So much Work and I'm blogging

I

AM

GOING

COMPLETELY

INSANE

FROM

INSUFFICIENT

TIME

OF

SLEEP.

Gosh, what's the time now?

Oh yeah, 4.
In the morning.
Mama and baby ain't gonna like this.

Anyway, yesterday I practically spent my whole day at Mid Valley with my family members.
And it got me thinking,
'what if I was from a different set of families?'

Then it crossed my mind that I was totally okay with what I have now.
It's like suddenly a sense of blissfulness dawn upon me.

I've got a mother who willingly took me to a far away place just to buy the peach drink that I'm addicted to even though she's all worn out that day.

I've got a brother who bought a handbag for me just because he is getting a paycheck now, well, actually me complaining about my lost affection towards my last handbag really play a big part in it too.

I've got a cousin who said to me "Shien ar, I would buy that dress for you when I get my next salary" while we are standing outside a window of a fancy shop.

I've got a yima who celebrated her birthday at a karaoke shop just because she knows I love singing.

I've got a cousin who wrote letter to me telling me that I'm the best cousin in the whole wide world.

I've got a best friend who would invite me to go work with her and tell me every single thing about her crush and everything else just simply because I'm her best friend.

I've got a guy who is willingly to explain everything to me from his point of view and his level of affection towards me always makes my heart warm, though we may stand at a different level, but I'm pretty sure that we're looking at a same direction now. ^^

Well, I need to stop now.

Many people associate divorce consequences with isolation, but not abundance.

If I could choose or to start over again, I would have it the same way too.
Everything start from in within, it doesn't matter how good it looks outside if it rots in the inside.

Anyway, gotta get back to my 'atom'ness.

I think the signs was there when I started to skip beauty sleep two weeks ago, I mean about me going crazy.

I'm going crazy really you think I'm going crazy who said I'm going crazy. I'm not going crazy.
Woo, I have a hole on my face and I mean it.
It sink into my face.

I have a sad life.

:(

p.s. I've pretty much resigned myself to this life of slavery to test that last three weeks.