Dreadful

I'm in a dreadful phase now.
It's like a blood sucking leech keep on hanging to your body.

Sorry for turning down a lot of invitation.
And please don't say I'm bias.

I would go out with my baby, my bestie joann and turn down all others is because I'm tired.
I'm tired okay?
I'm mentally tired from what happen in my house, and when I wake up in the morning, I'm left with nothing but a low battery condition.
I'm not fit to entertain anyone right now, let alone please anyone.

So, please.
I'm not asking for forgiveness or understanding.
Please don't say I'm bias or that I always blew off promises.

It's a really tough time for me now.

p.s. Now, I'm gonna bath and have a nice lunch with my bestie JoAnn.

p.s.s And why would I choose the 2 of them to spent time with? It's because they're the ones who truly care and they're the one who stood by my side whenever something happen. They're important to me.