My Future is Coming Soon

Today was the last paper.

Now I'm what?

Officially graduated from my foundation programme.

I don't know what to feel. YET.

I think I'm a little dense sometimes.

Anyhow.

Pictures.

 Me (or in this picture, my leg). My notes. My pencil box. In the library.

A few of my friends. I was grinning like crazy because I was perspiring like hell and yet the cameraman was still fooling around.

A few of us are evidently closer to one but not others.

Overall, we did good as a group.

Everyone is going a hundred different direction, but I'm glad I'll have friends that are doctors, dentists and physiotherapists.

HAHAHAR.

I'm thinking way too far now.

I think deep down I'd already miss them.

But the feelings haven't been interpreted by my head yet.

Foundation is gone now.

Degree here I come.

Until September that is.

Wish Jar

Yes, it will come true.

I'll never have this

I know I'll never buy a camera this kind, but my friend let me had my 15 seconds of ouuuu-I'm-a-photographer.

Ate Snowflakes 3 times this week. Seriously addicted.

p.s. Wanna go Snowflakes with me?


p.s.s. No wonder I got 5 books for the price of 40, it's freaking literature.

十二星座收到暗恋短消息时

白羊: 啊啊, 是谁是谁,打电话直说嘛,这么磨及,有这功夫都恋上 了.


金牛: 他/她不是在开我玩笑吧\?先用别人电话查查,谨慎点好.


双子: 切~~ 谁来这套,陪你玩到底\"我心里也一直有你,你知道吗\" 搞到最后,对方都不知道谁在暗恋谁~~


巨蟹: 什么,有人爱我\? 不会是逗我玩的吧,妈妈说现在拿短信骗人的可多了,再等等看,表轻信啦.


狮子:　哦，看来我的魅力真是无人可敌，唉，没办法谁让我这么有吸引力呢．


处女：嗯，那个人以前有没有过男／女朋友啊？看他／她这么主动，肯定好不到哪里去．偶要的是纯洁的爱情，先了解了再说．


天平：又一个难题，回不回他／她的短信？回吧，我又不知道它是谁万一拿我开涮怎么办．不回？万一它是我梦中情人怎么办？．．．．请一个星期后来看天平的结果．


天蝎：这句子写的真好，问问它是谁先．那个人最好别逗我，要不然有你小子苦吃的．


射手：啊啊，爱我，　好，回个电话，明天见面吧．


摩羯：不变应万变，静观其变，免得错投了感情浪费时间．


水瓶：let it be~~ 有无数种可能,所以最好还是表动它,让它保留一种美好的感觉..


双鱼: 嗯,是不是隔壁班上的那个谁\?昨天路过那时,我就看它眼神不对.嗯,也可能是XX, 它上次就说要想一块出去玩....那我以后要不要跟它结婚呢....唉,真麻烦。

Accidental Discovery

Hah!
I felt like I'd just won a lottery ticket.


I was randomly selecting files from my phone and I had just discovered a way to post pictures from my phone.


Oh!
Joy to the world!


May the rumble begin.

 One of the days in the class.

 Me and Jelly baby in the gym room.

Finally, my first ever prom night slash annual dinner. Since I had missed my high school's prom, it was only natural for me to anticipate so much from this annual dinner instead. Danced with so many of my friends. It was AWESOME!

Went singing with JoAnn some time back. My favorite - Janice.

Became one of the bridesmaids for FeiFang's sister alongside with Little Ru and Evan last Sunday. Damn fun.

My future daughter will definitely owns a few traits like Sonia here. SUPER CUTE!

Will be posting a lot more soon since I'd found a way to upload pictures now.


MUAHAHAHA.


Until then.

Capacity to Understand

Ohhhh, how long have I not felt the urge to blog again.
Well, I guess today is my lucky day then.


This is going to be a long post.
You are well warned before proceeding.


Here goes.


To be honest, I wasn't feeling so up to par before the week of Chinese New Year.


Things happened in school.
It was supposed to be a harmless comment but it hit me down faster than you can say 'supercallifragilisticexpialidocious'.
*sorry, that was my nerdy side, can't help but to quote Mary Poppins*


It happened once way back, but I didn't thought much of it and brushed it aside.
When it happened again last week, it made me thought to myself "Is this what people think of me?".


Since it was a matter close to my heart, I was pretty gutted.


It was a thing from the past but things were not that hard back then, and I thought since now I'm in tertiary education, the crowd would be more understanding and less judgmental. But how wrong was I.  


That comment was filled with such judgement, such bias.
It broke my spirits down instantly.
I was struggling for that few days.


I didn't want to consult this with my college friends because I simply doesn't want to bad mouth anyone and I am sure both the comments were not thought thoroughly before being expelled.


Notice how I used "Capacity to Understand" instead of "Capability to Understand".


Then CNY came.
And I felt a little of LiShien coming back to me.
Just enough for me to enjoy myself.


And after yesterday, I felt joyous again.


And I quote myself at Sunday 29/01/2010 12.05am,
"As I am sitting at this table, I look around to see the crowd I'm with tonight. The table was filled with familiar faces. Chatter was audible but I wasn't really paying attention. Suddenly someone said something funny and the whole table cracked up and started laughing with him. And at that moment, I felt lighthearted."


Can you imagine?
Me, feeling lighthearted.


That moment was a real pick me up.
*chuckle*
It was so innocent and so sincere.


The whole week of CNY was jam packed with friends and family and today was the only day I'm sitting at home with absolutely nothing to do.
This year's CNY was way better than I had anticipated.


The first 3 days I had spent it with my family, lounging at the their house or out for a movie with them.


Then the subsequent days of CNY I had spent it with my friends.
Namely Joann and my high school mates.


And I quote myself again at Sunday 29/01/2010 2.35am,
"As I was sitting in the front seat of Loon's car, I felt a wave of gratitude dawn upon me".


Yesh, I am a feeler.
I feel way too much.
That, I'll admit to it.
*chuckle again*


Loon had been so nice by sending me home when every one of them are staying overnight at Hao's house.


I'll admit.
I really like the attention they're showering on me now.
Namely Loong, Loon and Lun.


Not boy to girl attention but good friend to good friend attention.


And I'm really enjoying it to the max now.
Because I know once they have a girlfriend, all of this will be impossible to grasp on to again.


Well, I had rant on for way too long.
I'm coming to an end now.


Thank you Mum and Boyfriend, they'd probably had heard this story way too many times.


Thank you JoAnn for the longest lunch I'd ever had.


Oh, and thank you friends whom I've spent CNY with.
Thanks.
For being there.


I know in the future, words will still break me.
And when it does, I will still break down and cry.


But I know something somewhere will pick me up again.
:)

The Week before CNY

Before I share about my Chinese New Year, I ought to update you about the week before it first.


And I rather write this post mainly because I was having too much fun and neglected the fact that I need pictures to update my blog.


So...
I'll think of a way soon enough.


So here goes.










BUT I'd just found out that I can't upload any pictures because all my pictures are all in the phone's internal storage and I have no idea how to get it out.


So...


I'll give you one of this then.

Happy Chinese New Year.


p.s. I guess I'll do this another time then.
Hee. 
Bye.

12星座特性之最

白羊座
最粗鲁，最阳刚味，最不会烦恼，最易被理解，最不怕上镜头，最好辩，最易犯罪，好奇心最强，最喜欢刺激，最易与人一言不和，最大胆最会告白，最多壮身材，最大男人主义。


金牛座
最会吃，动作最慢，最怕改变，最爱好和平，最有艺术气质，最勤奋，最守秩序，最有耐心，最喜欢烹饪，最会利用时间，最爱钱，最女性化，最多壮身材，最多金嗓子，最不爱出锋头最温柔，最怕浪费，时常最正经，最礼尚往来，最多女性娇小，最固执，最不好赌。


双子座
最有人缘，最不体贴，最圆滑处事，最会投机取巧，最会临时抱佛脚，最怕无聊，反应最快，最易神经质，最会看人脸色，最不怕透露隐私，运气最好，最没原则，最会突发奇想，最会口是心非，最可能国际联姻，最易分心，最会攀关系，最会肢体语言，最拿得起放得下，最可能有收集癖。


巨蟹座
最感性，最体贴，最爱在家里，最爱好和平，最不会做生意最痴情，最易羞涩，最重视传统，最有人情味，最胆小，最爱烦恼，最少女强人，最易感觉满足最善良，最不会计较，用情最专一，最会检讨自己。


狮子座
最守时，最主观，最会告白，最喜欢热闹，最不会讨人欢心，最自恋，最重自尊，最输不起，最爱出锋头，最喜欢指挥别人，最自信最讲义气，最有保护欲，最没有秘密，灾难中最不冷静，最暴躁，最怕寂寞，最光明磊落，最易被理解，最喜欢穿彩色衣服。


处女座
最拘谨，最粗鲁，最会记恨，最不肯吃亏，最会讨价还价，最理智，最雄辩，最重视考试，最会检讨自己，最重视真凭实据，最纯洁，最势利眼，最可能晚婚，最会口是心非，最实际，最易致富，最有求知欲，择偶条件最高，最守时，最会计较，最爱看电视，最有时间观念。


天秤座
最悠哉，最爱美，最重视外表，最优柔寡断，最喜欢交朋友，最客观，最爱装傻，最爱出锋头，最不会内疚，最雄辩，最输不起，最好逸恶劳，最会逗人开心，最公正，最爱看电视，最会讲电话，最有崇洋倾向。


天蝎座
最神秘，话最少，最多美女，最有判断力，生气时最可怕，最好色，最易羞涩，翻脸最彻底，占有欲最强，最大男人主义，最阴险，最会记恨，最喜欢黑色，最不易上当，最会口是心非，最怕吵，最会保秘，最会做生意，最深谋远虑，最不相信人性，最性感，最讲义气，最会挖秘密，最适合做007。


射手座
最诚实，最会运动，最不修边幅，最不会记恨，最不会口是心非，最好赌，最怕无聊，最爱往外跑，最会丢三忘四，最拿得起放得下，最乐观，最易犯罪，最不会烦恼，最禁的起玩笑，最会临时抱佛脚，最快乐，最有肚量，最会伤人心，最不重视纪律，最不会判断是非，动作最快，最大而化之，最喜欢刺激，最不会看脸色，最容易交到坏朋友，最多帅哥，最爱好和平，最会突发奇想，最不重视精神层面。


摩羯座
最理智，最会做生意，最有上进心，最受不了被批评，最勤奋，最想出头天，最重视考试，最不会投机取巧，最怕肉麻，最值得信赖，注意力，最集中，最易致富。


水瓶座
最懒，最女性化，最不讲义气，最会突发奇想，灾难中最冷静，最贪睡，最难理解，最我行我素，最喜欢大自然，最重视精神层面，最理性，最会聊天，最不重视纪律，最可能当黑马，最需要自我空间，最爱幻想，最会拖时间，最没有同情心，最无性别概念，最可能有收集癖，最致力学课本外的东西。


双鱼座
最浪漫，最爱撒娇，最易被骗，最易神经质，最不势利眼，最念旧最爱幻想，最有书卷味，最不会保秘，最多嫁入豪门，最好辩，最不守时，最多夜猫族，记忆力最好，最会讨人欢心，最悲观直觉，最准，最常作鬼脸，最有服务欲，最易养成说谎习惯。

Still Shien

Ello.

I really have inefficient creative juice flowing right now, so I'll just write anything that comes into my head.

Why is it so hard to write something spontaneously?

Well, maybe raw emotions are always filter with the presence of an audience.

Anyhow, this week is my week of holiday.

Yesh.

Let me give you a smiley face here.

:)

Monday, were on a trip in Johor Bharu. The hotel (Thistle Hotel) is superbly nice. The glass wall is nice, the ceiling is nice, the decoration is nice, even the stairs railing captured my attention. And there's a candy house in the lobby too. Ya, back to the topic, this picture exhibits my side of the bed in the hotel room.

 Had this really nice soup at JB too. I'd poured white rice in it to complete my little slice of heaven.

 Tuesday, had lunch with Moemi.

Wednesday, had lunch with KTing, YYing and XYing at Festival City. 

 Finally bought my jeans on that day too.

 Had KimChi soup (my favourite) for dinner with mother on Thursday.

 And today, Friday, went for a movie and lunch with JoAnn. I'd try this new Snoopy cafe in KLCC. The environment is my kind of cute. I am so going back there again.

In the evening, I had dinner with CLoong in Full House.

Well, all of the above concluded my weekend.

Can't wait to go back to school to meet with Jay and Sally and Jelly they all.

The fact of enjoying close relations calling me Shien had moved to my subconscious mind.

This week hearing them calling me Shien, just a simple Shien, bought back a lot of emotions.

I'm still figuring why I love hearing people calling me that.

Maybe it shows a sense of closeness since only my family members call me by that.

And sad to say, I am still Shien.

Hee.

Last Week

Had not been updating my blog for quite some time now cause I was preparing for my finals.

So this is officially the update on the week of exam (aka last week).

My room looks like a refugee camp. 

This is how I look like throughout the whole week. 

Had this tang yuan on Thursday, I guess.

Am enjoying my one week holiday.
If I can get pass the thought of resitting for both Maths and Physics.


Happy Holidays.
:)

Are you ready for this?

Hey guys!

ARE YOU READY FOR THIS?

Yes, I am going to present to you "SFFITW".

Hehe, try pronouncing it.

SFFITW.

Shien's Favourtite Food In The World.

Taadaa.

KimChi Soup.

OHHH!

How the soup mix perfectly with the white rice.

It just explode in your mouth.

And how the veggie is just so so so tasty.

And you know I can never say no to it.

HmmMmmm.

A Trip A While Ago

Me and my family went for a short trip to Kuala Selangor a while ago.

Okay, I can't really exactly remember when.

But ya, Kuala Selangor here we go.

In the morning, went for breakfast with Boyfriend. 

 My breakfast. :)

Reached Kuala Selangor about noon. Went to see Monkeys. 

At night before dinner, we went for Fireflies. 

Crabs for dinner. YESH!

And the hotel room we stayed in doesn't have any hanger, so I improvised.

Hee.
I think I secretly enjoy this kind of getaway.

December

Obviously, I wanted to emphasis on something, that's why the pictures are all in large size.

Just finished wrapping up all the presents.

CHRISTMAS PRESENTS it is!

FIS (Foundation In Science) students went on to Mid Valley for movies today.

But instead I went to buy presents with Boyfriend today.

He carried all the stuff. 

Thanks thanks thanks.

:)

 This picture was taken just a few minutes ago. PRESENTS!

And to the Birthday Girl who is hugging me in this picture, Happy Birthday Sally.

Hee.

I am happy.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

Hee.

p.s. Bringing Sally to the Sacred Place next Friday.

p.s.s. I want a pair of jeans. So badly.

p.s.s.s. Final is in like what? 16 days?

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ 

十二星座开车状态

白羊座
对于有＂战神＂称号的羊羊，开起车来肯定横冲直撞，即使被众人所唾弃也不改变。想我羊羊，怎么能跟在别人屁股后面开车呢？


金牛座
牛牛可以说是十二星座中性子最慢的一个。所以，他们开车，往往是慢悠悠的，任凭千万只喇叭在后面狂鸣。急什么啊，等我牛牛看完了路边的风景再说。


双子座
如果你看到一个人，一边开车，一边吃东西，一边听音乐，一边和左右的人聊天的，那肯定就是双双啦。具有双重性格的双双，即使是在开车，这个危险极大的问题上，照样一心二用。这有什么奇怪的，那是我双双善于利用时间！


巨蟹座
蟹蟹可是一个顾家的人，往往他们的车后座放满了为自己爱人，baby的东西，比方说尿布，奶粉之类的。如果自己的孩子坐在旁边，蟹蟹就会分心。没办法，那是我蟹蟹热爱家庭。


狮子座
狮狮开车不是为了开车，而是为了炫耀他的名贵跑车！如果，街上有个人开着一辆绝世好车，却开得很慢，那么，他肯定是狮子座。狮狮只是想炫耀他的车，如此而已。


处女座
小处开车绝对认真，是不会开太快也不会太慢的，绝对保持标准车速。一边口中默念驾校老师教的口诀，一边用标准动作换档，踩油门。谁叫我们小处是完美主义者呢？


天秤座
秤秤是个乐观主义者。即使雨天路滑，他也会毫不犹豫地开车上路。他的思维是这样的：就算路滑，又不一定会出事情；就算出事情，也不会摊上我；就算摊上我，我又不一定会出事；就算出事，还有保险公司顶着…………可想，秤惩是多么富有逻辑性和乐观态度，好可爱！


天蝎座
蝎蝎哪天车开得无聊了，想阴别人一把。先给自己的宝贝车装上高级防护杠，然后上路。先是看很快，等有车跟上来了，再突然降低速度。让别人装个落地开花。嘿嘿～谁叫你没蝎蝎我智商高！活该！


射手座
小射总是做事糊里糊涂，经常逆向开入单行道，一边还在想，怎么大家都在逆向行驶啊～直到警察叔叔扣他的执照了，才茅塞顿开：我把箭头方向看反了！真是让人又好气又好笑。


摩羯座
小羯做事总是一丝不苟，兢兢业业。开车当然也是规规矩矩。不过身为“工作狂”的他，要是让他知道公司召开紧急会议，他会顾不上身命安全地飙车回公司。小羯，你千万要记住买保险哦～


双鱼座
鱼鱼可是十二星座中最有梦幻想法的星座。他总是一边开车，一边想白马王子，白雪公主之类的故事。或者幻想：有个帅哥（美女）撞上了我的车，然后他（她）向我道歉，我们从此相识，展开了一段恩怨情愁交织的爱情，最后有情人终成眷属………剧终。


水瓶座
精灵古怪的瓶子连开车时也要玩一把，开快开慢只凭自己的心情。自己是舒服了，心情愉快，就是苦了跟在后面司机朋友们。应该包容一下瓶子，谁叫他们平时总是热心肠啊，偶尔耍耍小脾气，也不为过。

十二星座看报纸

白羊：羊羊们会用最快的速度看完报纸，花了10秒钟就记下了全部的内容，在过了一分钟以后，他会完全忘记自己曾经看过报纸。


金牛：他们会立刻在报纸中间找到股票信息和财经新闻，一字不落的全部记住并在心中和昨天的内容相对比。当有人问他们今天报纸有什么国际新闻的时候，他们会很诧异的问到：“报纸也会刊登国际新闻的？”


双子：看报纸的速度很快，记性也不差，不过看完了报纸以后，他们所谈论的报纸内容多半是什么征人广告，寻人启事，或者报纸中缝中刊载的内容。 　　


巨蟹：蟹蟹们看到了自己中意的房子正在减价出售，高兴的不能自已，于是开始盘算如何装修房子，买家具，电器……到了最后才发现，自己因为上班不努力，薪水根本买不起一套房子。 　　


狮子：只留意头版头条的内容，因此狮子们完全不用买报纸，只要在报摊前看一下就好，经济节省。 　　


处女：处女们看报纸一向都是一个字一个字的认真看，不时还爆出一些快乐的声音：“哈哈哈，又找到一个错别字。”至于报纸的内容，专注于找错别字的处女们当然不会留意的啦。


天秤：从来不看报纸，但每期报纸的内容他都知道的一清二楚。这不，又有一堆人围在他身旁大谈对今天报纸的感想了么。^_^ 　　


天蝎：对刑事新闻比较感兴趣，通常会详细分析作案人的心理动机和行为。然后轻蔑的呸了一声：“要是我，才不会用这么愚蠢没有效率的法子那？”旁边的人冷汗ing…… 　　


射手：对花边新闻最感兴趣，比如某某星又换了一个女朋友了之类。然后为自己的花心找到了一个非常好的借口。 　　


摩羯：摩羯们其实非常想看看报纸的招聘内容，只是，你能想象到摩羯们躺在沙发上，旁边一壶清茶，休闲的看着报纸这样的情景吗？ 　　


水瓶：瓶子号称是最聪明的星座，所以当然不会满足于只注意表面文字之类的冬冬，他们更擅长挖掘深层次的内容，比如，比如，这份报纸的是什么样的纸做成的之类。 　　


双鱼：鱼鱼们多半会看一些情状凄惨的内容，一方面出于自己泛滥的同情心，一方面为滔滔洪水积蓄力量。

Weekly Update

As title stated above.

Jelly vandalized my hand on Monday.

Went to the library with Jay on Thursday since we had a 3 hours break. Please compare my side of the table to hers. See mine, one stack of extra notes, my highly coordinated notes and my report. Now spot hers, I can't even tell which is which. She knows I'm going to post this and hence the 'phewy' face.

 Me. Me fixing my report since it had some crease on it. And can you spot Sally in the background?

Had a small quiz covering Integration yesterday. NAH! Math's always been my weakest subject.

Anyhow, gonna go refill my water bottle now.


p.s. Am starting to countdown to my finals now.
30 days to be exact.


Am fully anticipating Semester 3 as the subjects cover in Semester 3 are not major subjects.


And and and the credit hours in Semester 3 is shorter.


AND one of the subject in Semester 3 is psychology.


Yes yes yes!


Now, I just have to survive this first.

A typical Day in FIS

As you can see from the title.

This is the view you'll get once you walk in my class.

 You can see a very tired me.

A very confused Sally. 

 A very artistic Jay.

And a highly acrobatic Jelly. 

Nah, just kidding, we're good students.

Byebi.

Science and What Sorts

Since I am updating my Poupee now.

Might as well update my blog too.

:)

Friday, went to Petrosains with Boyfriend. FINALLY. Been waiting so long to do it. A small tick across my list.

After, watched Immortals too. *sigh* Overrated show. At least Boyfriend liked it.

Loved my Friday outing.


Want to shout out below.
Being attractive is not an excuse for being a shitty person.
*hee, courtesy of Girls Line*


And lately, Star World had been keeping me busy.
With all 90210, Switch At Birth, ANTM All Star and New Girl.


I think I'm gonna be lazy for today.
And skipped Maths revision.


Thanks for reading, MULAN.


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What do you do in the Laboratory?

 You get pinch by.

 Your camera phone is utilised by strangers.

And it's your turn to camwhore too.

Ain't it COOL?

什麼樣的男人讓十二星座女生無法抗拒？

白羊座

白羊女生無法抗拒那種趕衝趕撞，有課性又有自己主張得男生，但因為自己個性也很衝所以常常起衝突。

金牛座

金牛女生對於那種溫文儒雅又能帶來生活安全感的男生最無法抗拒，不過卻很容易被外表給騙了。

雙子座

雙子女生喜歡頭腦靈活的男生，遇到很愛哈拉又聰明的男人時她就底擋不住了，不過這種愛情火花總是維持不了多久。

巨蟹座

巨蟹女生不重視外表，卻很重視對方的內在，有時後容易被才子型的男生吸引，但最後巨蟹女生才領悟到，居家男人才是適合她的。

獅子座

獅子座女生無法抵抗那種具有征服他人能力的男性，表面上獅子女生可能會和他有所衝突，心理卻很想接近對方。

處女座

浪漫的愛情還是可以依偎一輩子的對象？常常讓處女座的內心矛盾，許多處女座長因為這樣猶豫而讓對方落跑了。

天秤座

除了外在條件要不錯，也要有內涵，天秤座女生很常電人，卻很少被人電到，除非樣樣條件都齊全否則天秤座不會昏頭的唷。

天蠍座

天蠍座女生對於有特殊魅力的人無法抗拒，這種神秘的吸引力，老實說很可能和性愛有關呢！

射手座

射手女生對於活潑樂觀的男生比較沒有抵抗力，因為她自己也是同樣的人當然是物以類聚。

山羊座

山羊女生常常被成熟的男人吸引，對方就算大她個十歲山羊女生也不會太在乎。

水瓶座

水瓶女生聰明伶俐，他們的眼光也相當獨到，特別容易喜歡上有才氣卻又不拘小節的人。

雙魚座

雙魚可以說相當容易被打動，只要你夠真誠夠溫柔，她們很容易動心，一旦心有所屬之後，還是有少部分的雙魚座仍無法抗拒其他溫柔的誘惑。