It's more than meets the eyes

Today was Computer and Biology paper 2 exam.

Anyway, after I finished Bio today.
I got like 4o minutes left.
So I started thinking...
And I thought of something that happened way back.
I know it's a shame to bring up history, but as I replay all the details of that scene, I got more and more frustrated.
゛(｀ヘ´#)

A friend of mine once said that I don't know about love and pretended that I know a lot of it.
Ya, I know it's not a big deal.
But this sentence really hurt my dignity a lot.
(Hah, blame it on my dignity.)
Well, it actually hurts me.

So, what is LOVE?
Tell me what love it.
It is a feeling?
It is an ability?
It is when someone care for someone?
WELL, what it is?

Anyone can honestly say that they know WHAT LOVE IS?

Because from the way I see it, Love is different from everyone point of view.

I always talk out my feelings when I'm having problems to feel better.
And it works ALL THE TIME for me.
No exception.
But unfortunately, while I was doing this, someone obviously think that I was immature and childish.
(｡＞0＜｡)

I always compensate with this particular friend of mine.
Hell, I COMPENSATE LIKE CRAZY WITH THIS PERSON.
But I always get the same results.
Tiring and useless.

That's why, when you want to tell your problems to your friend.
Make sure that you choose the right person.
Choose a close friend who wouldn't JUDGE you.
Choose a friend who doesn't judge.
How can you have a good relationship when the other half always judges you?

I accepted you fully in my heart but why are you finding fault in me?
I'm sorry if you can't accept my mind set.

Well, it's not that I don't like that friend of mine anymore.
But I know better who to talk to about my problems this time.
Everything all right.

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I didn't watch football yesterday night, because I was studying for bio and I have faith that Liverpool will win yesterday's night match.

But, aww...
What happened? Tied?
2 to 2.
It's okay.

Ohh!!
And that MU and Chelsea match on Sunday.
MU lost...
Awww...
1-0.

Am waiting for the match of Liverpool versus Manchester City and Arsenal versus Sunderland on 21st of November.

Go! Go! GOOOO!!!
(ﾞ ｀-´)/

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My Manda - I also don't know. This weird obsession just swept me off my feet earlier this year. Then it kinda got serious lately during this Barclays Premier League. STRANGE huh? I thought so too. But it's really fun to watch football and get all excited seeing players running across the field. (*ﾟｰﾟ*) Hah~~~

Good luck to your exam ya~~~

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I was taking the bus home with Geetha today.
And when she's talking to me, she's talking no sense at all.
Then she said: 你的傻,我dijangkit了!

(I know it's weird, Chinese and Malay.
But bare with her, because she's a born Indian but Chinese educated.)

(Mei once said this before last year, and Khee also said that same thing.)

Well, I seriously doesn't agree to what they all had said.
Because I don't think that silliness will or can effect anybody.

Because if silliness can effect people, then why is my mother, my brother, my friends are all so normal?
AND if I'm SILLY, then I got it from WHO?

Hah, I got a point right?
That's why, I'm not silly.
I'm just...
I'm just...

I'm just.....

I'M.............

Okay, I don't know what I am.

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Do I know what LOVE is?
Well, I honestly don't know.
But I'm learning.