Wednesday, August 31, 2011

The start of Semester 2

Last week was my first week back to college after our meekly one week break.

Jo, me and Jelly.

Jo is talking to me, I'm fiddling with my notes, the purple lovers in the corner is Jay and Sally, and you can even catch a glimpse of Peggy laughing at the back there.

Hah.
It's all starting all over again.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

WooHOOO


SEE SEE SEE!

I FINALLY GOT MY MEMORY CARD!

AND I CAN OFFICIALLY UPDATE MY BLOG NOW.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

(The text is in caption basically because, well, I'm SHOUTING)

Anyhow, the memory card is quite cheap.
Cheaper than what I had expected.

And in the photo it's just the cover.
The chip is already INSIDE my phone.
And I can say it's functioning really well right now.

And I'm posting up everything now.
But the post will be coming on randomly.
Because I don't want information overload happening.

So, heehee.

(And why am I always writing in a sense that there is an audience, it's just me and my blog.)

[Insert your heart here]

I've been waiting for a reason (pictures) to update my blog, but this couldn't wait any longer.

I saw a manual camera and it caught my eyes straight away.
I bought it without second guessing.
I went home and told him my excited news.

He started to act strange on the phone.
He wasn't quite pointing out what he's trying to say out loud.
He didn't respond according to my expectation.

We fought.
We cried.
We made up.
We cried even more.

See, I thought it would be a sweet gesture to take pictures of the both of us because we haven't taken much picture together.
And since he'll be going overseas later, I figured why not make some memories now.

But understand, he didn't like it because he didn't like being reminded that he's going away soon.

I hate this.
I hate how deep the both of us had gone.

The deeper you go,
The more heart strings you tangle,
And even the smallest emotion could cause the biggest strum.

Just like guitar, if you only had two strings, the sound you strum on wouldn't be that loud.
But how about twenty strings together?
Or even two hundred strings?

I hate promises.
And I couldn't bring myself to promise anything to him too.

None of us can proclaim the future.
But here, now.

It's not a silly little moment.
This feeling is too true to ignore.

See, how we fell in love is totally in god's hand.
But how we stay in love, I can say that most of it is from his constant effort.

So, Lim Zhi Yan.
I'll be your wish.
I'll be your love.
I'll be your hope.
I'll be everything that you need.
And I'll be better when I'm older.

I've always been afraid to show affection to him publicly.
Because I always thought that it would jinx our relationship.
But.
This is all for now.
What happen next will be another story.

Even if we don't end up together.
I'll still have this beautiful set of memory and past emotions.

"Good night", I heard myself said.
"I love you", his soft voice filled my ear.
"I love you too".

And the rest, they say is history.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Li Shien's Update

I'm having my one week holiday now before another semester starts next week.

Just feel like blogging.
I could be having thoughts constipation again.
Hee.

This is going to be a very confusing post as you cannot control constipation.

Letting it all out.

Went on an outing with Mahsa friends last Friday at Mid Valley right after our last paper.

Went on a short Melaka trip on Saturday and Sunday.
I slept a lot.
Woke up late, slept during the car ride, nap for like 5 hours, slept at 11pm.
This continue for two days.

I was beginning to FEEL my holiday.
Or was I having sleep deficiency?

Going on now.

Went out with Sally on Tuesday.
So fun.
There isn't any hint of awkwardness in the air.
And I like that about her.
She's really comfortable in her own skin.

Went out again on Wednesday with Boyfriend.
Went on a movie marathon.
Two movies in a row.
Wore a skirt too short, making me uncomfortable all the way.

Ate a really delicious Garlic Cream Sauce pasta with Boyfriend today.

Boyfriend got his first semester result today.
What can I say more?

He continuously make miracles.

It seems to me that I had to pace up too.

I need to be good enough.
Not just good.
Good enough.

Going on now.

Am really happy with his results.
I'm positively sure he is too.

Although I went out twice, I still didn't get my memory card.
Lazy I guess.

Made a promise with Peggy to go Korean food with her next time.

Happy belated birthday to Limun.

Why am I always too late to know?
I guess it's true.
You need to see things the way it is, not the way you want them to be.

If I want to.
I knew.
I knew I could hurt her that much with my doings too.
I knew.
I knew I could if I want to.

But there's this one little thing that pull my back every time.

I used to think I would tell my friends the story of us of how close we were.
But now.
I'm starting to think I'll tell the story of me of how I got through this.

Going on now.

Poupee and The Sims 3 is currently my life now.

Still haven't made my decision yet.
I guess that could wait.

Anyhow.
Am going out to KLCC later.

While I still have time now, I think I'm gonna catch on with my Sims.

I love my beautiful ordinary life.
Teehee.

Thanks for reading, bye.

Friday, August 5, 2011

星座男生吵架時最怕女友做出的行為

冷戰三天三夜:處女座、天蠍座

天蠍座和處女座是不能忍受女友跟他冷戰的,他們傾向於把事情解決掉,把事情講清楚,因為他們都希望自己是完美的的形象,就算犯了錯,就算要分手,也要把話講清楚,可是對方如果連讓他說話的機會都沒有,他們的內心是非常的浪漫和熱情的,如果對方越不理他就越想要跟對方說話,因此只要對方跟他冷戰天蠍座、處女座一定輸。


摔東西暴力相向:獅子座、天秤座

獅子座認為作為一個男人要讓女生快樂,如果對方被他弄到以暴力相向,表示對方是被他逼的,或者是很容易失控,獅子座要的只是平靜的生活,他將會考慮是否要放棄這段關係,天秤座遇到這個狀況會完全無法應付,他會感覺很受傷,可是天秤座有隱性的暴力傾向,如果讓他忍不住的話,就可能會會以暴力回報絕地大反攻。


一哭二鬧三上吊:雙子座、射手座

雙子座和射手座都是很聰明的人,他們認為這種行為很無聊,有話就講,幹麻要哭鬧,如果對方又尋死尋活的鬧,如果把他們惹毛了,他們可能會冷眼旁觀的。


冷言冷語翻舊帳:魔羯座、雙魚座

他們認為他們很認真誠\懇的面對這段感情,為什麼要冷言冷語,如果對方這麼不禮貌,而且又翻舊帳,魔羯座和雙魚座的人會認為過去的事情已經過去了,人應該向前看,過去留下的應該是教訓,人只要往前走就好了,他們會對於對方冷言冷語的態度以及不斷的翻舊帳覺得不耐煩。


說走就走:巨蟹座、水瓶座

巨蟹座和水瓶座一旦跟對方交往就把對方當自家人,他們就會向對方交代行蹤,以及心理狀況以及生活情形,同理心之下他們也希望對方也一樣,如果對方是拿起行囊說走就走的話,會讓這兩個星座的人很傷心,巨蟹座會陷入一種情緒化和自怨自艾當中,而水瓶座則會認為自己被遺棄而無法忍受。


得理不饒人:白羊座、金牛座

白羊座和金牛座是大男人主義者,當他們認錯時就代表他已經低下姿態了,如果對方緊咬著這件事情不斷的罵不斷的說,一直指責他,他們會認為面子掛不住,他們會認為對方太過分而不再忍耐。

Monday, August 1, 2011

Me Again

Still no pictures.
YET!

As most of my inspiration came from my pictures, so now I'm practically creatively retarded.

Anyhow.

Today, Jay was asking me why I slept late last night.

I, I reached home late from a birthday dinner, and to top that, I had to hand wash my bras.

Jay looked at me as if I'm speaking gibberish.
She's so lucky.
Her mom does all the housework.

Anyhow.

I'm dying to know is there any girl out there who is willing to throw their babies into a metal core spinning machine?

I know most of us are lazy.
Wait.
Me.

I'm lazy.
That's why I'm washing my bras late at night because if I don't.
I wouldn't have anything to wear the next day.

The idea of throwing your bra into the washing machine is outrageous.
If it's a scene in a movie, and there's this girl trying to wash her bra via washing machine method, you could probably see me jumping slow motion to snatch the bra out of her way.

Why I'm so caught up about this?
Because no way am I going to throw a 100 buck into a washing machine.

I know the sole purpose of wearing a bra is supporting AHEM(whatever you're having there), but it actually gives you a sense of pride when you're wearing it.

Anyhow,
my cup noodles are way over time now.

And and and,
finals are coming on next week.

And it will be a cold day in hell to see me putting my bras into the washing machine.