CaN't or WoN't?

It's always about 'do you want to do it?' or 'could you do it?'. There's a huge difference in these two. Can't- it's something you don't have the ability do it or you couldn't do it. Won't- is something you can do it, but you simply choose not to.

Was a bit late today for school. Went into the class and chat with YinYing about the buffet thingy. Went to open the lights. WaiKen was having stomach ache in the morning, that's why I let him rest in the pengawas room. Went back for lesson. We study about some poem about some road in english today. It said that we are always making choices and choosing which paths to walk everyday of our lives. Quite true. Mei and TeckKiong came to sit in front of me and Man coz funny guy and KahLun was absent today. I like the feeling that the four of us are sitting together. And the conversation we said was so much fun and it was very funny. Anyway, didn't have pj lesson today coz form 5 students are having their exam and the kampung court was 'flooded'. Instead we listened to our pj teacher talking for the whole two period. Recess was okay. Man helped me a little today. Malay, then sejarah. Was very bored. And TeckKiong is making me mad, so I went and sat with KokKeong. He was reading something. Then out of the sudden, he said:"do you want to eat something?" Then our conversation was somehow like this:

• KK-Do you want to eat something?
• Shien-Why?(He was opening his bag) You have food now?
• KK-No lar, you want to go and eat something this Friday? (He open his bag for his water bottle, sweat..)
• Shien-Oh, tomorrow? I got meeting and choir wor. Can you wait?
• KK- Can ar can ar.

Of course we have said many many things more but no need to write it here. I was so shocked to hear him talk coz KokKeong was always so cold with me. He didn't even smiled much. Haha, okay... Speechless... Then the crazy TeckKiong said that I cannot made that crazy rubik cube with one side of the same colour. Then I went to the back seat playing with that crazy cube. Then YenSeng came and said:

• YS- DO you want me to teach you how to play?
• Shien- Ok.
• YS- It's actually very easy de.
• Shien- It's okay. I want to do it myself because TeckKiong said I cannot do it.
• YS- You really cannot make it mar.

What? I can make it the lar. I'm not STUPID! ARRR!!!!! Then I still cannot figure it out. I went back to my seat. Then Man made one side with the same color, then MEi made one for me to see too. What the? Stop playing with that crazy cube okay? It's not fun at all. Crazy thing. JunLoong was quite happy today coz I saw him smiling alot in class today. Then add maths- me and Man was so absorbed with pn.yu class. Maybe it's because the exam is coming. Oh my. Exam. School ended. YenSeng and that ZhiYan was waiting for me to go to the library. And I was rushing around for my meeting. Don't know why YenSeng won't ask other people to go with him. After they borrowed the books we want, I ran to my meeting in the pengawas room. Today's meeting was about us-ajks. After that, went to eat in the canteen with JingMun. YinYing and KaiTing came to joined us too. Not long, Melia sat down at our table too. YinYing was full of fun today. Melia was very funny too. We got to talked about piano, coz apparently the both of us are learning piano. And while we are eating, YinYing said that YenSeng and ZhiYan though that I would stay with them in the library and study with them. I was so like 'what?'. Because after I push the books that they want into their hands, I quickly ran to the pengawas room. I didn't even know what happen. Then I said they didn't tell me to study with them. Then YinYing said use brian think also can know de lar. Oh my god, sorry lar. I'm not that smart ma. I really though that they just want to borrow the books only. Feel so guilty. Hah! Went for tuition. Then went back home.

Man- very very glad that you told me so much thing today. Maybe to you, we are just talking, but to me, it's like you're opening up to me. Really very glad!

Mei- didn't quite have the time to talked to you lately. Got so many important things to tell you, but when the two of us get together, we would talk about everything under the skies except the important stuff. Haha, miss you so much. I teach you two words today. Hope that you can remember those two words~

Fortune Cookie today- 'You have the ability to analyze and solve any problem.' Ohhh, real a not?

p.s. Got the 'gold name tag' today. Feel kinda proud~ Last but not least, I got a message from my piano teacher telling me that my theory exam got 83 per 100 marks. I really am shocked too. Time for celebration~