This is for How Jia Mei~~~

Wanna write this down before I forget about it.

This morning, I sms and told Mei about how scared I am about tomorrow's performance. Ya, I'm damn scared! Heck, I'm even very SCARE right now. Okay, first of all, I'm not scare of the audiences that will be there tomorrow. I'm actually scare of Amanda and another guy. I'm scare that I'll sing badly in front the both of them.

It's not that I don't want to do this performance, it's just that I don't have the courage to do it. A lot had happen between me and Amanda, and to know better, go on to "A little too late-1st of July" post. I had explained everything there. Mei instantly sms me back" 'JiaYou' lar, I'll be cheering for you. No need to be affraid of the both of them". I CRIED seeing this sms. I was like sitting in Coffee Bean having breakfast with my mother, and the next moment, I'm hugging my hand phone crying like a mad girl. The family on the next table probably thought that I'm crazy.

I was so touched seeing this message. Although it's very simple, but I could really feel Mei's good intention towards me. I was always so careful when I'm around Mei. I'll be watching what I said, what I do, every step I take, coz I was so afraid that Mei will walk out of my life just like what Amanda do. I'm even hurt saying this now. I'll be so careful so that the history won't happen again to me. I don't want to lose another best friend again. But this time, it's like Mei is saying "No need to worry, I'll not be going anywhere".

For MyMei (*＾ー＾)ノ
"I got to 'hola' about my Mei, full amazing. Let's see, where should I begin? I was really touched seeing your message. Huh, I know now you'll be thinking 'Aiyoo, don't cry again lar'. Hah, sorry ya, I couldn't control my own tears. Sorry for hurting you so much last year during that Amanda incident. I really hate myself back then. It's like I'm so damn stupid. You're always saying that I've been giving so much to you, and you couldn't even repay me. Actually it's Mei who have been giving so much, so much to me. You were always there when I was weak. I had gone through so much, and during that time, you pretended nothing was wrong and was cheering for me all the time. Friendship don't come easily.

Even though there will be time when I don't even have the mood to speak to you, but I still want to be by your side at that time. Nah, I want to be with you all the time. You really make my life shine. I want to be your strength just like you are to me all the time. Together we stand, I'll be by your side. With you by my side, I'll fight and defend. I'm here for you~~~ I can grow strong with you by my side.

Never going to let you go we are both so deep in this. Not a second I regret, gonna cherish all of it. I'll never ever hurt you. Without you, there's no life in me. This love got me proud to show it. Ain't no doubt, I'll keep on holding. And it's on till forevermore, well, on and on, you know we have each other back.

If you look carefully, you can see that the two of us are wearing the same clothes.

I'm so scare that this will all disappear in a blink an eye. You're important to me. Love, love my Mei, always have, always will."

p.s. I am big sister (haha, because my birthday is earlier than yours), that's why I'll protect you.

p.p.s Tomorrow will be all right right?

Wanna go to the ZOO with me?