Holiday comes at the RIGHT time

Went for LP( Lembaga Pengerusi)'s MP(Majlis Perpisahan) this morning. Me and XiaoYing are the food committee member. Everything kinda went out of order, XiaoYing broke down and cry many times. I just stood there to let her calm herself down. To me, I've always hate mp because they waste my time. That's why I actually don't feel angry or sad, I just felt shocked seeing the amount of people that came. But I did go, and the mp ended quite well. So, everything is okay to me.

When I was waiting for my mama to come pick me up, I saw Man walking towards me. Then when she saw me, she began to run. Hmm? Is she running towards me? Or somebody else? I quickly stop eagerly waiting for her to do what she wants to do. She hugged me the moment she is in front of me. Hmm, ya, I kinda know what she's feeling down about. Man ar, everything is all right lar. It's really not your fault. You really did a great job~~~

My piano class was canceled today coz I was too tired to go for it. I really miss my piano and my teacher a lot.

p.s. Saw some news about my DongBAng oppas( Dong BAng Shin Ki), I don't really know what I'm feeling now. Ya, for the first time in my life, I don't know what I'm feeling now. And it's not even about a boy. Okay lar, it's about boys, but they are not technically MY BOYS. Haiz, don't know what to think.

p.s.s I don't even know what I'm feeling now and it certainly doesn't feel good.

If this is real,
then I don't believe in destiny or faith or life or whatever kind of bs.
If this will make me lose you,
then I'll go against the whole world.
I wonder if I could love you in a right way.

I just want to be left alone to stay blank.
Holiday came at a right time just for me to be in my own world.