i would not let it go so easily again.

CaN't or WoN't?

It's always about 'do you want to do it?' or 'could you do it?'. There's a huge difference in these two. Can't- it's something you don't have the ability do it or you couldn't do it. Won't- is something you can do it, but you simply choose not to.

Was a bit late today for school. Went into the class and chat with YinYing about the buffet thingy. Went to open the lights. WaiKen was having stomach ache in the morning, that's why I let him rest in the pengawas room. Went back for lesson. We study about some poem about some road in english today. It said that we are always making choices and choosing which paths to walk everyday of our lives. Quite true. Mei and TeckKiong came to sit in front of me and Man coz funny guy and KahLun was absent today. I like the feeling that the four of us are sitting together. And the conversation we said was so much fun and it was very funny. Anyway, didn't have pj lesson today coz form 5 students are having their exam and the kampung court was 'flooded'. Instead we listened to our pj teacher talking for the whole two period. Recess was okay. Man helped me a little today. Malay, then sejarah. Was very bored. And TeckKiong is making me mad, so I went and sat with KokKeong. He was reading something. Then out of the sudden, he said:"do you want to eat something?" Then our conversation was somehow like this:

• KK-Do you want to eat something?
• Shien-Why?(He was opening his bag) You have food now?
• KK-No lar, you want to go and eat something this Friday? (He open his bag for his water bottle, sweat..)
• Shien-Oh, tomorrow? I got meeting and choir wor. Can you wait?
• KK- Can ar can ar.

Of course we have said many many things more but no need to write it here. I was so shocked to hear him talk coz KokKeong was always so cold with me. He didn't even smiled much. Haha, okay... Speechless... Then the crazy TeckKiong said that I cannot made that crazy rubik cube with one side of the same colour. Then I went to the back seat playing with that crazy cube. Then YenSeng came and said:

• YS- DO you want me to teach you how to play?
• Shien- Ok.
• YS- It's actually very easy de.
• Shien- It's okay. I want to do it myself because TeckKiong said I cannot do it.
• YS- You really cannot make it mar.

What? I can make it the lar. I'm not STUPID! ARRR!!!!! Then I still cannot figure it out. I went back to my seat. Then Man made one side with the same color, then MEi made one for me to see too. What the? Stop playing with that crazy cube okay? It's not fun at all. Crazy thing. JunLoong was quite happy today coz I saw him smiling alot in class today. Then add maths- me and Man was so absorbed with pn.yu class. Maybe it's because the exam is coming. Oh my. Exam. School ended. YenSeng and that ZhiYan was waiting for me to go to the library. And I was rushing around for my meeting. Don't know why YenSeng won't ask other people to go with him. After they borrowed the books we want, I ran to my meeting in the pengawas room. Today's meeting was about us-ajks. After that, went to eat in the canteen with JingMun. YinYing and KaiTing came to joined us too. Not long, Melia sat down at our table too. YinYing was full of fun today. Melia was very funny too. We got to talked about piano, coz apparently the both of us are learning piano. And while we are eating, YinYing said that YenSeng and ZhiYan though that I would stay with them in the library and study with them. I was so like 'what?'. Because after I push the books that they want into their hands, I quickly ran to the pengawas room. I didn't even know what happen. Then I said they didn't tell me to study with them. Then YinYing said use brian think also can know de lar. Oh my god, sorry lar. I'm not that smart ma. I really though that they just want to borrow the books only. Feel so guilty. Hah! Went for tuition. Then went back home.

Man- very very glad that you told me so much thing today. Maybe to you, we are just talking, but to me, it's like you're opening up to me. Really very glad!

Mei- didn't quite have the time to talked to you lately. Got so many important things to tell you, but when the two of us get together, we would talk about everything under the skies except the important stuff. Haha, miss you so much. I teach you two words today. Hope that you can remember those two words~

Fortune Cookie today- 'You have the ability to analyze and solve any problem.' Ohhh, real a not?

p.s. Got the 'gold name tag' today. Feel kinda proud~ Last but not least, I got a message from my piano teacher telling me that my theory exam got 83 per 100 marks. I really am shocked too. Time for celebration~

Stop IT!

Let's get straight to the point. Stop it. Come on, don't you have anything better to do with your time? Stop playing with me or I'll give you something REAL to play with! Stop messing with me and get out of my hair. Fine, I'll play along with you. That's what you want all along right? Wish come true for you...

Sorry for what I said juz now. No need to care about it. Juz some lame people getting on my nerves. Haha, morning, went to school as usual. Did my maths homework before I went to switch on the lights. Our malay teacher was absent today. Chinese, we were copying some essay. Before recess, I went for the toilet for some business and when I was done, all of my ahli was waiting for me. Sorry ya~ Today, got scold by the students. I was juz walking by, and they just shout at me for no apparent reason. Come on! Did I kill you mother during past life? I was just doing my job. Enough with it. Went back class for moral. Then Chemistry, we(me, man, yinying & yuanhao) did some very cool experiment today. It was fun. Then the last two period was english. We studied 'the necklace'. I quite like this story coz it tells us that one small decision can change your whole life. Yup, that's true. Went for computer class after class. Then ate with TeckKiong, YinYing and KahYan. It as fun talking to you all. Went for tuition after that. Went back home with XueEr by bus.

Man- Hope that you didn't misunderstand anything that had happened today. It means a lot to me for you to believe me coz you're my best friend. You can ask me anything you want to know about.

Mei- same to you too. Hope you believe me what that had happen today. I'm so speechless already.

XueEr- cheer up! He's a jerk anyway. Thanks for always listening to me too.

My fortune today is-'Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes'. So true. This is so so so true! Yup, I'll learn from my mistakes and I'll surely to keep my mouth shut the next time.

Ahli of kumpulan 3(pengawas)- Sorry that I'm such a weak leader. I couldn't protect you all from the 'bad guys' today. I know I couldn't be confused, because if I'm confused, who is going to lead you all? I'll be strong for you all. And I'll protect you all because I'm your leader!

What an lousy day. Oh my god. I need strength to move forward. Tired of being played by other people. What choice will I make?

p.s. I'm so mad, but I wouldn't give up that easy!

This LoVe

Sooooooooo happy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Morning, woke up and went to school. Today is WaiKen birthday. Still can't find the rubik cube that he wants. Sorry ya, have to give you your present much later. Went to school, went to class, went to open the lights for pusat kegiatan, went to physics lesson. When I was going to return back the keys, I saw Mei then she teman me to take my books from the pengawas room, back to the classroom, then only to the physics lab. It was so hot today. And when I was copying the physics notes, I realize that I haven't return the key to the pejabat. I excuse myself in hope of finding the key again coz the key is not in my pocket. I was so scared and I ask Mei did I return the key yet, she said no. When I was walking down the stairs to go to the pengawas room, I realize that the key was in my shirt pocket. Oh my god, funny me. I realized I was scared for nothing. Hahah~ Add maths, it was not that hard. Man was not in the class, so funny guy sat beside me. Me, Kahlun & funny guy are playing around during add maths. Recess, it was okay. Bought four pandan cake and a green tea back to class. Mr. Keng wants us to be early in class, so me and MAn have to eat in the class. Then came Bio, it was boring. I was trying to open my eyes in the dark bio lab(the teacher close the light for that machine thing that send image to the walls). Went back to class for Sejarah. Copied notes. Then came Chinese lesson. It was so fun today coz the teacher gave us some rhyme poem in chinese like"she sell seashells on the sea shore". Then the teacher was asking us to stand up and read it fast. The whole class was cheering and clapping. It was so high~ Then the whole class was asked to read together out loud. It was so funny and fun. Then it was rc. We study some things and I was kinda tired that time. When it was time to go home, I thought that I was going home alone coz JiaChuan already went home, on my way to pengawas room to take my bag, I met with KeLi. She stayed near my house. We took the bus home together.

Saw KhaHwang today, was glad that he made the first move to say high to me. Although we have known each other for a long time, this is the first time he said hi to me in public. He's a very nice guy.

Man- We promised that we would eat laksa together today, but it was mr. keng lesson so we ate in class instead. Hope you like the stickers that I gave you. And thanks for returning back the show to me. Let's eat laksa together the next time.

Saw Eva today when I was on my way to switch on the lights. She greeted me with a very sweet smile. Haha, glad that you're happy now.

TeckKiong- You've become quite emo lately. Maybe it was because of the exam coming. You can do it! No need to worry lar, your add maths and maths and physics and english so pro. Be the best~ Very happy that you called me Shien Today.

WaiKen- Sorry ya, couldn't give you your present soon enough. And I didn't sing birthday song for you today coz I scare that I'll embarrass you. Thank you for always listening to my order. You're my best ahli. Of course I also like Viyee. CheeBon. And Philip. So, here it is:
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to WaiKen,
Happy birthday to YOU~~~

Amanda- saw you with him today. This time, I could finally smile at you sincerely. Because of what happen the last time and some things are better left unsaid. This time, I realize, I'm finally cool about it. You can say, I'm through it already. Good luck to you~ Sorry for making you wait so long.

Mei- thank you for 'teman'ing me today. Just want to say I love you.

Jo- Heard some people talking about you today. I got so mad i quickly leave the place. Miss ya~

YenSeng- saw you in class. You seem so bored. Wanted to talked to you but didn't know what to say to you. Sorry ya~ Although I made a promise to help you, but it seems that I'm not doing anything. Tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll talk to you more.

MAma&Koko- Haha, I know you guys doesn't know the address to my blog and I think it's safe to say it here. I LOVE you too~~~

I was so happy today coz I finally manage to put the play list into my blog! Yay! I mean, I'm so happy. I've been so frustrated for not knowing how to put the play list, but now I finally did it. I realize that all this time, I've been pressing the wrong thing all along. Haha~ Clap for me~

S4 students- let's get together. I love you all~~~~

Mr.KimJaeJoong- Of course I'll say "I love you" to you too. You always give me something to believe in. But you're so far away. It's okay, I'll come to you. I LOVE YOu~~~~ Muaksss~~~

My fortune cookie today is-"Good news of someone dear will come soon". Okay, I'm waiting, someone dear to me, huh?

p.s. What you have today may not be here tomorrow~~~
And down there is the lyrics for the song in my blog- THIS LOVE(damn, I love this song, it's so sweet), it's sang by G-Dragon from the korean group BIGBANG, G-Dragon wrote this song himself for the girl he like. Awwww, when will a guy write a song about me too? I don't need him to write me a song, I'll be happy enough to hear him sing this song to me. I LOVE the chorus lyrics.

THIS LOVE
This love. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I got to 'hola' about my girl full amazing. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Let's do it you all.
It's really taking me from high-low. Let's see, where should I begin?
The club on Friday night. Just having a good old time. The music's banging.
The people's like 'word' but there was one that caught my eye.
So I just had to get close to her. She's super fly.
I must confess something thinking, 'Damn I need her' with a loving gesture.
I'm about to hit her with a, 'How have you been' 'You don't remember me' (Hey)
Instead I'll stick with the traditional, 'Hi, what's your name'.
I'll be the 'GD', I'm a good gentleman.
Check out my melody, the flavor sweet like your cinnamon.
Feel the adrenaline, I'm pumping for your honey loving.
It's all about the two of us getting together, now that's what I'm saying.
(Chorus)
-This love got me high, I'm soaring.
Baby girl, you know I live for it.
And I'll never ever hurt you.
Without you, there's no life in me.
This love got me proud to show it.
Ain't no doubt, I'll keep on holding.
And it's on till forevermore, well baby.
On and on, you know we have each other back.-
Baby got the looks so deadly and every time I think about her, man I get chills.
Blessed with the beauty, yeah that's for real.
You know that she's my only love. My only love, baby.
She's steady by me and no one phasing, mummy.
She hold her game and that's the way she fully gain control.
You ain't never want to test her. It's surely for the best.
Unless you wan to mess around, don't say I never warned you all.
These type of girls, they going everyday.
It just don't stop, it comes in every way.
My baby got it like she came to bless me, yes we going to definitely reach our destiny.
-This love got me high, I'm soaring.
Baby girl, you know I live for it.
And I'll never ever hurt you.
Without you, there's no life in me.
This love got me proud to show it.
Ain't no doubt, I'll keep on holding.
And it's on till forevermore, well baby.
On and on, you know we have each other back.-
Baby got the looks so deadly and every time I think about her, man I get chills.
Blessed with the beauty, yeah that's for real.
You know that she's my only love. My only love, baby.
Come girl now take my hand. Let us love until the end.
Never going to let you go. Baby we are both so deep in this.
Not a second I regret. Going to cherish all of it.
So amazing glad I found you. Got me crazy for your loveliness. Once again!
-This love got me high, I'm soaring.
Baby girl, you know I live for it.
And I'll never ever hurt you.
Without you, there's no life in me.
This love got me proud to show it.
Ain't no doubt, I'll keep on holding.
And it's on till forevermore, well baby.
On and on, you know we have each other back.-

Tears To ReMember

My eyes are so puffy from crying right now... Wait, wait, wait, it's not that I'm sad, I cried after seeing some DongBangOppa(DBSK, TVXQ, Tohoshinki) videos juz now. Ya, I know, crazy, right?

Morning, went to school as usual. Never went back into the class in the morning coz today i have gate duty that's why I stayed in the pengawas room until 7 something. Went for gate duty with WaiKen and ViYee. Then came CheeBon and Philip. Everything was usual. Maths was usual. Mr.Shukri didn't enter our class again. As usual. Came recess, it was my turn to duty for the bangunan. It was usual also. After recess, chinese lesson, we were writing essay and I was drinking the coffee that my brother made for me in the morning. Then, the smart me spilled some of my coffee onto my chinese essay book. I was so shocked, I juz stare at my coffee stained book, Man was the one who wipe the coffee away. Haha, thanks ya, Man~ Clumsy me, so now my essay book have the coffee scent in it. Sivik teacher didn't came today. Our Malay teacher came back from her maternity leave dy, so it will be her teaching us from now on. After school, after signing out, took the bus with XueEr and Geetha and went back home.

Okay, here is the important part of this blog post. A good news- my husband band(DBSK) had won the best artis award in Korea in the year end of 2008 for their 4th album-Microtic. I mean, I didn't cry after seeing this one, but ChangMIin oopa was crying in the video when they was receiving the award. CONGRATULATION to DongBang oopa!!! They worked hard and they deserved it. Fighting. I was crying after hearing Micky's story. Well, it's a very long story and his parents are divorced(juz like me) and how he and his younger brother survive in America before he came back to Korea to be an artist. Oh my god, so sad. I was crying so hard after watching the video. Then there was this JaeJoong oppa's video where he was acting with an actress. Actually it like a comedy, but I cry in the end when JaeJoong oopa(my husband) said something very sweet and HUG the actress. The girl that he like called him a jerk(so bad!). Then JaeJoong oopa said something like:"Yes, I'm a jerk. I could do anything if I could just have you. Do you know what is miserable to me? That you don't love me. Do you know what's more miserable? That I still I can't give you up." After saying that, he went on his bike and asked the girl to go with him. He said something like this now:" Let's go. Let's go and eat something." The the girl he like said that she already ate. Then JaeJoong oppa throw his helmet on the floor and said:" Do you want to eat? Or do you want me to kiss you? Do you want to eat? Or do you want to sleep with me? Do you want to eat? Or do you want to live with me? Do you want to eat? Or do you want to... No... Or do you want to die with me?" He was saying this sentences so angrily. The actress finally said she wants to eat black bean noodle. Then my husband(JaeJoong oopa) pull the girl hand and hug the girl. I mean it's so sweet and romantic. And it's very TOUCHing too~~~ Ahhhh~~~ Oh my god, I have such soft spot for touchy feeling.

I don't cry in front of my friends and I don't think many people have seen me crying before, but in front of the people I love, I'm a crybaby.

Anyway, enough of all my nonsense. The girl today in the 'smiles of the day' picture(juz beside the blog post) is very cute. My fortune cookie today is:Fortune Favors The Brave. Okay, I'll be more brave the next time. And I like how korean guys voice sounds like when they are scolding or when they are angry. They sound so man. You know, when you're angry, you use a louder voice? I like the loud voice plus the korean words and how it sounds like. That kind of thing. If you understand what I'm saying. Good day everyone. ( Don't know what to do with my eyes.)

p.s. I like touchy feeling~~~ Sky high dream! We'll fly higher that the weather~ I also like the way when my friends called me: SHIEN. I mean, Li Shien is my name,but only my family members called me Shien. So when my friends called me Shien, it feels like I'm very close to them. "Shien, let's go to the toilet-said Mei" "Shien, Bye-said Man" Love my DongBAngOppa. And my family. And my best friends. Muakssss~~~~