Thursday, August 6, 2009

Desperate? Me? NO WAY!

Getting really tired these days, I mean mentally. Working hard for my Choir and my pengawas. Always going for long meeting, long practise, going to the teachers room and pkk's room. Damn, feel like I'm really suffocating right now. I really need a break. No! Text is coming next week and there are still many things I haven't done finish. Oh my... Save me, anyone.

Hearing my friends breaking up with their boyfriends/girlfriends, I can't seem to stop myself from asking them why do they break up in such a short time? I mean, their standard answer is "No feelings". (((( ;°Д°)))) One week ago, they are like 'Oh, I can't live without this person, I love him/her so much', and after one week is like ' No feelings dy'.

Hah? What the? That means they are playing with other people feeling's lar. I mean, we are young and it is our time to enjoy and have fun but isn't this way too hurt for that person that you fall in love with one week ago? Huh?

Maybe I'm a traditional type of girl who thinks that a couple should be two person who like each other. I never believe in trying in a relationship to see if you will like that person in the future. This is just plain bullshit. If there is no chemistry in the beginning, come one lar, accept the fact, you won't like that person in a romantic kind of way in the future. Please don't play with other people's feelings.

Maybe it's because of my attitude, that's why I'm still single until now. Hearing Man and Mei's love story, I'm actually very jealous. The both of them actually have someone special in their mind and heart. I'll be cheering for the both of you ar~ Maybe just like what Eva said, I am really desperate nowadays. Haha, maybe. Maybe.

p.s Because of some matter, there is a massive delays to my Choir stuff. WTF? I really can't solve this problem. Maybe I would break down and cry now because of the pressure, but I sure wouldn't give up. Because I am a President!

p.s.s. How can I be with another boy? I want nobody, nobody but you. Right next to you is where I need to be.

Don't love me for fun.

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