My HEAD is going to EXPLODE! (literally)

Today is only the first day of MY holiday, and I'm already running out of energy. Oh man! Isn't holiday suppose to be like walking around the house doing nothing? And yet, my whole holiday is already fully booked by my friends and family.

AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO GO OUT!!! ARGHHHH!!!!

I mean , I'm very happy that my friends and family wants me to go out with them, I'm very pleased and honoured, but, my holiday... My holiday... My holiday!!!

Too MANY invitation, my brain is going to burst into tiny pieces and the leftover will be eaten by crows(burung gagak). EWWW... What am I talking about? See? See? See? This is because of seriously in need of resting time and making too many decisions, I've become just... CRAZY!!! ヽ((◎д◎　))ゝ

I just want to stay in my lovely little house and sit on my sofa thinking "Whoo, what am I going to do next? This Holiday is so damn bored."
That's the way it is! HOLIDAY IS SUPPOSE TO BE BORING, NOT RUNNING AROUND EVERYWHERE EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!!!!!!

p.s. Today I have just spent my half whole day going out with my family members.

p.s.s. Mei called me today. And hah, I will think about your suggestion. (^∇^)

I want to go out with s4 folks, but I don't have enough money due to Man's celebration. So now, I'm sitting home. I just want to sleep in my bed all day. My pocket already got hole inside. That means I'm seriously announcing I'm in bankrupt state now. (´□｀｡)