Sweet LoVe

Everybody have their own special first love placed in their heart. First love are always sweet and unforgettable. Even thinking about it could put a smile on your face~



HappY Friday~

Hey hey, went to school and stayed in the pengawas room in the morning. I was afraid to go into the class, because if I went back to my class, I'm scare that I'll never will be early for duty. And it was my turn for gate duty, I think I better stayed in the room. Went for gate duty with Philip and ViYee. Only the three of us today coz WaiKen and CheeBon are having their exam. Went back to class after that. We didn't go to the lab today for either physics and bio coz we stayed at class for revision. Recess time, went for duty my own self coz not enough ahli today. Ate rice after recess. Went back to class for moral. As usual, we would be fooling around during moral lesson. Then came chemistry for the last two period, me and MAn went for spot check at 4s3. Damn, we got news that there was a few phones in there, but we only found ONE phone in the end. So disappointed. And kinda angry too. Never mind, there will be a next time. Went back to class for like the last ten minutes, as it was teacher's day(international) tomorrow, the whole s4 shouted:" Happy Teacher's Day, Nandri(thank you in Indian) to pn.Maggis. Then we sang birthday song for WengKit coz today is his birthday. Felt so bad coz we didn't buy a cake for him as we though that he would not come today too. Sorry ya~ The whole class was so high~ S4 muakssss~~~~ Went to pengawas room to sign out, and went for my choir. When I was walking, I saw HaoYuan they all. Stop and talked to them for a while. And they are all standing in a circle and I'm in the middle, it seems like the pengawas is going to get hit by a bunch of students. Haha, okay, not funny at all. We sang the Jay Chou's song today. Can't remember the title of that song. I was so surprised that our choir teacher can play the piano, because when we are thinking who should play the piano, pn.Alina sat down and play the piano. Woo~~ I didn't know it too. Haha~ So yeng ar~~~ And I was running around the whole time, because I was finding MeiKuan for the song sheet. Then HuiXin took my sheet and went away, I went running to look for her too. Tired de leh~ Hehe, but it feels so good to be a president of the choir club. I like my choir practice. Then at about 2 something, I went to Titiwangsa's Mcdonalds with Khee. Haha, she pay for my lunch today. SO happy~ Thanks ya~ We talked about some many things today. I got to know Khee a lot better. Then she suddenly ask me about my love story. I said I don't have one. Well, I have one and only one until now, and it was 4 years ago. Yup, haha, 4 years ago. So, today's title is Sweet Love:

-I was twelve then. I didn't even know this count as a story a not. Haha, let's start with how the two of us begin our relationship. Me and him study in the different class, we know each other but we are not that close, and his class is just beside my class. Haha, one day, a neighbour that is my friend and his friend had opened a party in her house. I went for the party. Then suddenly the whole party was playing with water. Then I saw his whole body soaking wet dripping with water. As I stayed not very far away, I went back to my house, and I took a towel for him. He told me that that was the time he fell for me. WAHAHAHA~ Okay, anyway, back to the point, after that, he told me about his feeling and we kind of got together. He would call me everyday after school to chat with me. As house to house phone calls are very cheap, it's not a problem for us to talk long on the phone. We would see each other in school but we would just smiled and waved at each other, we would only talk on the phone. He's a very great guy and he's good looking. He was taller than me and he wears a specs at that time. He could sing very well too, he even got first prize in our school singing competition. That's why I always ask him to sing to me on the phone. There was this one time, it was very popular then with that Jay Chou's album-叶惠美. I asked him to sing that song 晴天 for me one day, then he said he wouldn't because he don't know how to sing it. It's okay, then the other day when we were talking on the phone, he asked me do I want to hear that song, I was so shocked coz I though he didn't know how to sing it and I completely forgot that I asked him to sing that song too. He asked me to wait for a moment in the phone, then he came back and sang to me in the phone. Apparently, he went and take the lyrics and sang to me that song. So sweet. That's why that song still brought me to tears until now. Then my birthday present was Will Pan-'s高手 album. He said that不得不爱 that song was for us. Okay... Anyway, he's very funny and full of fun. He would also sometimes write some notes and pass it to me after school. Okay, now straight to the point, why and how do we broke up. It was around our school trip, and one of my friends told me that she like him. And she was quite close to me, I though about it very well and I broke up with him for it. I didn't even gave him any reason why we were breaking up. Haha, I really though that he would be better with that girl. But it turns out he didn't like that girl at all. When I was breaking up with him, he gave me a necklace and cried. But he still let me go in the end. Haiz, how sad. The last time I saw him was this year chinese new year, I went singing with my group of friends and I was getting our room number to go in the room. Then he and and my primary schools friends came walking out of the karaoke center. I didn't see him until he walked towards me and say hello. He's wearing contact now and he's taller than me a head by now, and he's grown into a hottie, I mean in primary school he was a 'little' hottie, now he's a big one. Oh my god! Regretting..... Ah!!!! Anyway, that's the story. I mean, it's very pure, we didn't even kiss or hug or even hold hands. It's was all just talking. He's a very great guy. Just want to say to you- 'thank you for being so nice to me. I did like you at that time. And until now you still doesn't know the reason. But the both of us seems to moved on already. Good luck to you~ Thank you for making that part of my life so intersting and sweet. Hope that when you think of me, it's something good and sweet too.'

Saw something that I doesn't quite like today. Don't know why I still care about it. Hope that I can get through this. You though I'll be weak without you, but I'm stronger. Get out of my life!!!

Man- let's work together the next time. Saw you so busy today. Must add oil o~~~

Mei- very happy when I was going out of the class at physics lesson to switch off the lights, you came running out and 'teman' me. Thanks ya~ You too must add oil o~~~

Khee- Fighting~~~ You're stronger than anyone I have known. Add oil!!!

KahLun- put my aeroplane lar, said that you're going to come to my choir practice. So bad...

WengKit- sorry ya, no cake for you~ I promise I'll make it up to you~
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to WengKit,
Happy birthday to you~~~~ Wooo~~~~~~~~~~

My fortune cookie today- "The troubles you have now will pass away quickly." Sure a not? Hope that it will pass soon too.

Very happy today coz I suddenly have two little brothers. Two also one year smaller than me. One is WaiKen, and another one is that kp WenFei(dun know his english name, I think it's spell like this). WenFei have the most cutes smile I have know. Seeing him smile makes me happy too. How I got my two brothers is quite a funny story. As I said just now, I was talking to HaoYuan they all, and this WenFei is HaoYuan and JiaDing's cousin. So he was like standing there. We have know each other but we're not that close. Then WaiKen came walking by, then everything happen so fast and then I have two little brothers dy. Haha, it was so funny, to see WaiKen calling WenFei "koko" coz WenFei is one month older than WaiKEn. Haha~ Happy to have the both of you in my life~~~

Ahh!!!! Exam coming, don't know what to do with it. Going to study this weekend, or so. Everybody, fighting~

p.s. It's always never too late to fight for what you believe in. And if I would have gone into another relationship, i would not let it go so easily again.