OUCH! Me.

Hey hey.
I'm in Melaka now.

No, stop wondering why I go to Melaka all the time.

Anyhow, I'm sitting in the lobby lounge playing with the computer right now.
And I was seeing back all my blog post just now.

And sitting here, I suddenly realised what a jerk I am.
I wrote about letting her go last year's August.
And now I wrote that I still love her and wants a closure.

Shit, if turn around she was me, and if somebody was messing with me like this, heck, I'll go crazy too.

I'm real mess up.
And real f*ck ed up too.
Oh my.
What is wrong with me?!

Anyhow, I wanna try to stop myself from being like this.
I don't know if I'll succeed or not, I think I just have to try.

Today's New Year Eve.
WOO HOO!

AWESOME!
Okay, I'm just gonna go and play some dress up game or go...
Do nothing.

p.s. A really great news too.
I'm gonna start working on Monday.

p.s.s. Next, my New Year Resolution.