BET on it

Yesterday, after meeting with KTing and YYing at coffee bean.
Came back and clean the house.
Then went for a movie with my cousins and yima.
Stay overnight.
Went to piano this afternoon.

We went to this Pizza in Cone restaurant in pj after the movie. It's same as any other pizza, the speciality is that they put the pizza in a cone so you can eat it in an ice-cream way.

I was not interested in the cone pizza. I love this Alfredo spaghetti instead.

My cousins.

Then there's this awful taste drink. It sucks.

I'm not kidding you. Look at my yima's expression.

But you can still play romantic game with this vomiting-taste drink. My yima at the back looks funny.

Then there's this Kanae whose a Japanese but speaks Chinese fluently.


Whoo~~~ I went for a wedding dinner just now. It was fun. Well, it's always fun and crazy with my family members.

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Before I finish this off, I have something I want to write.

I had made a bet with Abel.

We had bet on our favourite football team.

If Arsenal wins, I'll sing and dance according to his choice.

(It was suppose that I'll treat him for food, but he said that he wouldn't let a girl treat him. So, never mind, I'll just accommodate his ego.)

But if Mu(yay, my team) wins, he'll treat me anything food I like.

Whooo~~~

Can you find anything cuter than my Patrick? I think not.
Got to go!

Manchester United is playing against Arsenal starting now.
Adios, amigo. ^^

Don't Read This

KaiTing, YingYing and SiawYing.
They are the triple threat in my life lately.

I'm so glad that I had made my decision to sit with KTing this year.
I always thought that "Ohh, I like the idea of sitting with Man until I graduate".

Well, I guess people do change.
For without the three of them, I think my life would crumble.

I'm not joking here.
MY LIFE WILL CRUMBLE.
Like some fat animal etc a walrus falling from a high building.
(Why is it called Building and not Built when it's already finish built, then School should be called schooling and House should be called housing then.)
Did I just say all that?

Forgive me, for lately I've not been sleeping well as I only have 2 to 3 hours of sleep a day.

sajdhsajkdhsajhdkashdka

Haha, sorry.
Can't post something without being random.

Hmm, maybe I should end my name with ING too.
Something like Li Shiening.

Anyway, they are the ones I would tell my problems to.
No matter good ones or bad ones.
Glad that they support me in every single way.

If I had just suppress my feelings and eat it up what I've wanted to say at that moment, I think I would have just burst up like a balloon or a whale.
Did I just say whale?

So, I just want to shout out THANK YOU VERY MUCH and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH to this three lovely and wonderful ladies.

"Belum cuba belum tau, sudah cuba hari-hari mau."

Abel was so cute today, he was eating rice and I think the stall is selling this kind of alphabetic potatoes where you have a to z like the alphabetic vitamins. What is this? We aren't in pre-school anymore. Anyhow, he called out my name. Then he said to me "This is my name, A-B-E-L." while showing me the alphabetic potato. Then he continue poking his rice. I was like staring at him. He kept on saying Abel Abel Abel Abel Abel. I was like DUNG. He's such a cutie. I've never seen anyone in my life that is so obsessed with his own name.

We have choir tomorrow.
Oh my gosh, what am I going to do?
Should we sing?
Should we just discuss?

HAH! I SO WANTED TO WRITE THIS IN CAPITAL LETTER. ON THIS SUNDAY NIGHT 31/1, MANCHESTER UNITED IS PLAYING AGAINST ARSENAL. HAH! MU WILL SURE WIN. YOU'LL SEE!
* and why did I hate Arsenal so much, that's because all the ahli in pengawas makes fun of Mu and they said that they support Arsenal (including Abel).

And and and, today, my kumpulan ahli called me 丽神.
Hah, because they usually called me ajk.
So FUNNY!
FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY!!!
I didn't know I was GOD, or am GOD.
Hah, the Almighty me.

OHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THERE'S THIS HORRIBLE PIMPLE ON MY FACE. WHAT SHOULD I DO???
PIMPLE YOU SUCK!!!

I love Tio Woei KHEE!!!

Anyhow~~~
Lalalalalalalala.

MICKY IS MINE!!!
MINE!!!

Owhhh, my friends said that they will pick me up with their car when we go out the next time. Touch!!! They still remember meeeeeee~~~~

I hate drawing graph.
I hate the green boxes.
Homework homework homework.

Did you saw the sky today?
The cloud looks like it was painted by someone.
It just seem unreal, the clouds.

You know what I really what to do now?
I want to sit on a swing.

Did you know that Wedding Planner have other names too like Wedding Consultant, Wedding Coordinator or WEDDING WOMEN.

Sorry for all the randomness.
Goodbye and please take care of your health.

Kthxforreadingbai.

You belong with me

Had you heard of the song "You belong to me" by Taylor Swift?
I can't help thinking how great this song is and I really wanted to recommend it to my dear readers.

Okay, that was a lie.
It's not because the song is that great.
It's because I have this horrible pimple on my face and so I'm confining myself and my pimple to house arrest so I have more time to contemplate on my life.

Anyhow, I guess some lines DO reflect how I feel, but it's just that poignant sense that you're looking for.

Okay lyrics (with favorite parts ... out of all the favorite parts of course, are bold).

You're on the phone with your girlfriend.
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you've said.
She doesn't get your humor like I do.
I'm in the room.
It's a typical Tuesday night.
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do.

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts.
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleacher.
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you.
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans.
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be.
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself "hey, isn't this easy?"
And you got a smile that could light up this whole town.
I haven't seen it in awhile since she brought you down.
You said you're fine, I know you better than that.
Hey, what you're doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers.
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleacher.
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you.
Been here along so why can't you see?
You belong with me.
Standing by you.
Waiting at your backdoor.
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me.

I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night.
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry.
I know your favourite song and you tell me about your dreams.
Think I know where you belong.
Think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you.
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me.
Standing by you.
Waiting at your back door.
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me.

You belong with me.
Have you ever thought just maybe.
You belong with me.

p.s. "I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry."
WHOA! MUSHY!!!

10 Reasons why being with your family is GOOD

As for the replacement class yesterday, I'm agitated by the tone my mother used to wake me up in the morning.
But that's not the point.
After the class, I was suppose to follow s4 they all to watch a movie.
Then after the movie, I was suppose to follow another batch of my friends for dinner.
I was suppose to go to both invitations.

But as I step into my mother's car after school to get changed to go out.
My mum said that my yima's family(cousin) asked for me.
And that it was important.
So, no outing, went straight to their house.

Went there, we(me and my cousins) didn't do anything else except for lounging on the couch.
I even stayed overnight at there and went back home this morning after my piano lesson.

With all those time on my hand, how can I not think of a list for my beloved readers.
So, here you are.
TEN Reason why Being with your Family members is GOOD/FUN.

1.) You won't feel bored.
- Serious, we just lounge on the sofa for like 4 hours straight doing nothing in my school uniform before going out for dinner and I didn't even feel bored in any sense. Although most of the time I'm dozing off. But it means that we don't even have to talk to each other the whole time without feeling uncomfortable or awkward.

2.) You got to do weird stuff minus the embarrassment point.
- My butt got really itchy at some point, and I kept on scratching it in front of them. And they are my family members, so they don't even feel anything by it and I don't even have to be embarrassed by scratching my butt.

3.) You got to shout out random stuff.
- As my butt was getting itchy, I shout out:" HEY! MY SIFAT IS SO ITCHY!" And my cousins respond to me are:" Hey, Shien, this is a condominium. Our neighbours is guys and they might here you."( This was said half jokingly.) Another respond was:" Har? Your characteristics is itchy ar?" (This was another joke answer too, only Sifat means butt in Cantonese but it means characteristic in Malay.)

4.) Your imaginary husband is ACCEPTED by them.
- They know how much I like this one guy, well he's a star. So, they are the only one who play along with me. And every time DBSK( the group my husband is in) appear on the tv, they will shout like crazy:" SHIEN, YOUR HUSBAND!!!" And I will shriek like crazy too. As if you told your friends:" Hey, this Micky guy is my husband." They will think you hit your head or something.

5.) You got nice clothes from them.
- As my body size is smaller compare to them( can't say I'm slim, because they are skinny too, they're just taller than me), I always got nice clothes from them that doesn't fit them. And most of it came from Japan. (Three of my cousin are mixture of Japanese and Malaysian.) Talk about lucky. I don't even have to waste half a penny to get nice clothes.

6.) You got to teach them homework.
- As you have mixture family members, they enroll into international school and when you help them with their homework, it's a revision for you. And you'll find out the standard is so different. So this cousin of mine is younger than me two years, she was assigned to write a Travelogue. And I only got to know what the hell is a Travelogue yesterday night.

7.) They discuss matrimony issue with you.
- We were chatting and something popped up. One of my cousin said:" I think Shien is going to marry a Korean." Another said:" No lar, I think she has a higher chance of marrying a Japanese." One said:" Isn't she suppose to marry a Chinese?" See, how fun our conversation is.

8.) Your publicity rate went higher/You got to know more friends.
- Cousins who snapped your picture and post in on their facebook profile. And I even became friends with some of my cousin's best friend.

9.) You got to tell them your story/They remember what you said.
- Yup, you got to tell them what's happening to you lately and they don't even feel bored hearing you. And you even got to exchange each other stories and feelings. They remember what I hate most( animals & chocolates), they remember what I love most( peach & Micky & of course them), they remember what I'm allergic to and where is my allergic spot, they even remember the spot where I had operation on.

10.) You got loads of compliments from them.
- They'll tell you how cute you are. It's always heart warming with them. Well, overall, being with them is always nice. And fun too( most of the time).

List created by: One and Only Miss Dorky/StyleWalker aka ShieN
*not a credible source though.

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p.s. Abel Lim, stop doing what you are doing. You're making me crazy. In a good way. But that's not the point. He even gave me a blow-kiss after school yesterday.
Now, how can I not like him in a FAN way? If he stay still and doesn't do anything, I might resist his charm. I'm telling you how can I not go crazy seeing him blow-kiss to me instead of waving goodbye.
And I'm going to be his number one fan when he becomes a singer. He said that was his ambition and he sounded really good. Don't ask me why I know this. (That's because he practically sing to me everyday making me blush the whole time)
I'm going to be your number one fan!
I AM SO SCREWED!

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p.s.s. Congratulations Manchester United for scoring 4 to 0 on Saturday match.

Rumors

How many times have I heard:
"Shien, you know that my friend is talking about you?"
"Is it true?"
"Is it true that you like that guy?"
"Is it true that you and that girl had a fight?"
"Is it true that that girl hates you?"
"Is it true you've done that?"
"Is it true you've said that?"

Is it true?
Is it true?
Is it true?
GOSH!!!

While rumors about me are flying around, it may true, but it may be as FAKE as the girl who told you those rumors.

And for those publisher/editor of rumors, you may feel self-worth or happy at that point when you're talking bad about me behind my back, but in the end of day, you'll still feel self-low, wondering where you have gone wrong in your life without a clear sense of fulfillment.

How many times have this happen?
Uncountable.

And for those bfh( a new term I've develop today, Best Friend from Hell, you know those who you thought is your friend, but they're the one who is the award wining backstabber), natural consequences, baby.

Natural consequences.
What goes around comes around.

p.s. Talking behind other's back is so NOT ladylike.

p.s.s And the worst part is, I'm actually starting to believe all those rumors about me.
And I feel lousy about all of this.

I'm tired of it.
Really tired about it.

You belong with me.
^^

Football season is back

Little update here.
Went to yima house again on Saturday to go to Japan club.
Apparently they're celebrating for New Year.
Came back home yesterday.

Heard the boys talking about football today.
I didn't know Mu was playing again.
Since they've been kicked out of FA club.
I really didn't care much.
Anyway, glad to know they're playing again.
I think this time is Barclays?

p.s. Glad to made so many new and friendly friends this year.

p.s.s. If you look in my eyes, would you see what's inside? Would you even care?

Words

你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道。
再来一次，我会主动开口。

What I Want

After school today, me and Khee went to Pavilion for that show Avatar.
Then I went to mama's office.

As we are going home, mama's car won't start.
So, mama called her boyfriend.
But he was not answering.
Then mama decided to called her ex-husband which is my father.

Daddy came over to take us home after ten minutes or so.

So, what I'm saying here is not about the story.
I want to say that if I could get a boyfriend.
I would wish that he's someone who can be by my side.
No matter good times or bad times.
Because it's when things like that happen you realize how alone you really are.

Someone who could listen to me crying and cursing when I'm sober.
And someone who I could laugh with when I'm happy.

对方想当个国王也好，比我强势也好，
我都不介意。
因为我觉得只要抓住他的手，就不需要再烦恼些什么。
我只想当个无忧无虑的小女人。

Adios, amigo.
^^

p.s. I love you, mama.

Board Games

Life is like a board game(to me).
You know all those board games that you play when you're little.
Those snake board games.
Throw on the dice and you get a six, you take six steps.
Then you see the space if anything is written on it.
etc Miss a turn, move 3 steps forward, move backwards.

So now, in life, it's the same.
You throw on the dice, the dice means your choice.
Then you'll have to see the number you're getting, now that's luck.

So, you can't really blame it all on your choice, but it is your choice that brought you here today.
Am I making a point here?

And when you're lucky, you'll get a move forward pass.
And if you're the other way round, maybe miss a turn or move backwards.

Sometimes, you move forward, sometimes you move backward and even sometimes you're just where you are previously.

So, what's position are you in now?
Moving forward?
Maybe you're stuck where you are?
Perhaps you're moving backwards instead?

One way or another, the dice is always in your hand.
^^

I'm a Butt LOVER

I have discover a symptom in me lately.
Hah, talk about weird.

I have found out lately that I love other's butt.

It just start from patting my mum's butt.
Then to my brother's butt.
Then it move on to my other family's butt.

And it got worse.
Now it went to my friends butt.

Not that I pinch their butt or anything.
I don't slap it either.

I'm just merely patting it in a way of saying:"You Go!"
Serious.

Anyway, I think that my friends and family don't mind me patting their butt.
They're actually enjoying it.
(Hey, I'm actually doing them a favor.)

I'M A BUTT LOVER.

p.s. Mind Over Matter.

十二星座一句话概括

白羊座：不到黄河不死心

金牛座：百忍成金牛

双子座：神又是他鬼又是他

巨蟹座：母性的代表

狮子座：信自己的太阳

处女座：一切都要最好

天秤座：用自己的尺去衡别人的尺度

天蝎座：最记仇的星座

射手座：最紧要好玩

摩羯座：船头惊鬼船尾惊贼

水瓶座：天天新款日日不同

双鱼座：沉溺在廉价的伤感世界

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p.s What can I do?

装可爱还是要说个明白？

p.s.s I LOVE PATRICK STAR~

If the World was Rule by GIRLS~

Have you ever wonder what would it be like if the whole world was ruled by girls/women?
Then you'll get stuff like this.

What do you think?

Cool?

p.s. I still can't believe that Man Utd was out of Fa cup.

Familiar

First day back at school for 2010.
Feels good.

Glad to be back.
Glad to hear friends calling my name again.
Glad to wear back school uniform.

It was great overall.
Didn't know how much I miss them until I went into class today.

Yup, it was still a familiar sight for me.

Really glad to be back.
^^

p.s. Today is a special day too.
Birthday of Sir Isaac Newton.

p.s.s There's MAGIC in everything and some loss to even things out.

(→我在未来, 等你。)

Long Hair GIRLS = Patient

Yup, girls with long hair equal to girls with huge amount (I mean MASSIVE amount) of PATIENT.

I'm not kidding.

For those three photo above.

If the girls start to grow their hair from short-to-ear length.

It's going to take 3 to 4 years.

I have drawn a picture for the readers in case they don't understand what kind of short I'm talking about.

3 years minimum for the first photo if you grow from the picture I drawn.

And 4 years for the second and third photo.

Because when you curl your hair, the result will be shorter.

Serious.

Like this.

So, what I'm saying is that girls who can grow their hair so long are girls who have lots of patience.

It's not just WAITING for the hair to grow, it's a whole more job.
It's a whole TENDER and CARE situation.
You need to wash them.

That long hair, you need extra amount of shampoo.

And for some girls who can't stand their hair not smooth, they put on conditioner after washing with shampoo.

Then you need to dry it.
Do you think you could just let it dry by like that?
Your hair will become all white(the time your waiting for it) if you just let it dry by natural.

No, you need to blow dry them.
And before you blow dry them, you need to put on some hair lotion to make it even smoother and untangle.

Then you need to comb your hair.
It's not like combing combing.
You need to comb it with lot's of love.
To avoid hair fall.

And for those girls who had perm or curl or color their hair.
It's a lot more work for them.
Applying lots of lotion, and curling the curl back to place so it won't look out of shape.

See?

And when the weather it's hot, you'll feel more hot than short hair girls.

And when you are in a smoking zone or restaurant, your hair will smells worse than short hair girls when you're going home.

I'm not imagining thing here.

But look at the bright side, long hair make a girl look NICE.

Hah, that's why so many girls still put through the trouble to keep their long hair.

Well, we are not trying to be Rapunzel either.

Still...

So, here's to those girls who have long hair.
^^

New Year Resolutions

While my friends are having dinner with each others, I'm at Port Dickson with my family celebrating New Year's eve.

It was fun?

^^

The start of 2010~~~

Hmm...

To have a great start, you have to have New Year Resolutions.

So, this is mine:

1. Finish up my homework before the deadlines.

(Shit, homework...)

2. Have GREAT and SHARP eye-sight to spot NICE and CHEAP clothes.

(I didn't wrote I'll spend less)

3. Stop throwing sarcasm at my brother's face just to see his reaction.

(Or throw sarcasm at anyone face for that matter)

4. Study for my final exams?

(Well, I'm a maximum result minimum effort kid, so, go on trying to talk some sense into me)

5. Go green for once.

(like bring your own bag when you buy things instead of using plastic bag)

6. Stop breaking my mum's heart and be a nice girl.

(I didn't say obedient, so I can as defiance as I want, hah)

7. Be more grateful to all the things around me.

(Oh my MASCARA, I love you so much, thank you very much. Thanks for making my eyes seems enhance. Thank you my little mascara.)

8. Focus my heart 100% to this particular ONE guy.

(I'm serious about this.)

9. Cut down the amount of me doing CRAZY stuff.

(I'll try real hard for this)

10. Enjoy myself.

I'll tell you by 2010 end of the year, did I accomplish all the things I wrote down.

Family to-die-for. Hah, my brother was holding a champagne is his hand. Mom was too busy writing her own new year resolutions.

Let's start today with some craziness. ^^

Hey, history is in making here!

Happy New Year~~~
新年快乐~~~
SaeHae Bog ManhI BadEeSeYo~~~
Akeome~~~
Selamat Tahun Baru~~~
(Or in any other language, too bad I don't speak Kenya.)

p.s. He said this to me, and I like it very much (both the word and the guy, the guy who I intented to stay focus on, no.8 resolution).
*一无所有表示能够拥有更多的梦想