Not Knowing

I didn't know you care for me that much.
I really didn't know.
Sorry for not noticing all along.
Sorry, sorry.
I really am a fool.

There was this one time, when I first join the 'pengawas', and I got into YueYing's group. By the third day, Manda came by to see how was I doing. YueYing was talking to me that moment. After YueYing left, Manda said to me:" Shien, you're ajk really like you a lot ar". I was like:"Huh?"

Apparently, you see, I'm not that smart.
I really couldn't pick up hints.
Or maybe I really am that dumb.

A lot of people has been caring for me behind my back for a very long time now.
I really couldn't understand, why like this?

If you care about me, just tell me that you care.
If I still don't understand or don't know, SHOUT to me.
"STUPID SHIEN, I CARE ABOUT YOU!"

That way, I'll sure know.

I don't want this.
I don't want to always find out that people care about me behind my back.
I don't want to find out myself.
I really don't want this kind of situation anymore.

I hate you for making my heart ache.
I hate you for making me miss you now.
I hate you for MAKING ME LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!!!

(p.s. Stop spreading rumours about me. I'm not liking any form 5 guys. What now?)

I really didn't know about this before.
I had never think of myself popular.
I just thought that I'd met many friendly friends in my life.

再多的心意也好,要是没有传达给对方的话, 所有的心意都等于零吧.