Rumors

How many times have I heard:
"Shien, you know that my friend is talking about you?"
"Is it true?"
"Is it true that you like that guy?"
"Is it true that you and that girl had a fight?"
"Is it true that that girl hates you?"
"Is it true you've done that?"
"Is it true you've said that?"

Is it true?
Is it true?
Is it true?
GOSH!!!

While rumors about me are flying around, it may true, but it may be as FAKE as the girl who told you those rumors.

And for those publisher/editor of rumors, you may feel self-worth or happy at that point when you're talking bad about me behind my back, but in the end of day, you'll still feel self-low, wondering where you have gone wrong in your life without a clear sense of fulfillment.

How many times have this happen?
Uncountable.

And for those bfh( a new term I've develop today, Best Friend from Hell, you know those who you thought is your friend, but they're the one who is the award wining backstabber), natural consequences, baby.

Natural consequences.
What goes around comes around.

p.s. Talking behind other's back is so NOT ladylike.

p.s.s And the worst part is, I'm actually starting to believe all those rumors about me.
And I feel lousy about all of this.

I'm tired of it.
Really tired about it.