Don't ever cry.
Please don't waste it.
Keep your tears.
I don't want your tears.
Don't cry no more.
Seeing someone I deeply love crying in front of me the other day, I... I cried too seeing that person cry. I was hurt seeing that person got hurt. And today, another person whom I truly loved cried. And I was like crying again with that person.
I mean, what the? I'm not even crying for myself. I'm crying for other people. You know when the one you love so much is sad, you will naturally feel sad about it too. That's what I'm feeling now.
-Like last year, when Amanda sms me to tell me her boyfriend was cheating on her. I knew something was wrong with that sms, I quickly phone her to see what's going on. When she picked up the phone, she was calling out my name loudly and crying. Well, for a moment, I was shocked, so so shocked. Then the next thing I know, I was crying with her while comforting her through the phone.
-Also last year, forgot what happen dy, Man was crying in the class. I lend her my shoulder for her to cry. Then I was crying too seeing her sad face.
-Ah hah, and this year, Mei cried too in the toilet. Shit man! She rushed out of the class and I totally knew something was wrong, and I found out that she's crying. Oh my... And for a while in there, I did cry for a short time, then the both of us went back to class.
See? See? See? You know how this really effects me. Uhh hmm, so to all my friends, if you want to know if I love you, cry in front of me and then wait for my reaction if I'm crying too. Hah, joking. Joking. JOKING.
Really, the person I love crying in front of me have a very big effect on me. I feel that same kind of hurt too. Seeing their crying face, it's like someone is punching my heart. If you know what I mean. I'll do anything to protect the ones that I love.
So, to all the ones that I love,
Don't cry.
No crying no more.
Please don't ever cry.
I really don't want your tears.
Keep them.
I'll always be here.
我不要哭,也不会哭...
(知道哭泣会影响他人, 今天我黄丽贤下定决心不再哭泣!
至少不在其他人面前...)
p.s. hah, coz I'm STRONG! (^O^)/
When did Mei cry?
ReplyDeletewhy was she crying bout??