I saw this phrase once back then, and only now I had a clear grasp of its meaning.
"Suffering are caused by presence of choices".
(Might be something closer to this, can't really remember the full sentence)
Ha Ha Ha.
I am doing those kind of slow laugh that you see in a movie where the protagonist is experiencing those yeah-I told-you-so moments.
I should have been grateful as chances are not a everyday thing.
But I was greedy.
I wanted everything and everything.
(Yup, not an optical illusion, I wanted everything and everything, heck, I WANT everything and everything)
But to really inject the reality.
I was actually biting off more than I can chew.
I was trying to outsmart myself.
I was scheming something where in a given situation, I could have all I want and in my way too.
But somehow, just like a great someone said before, "Be prepare for the unexpected" and "You can't always have what you want".
So, tonight, I'll take a warm shower and rest.
And by tomorrow, I would consider all the choices given and finally make my stand.
p.s. I like the fact that today when Boyfriend was giving me some feedback, I was not abruptly offended. I want people to think and to know that I actually can take in constructive feedback.
(But in a sweeter way please. Hee.)
So, I am about to take baby chews instead.
Showing posts with label My Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Feelings. Show all posts
Friday, May 18, 2012
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
The Best Gift Ever
Category:
My Feelings
Someone had once mocked me (in a loving way) by saying that I have vocabulary limitation.
That I admit to it.
But I knew Boyfriend would have come and visit my page often, so I had to write it here.
Boyfriend is going oversea to study soon.
So naturally we had a few conversations about where we stand after he's away.
But the problem is that I had had so many conversation with him that I just remember that we had had a certain conversation, but not really the content.
I still remember that day.
Boyfriend was sitting on the couch while I was sitting on the floor messing with the remote control.
I pouted and said:" Hey, we haven't talk about you going oversea yet."
This is actually a habit of mine to always bring up the same topic and yet categorizing it as our prime time talking about it.
Mainly because I probably had forgotten most of our conversation.
He had his signature amusing look on his face and said to me:" You would have forget about it eventually even if we talk about it now".
I looked down and said:" I know."
And then he touched the back of my head and patted it.
"It's all right."
I always complain about how other girls have it better, that they got branded bags and high end cosmetic products from their boyfriends, or that those other girls were luckier because their boyfriend simply have more time for them.
But I know, at that moment.
That was the best gift he had given to me.
So I am here to say Thanks.
:)
p.s. What I'm about to write are totally random stuffs that I need to find a place to let out.
Go and take your singer girlfriend with you. Go.
Don't mess with my feelings just because you're unsure of yours.
When I become a better person in the future, I'll have my revenge then.
Gah, I'll become a better person.
I will.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Capacity to Understand
Category:
Dairy o(^-^)o,
My Feelings
Ohhhh, how long have I not felt the urge to blog again.
Well, I guess today is my lucky day then.
This is going to be a long post.
You are well warned before proceeding.
Here goes.
To be honest, I wasn't feeling so up to par before the week of Chinese New Year.
Things happened in school.
It was supposed to be a harmless comment but it hit me down faster than you can say 'supercallifragilisticexpialidocious'.
*sorry, that was my nerdy side, can't help but to quote Mary Poppins*
It happened once way back, but I didn't thought much of it and brushed it aside.
When it happened again last week, it made me thought to myself "Is this what people think of me?".
Since it was a matter close to my heart, I was pretty gutted.
It was a thing from the past but things were not that hard back then, and I thought since now I'm in tertiary education, the crowd would be more understanding and less judgmental. But how wrong was I.
That comment was filled with such judgement, such bias.
It broke my spirits down instantly.
I was struggling for that few days.
I didn't want to consult this with my college friends because I simply doesn't want to bad mouth anyone and I am sure both the comments were not thought thoroughly before being expelled.
Notice how I used "Capacity to Understand" instead of "Capability to Understand".
Then CNY came.
And I felt a little of LiShien coming back to me.
Just enough for me to enjoy myself.
And after yesterday, I felt joyous again.
And I quote myself at Sunday 29/01/2010 12.05am,
"As I am sitting at this table, I look around to see the crowd I'm with tonight. The table was filled with familiar faces. Chatter was audible but I wasn't really paying attention. Suddenly someone said something funny and the whole table cracked up and started laughing with him. And at that moment, I felt lighthearted."
Can you imagine?
Me, feeling lighthearted.
That moment was a real pick me up.
*chuckle*
It was so innocent and so sincere.
The whole week of CNY was jam packed with friends and family and today was the only day I'm sitting at home with absolutely nothing to do.
This year's CNY was way better than I had anticipated.
The first 3 days I had spent it with my family, lounging at the their house or out for a movie with them.
Then the subsequent days of CNY I had spent it with my friends.
Namely Joann and my high school mates.
And I quote myself again at Sunday 29/01/2010 2.35am,
"As I was sitting in the front seat of Loon's car, I felt a wave of gratitude dawn upon me".
Yesh, I am a feeler.
I feel way too much.
That, I'll admit to it.
*chuckle again*
Loon had been so nice by sending me home when every one of them are staying overnight at Hao's house.
I'll admit.
I really like the attention they're showering on me now.
Namely Loong, Loon and Lun.
Not boy to girl attention but good friend to good friend attention.
And I'm really enjoying it to the max now.
Because I know once they have a girlfriend, all of this will be impossible to grasp on to again.
Well, I had rant on for way too long.
I'm coming to an end now.
Thank you Mum and Boyfriend, they'd probably had heard this story way too many times.
Thank you JoAnn for the longest lunch I'd ever had.
Oh, and thank you friends whom I've spent CNY with.
Thanks.
For being there.
I know in the future, words will still break me.
And when it does, I will still break down and cry.
But I know something somewhere will pick me up again.
:)
Well, I guess today is my lucky day then.
This is going to be a long post.
You are well warned before proceeding.
Here goes.
To be honest, I wasn't feeling so up to par before the week of Chinese New Year.
Things happened in school.
It was supposed to be a harmless comment but it hit me down faster than you can say 'supercallifragilisticexpialidocious'.
*sorry, that was my nerdy side, can't help but to quote Mary Poppins*
It happened once way back, but I didn't thought much of it and brushed it aside.
When it happened again last week, it made me thought to myself "Is this what people think of me?".
Since it was a matter close to my heart, I was pretty gutted.
It was a thing from the past but things were not that hard back then, and I thought since now I'm in tertiary education, the crowd would be more understanding and less judgmental. But how wrong was I.
That comment was filled with such judgement, such bias.
It broke my spirits down instantly.
I was struggling for that few days.
I didn't want to consult this with my college friends because I simply doesn't want to bad mouth anyone and I am sure both the comments were not thought thoroughly before being expelled.
Notice how I used "Capacity to Understand" instead of "Capability to Understand".
Then CNY came.
And I felt a little of LiShien coming back to me.
Just enough for me to enjoy myself.
And after yesterday, I felt joyous again.
And I quote myself at Sunday 29/01/2010 12.05am,
"As I am sitting at this table, I look around to see the crowd I'm with tonight. The table was filled with familiar faces. Chatter was audible but I wasn't really paying attention. Suddenly someone said something funny and the whole table cracked up and started laughing with him. And at that moment, I felt lighthearted."
Can you imagine?
Me, feeling lighthearted.
That moment was a real pick me up.
*chuckle*
It was so innocent and so sincere.
The whole week of CNY was jam packed with friends and family and today was the only day I'm sitting at home with absolutely nothing to do.
This year's CNY was way better than I had anticipated.
The first 3 days I had spent it with my family, lounging at the their house or out for a movie with them.
Then the subsequent days of CNY I had spent it with my friends.
Namely Joann and my high school mates.
And I quote myself again at Sunday 29/01/2010 2.35am,
"As I was sitting in the front seat of Loon's car, I felt a wave of gratitude dawn upon me".
Yesh, I am a feeler.
I feel way too much.
That, I'll admit to it.
*chuckle again*
Loon had been so nice by sending me home when every one of them are staying overnight at Hao's house.
I'll admit.
I really like the attention they're showering on me now.
Namely Loong, Loon and Lun.
Not boy to girl attention but good friend to good friend attention.
And I'm really enjoying it to the max now.
Because I know once they have a girlfriend, all of this will be impossible to grasp on to again.
Well, I had rant on for way too long.
I'm coming to an end now.
Thank you Mum and Boyfriend, they'd probably had heard this story way too many times.
Thank you JoAnn for the longest lunch I'd ever had.
Oh, and thank you friends whom I've spent CNY with.
Thanks.
For being there.
I know in the future, words will still break me.
And when it does, I will still break down and cry.
But I know something somewhere will pick me up again.
:)
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Are you ready for this?
Category:
My Feelings
Hey guys!
ARE YOU READY FOR THIS?
Yes, I am going to present to you "SFFITW".
Hehe, try pronouncing it.
SFFITW.
Shien's Favourtite Food In The World.
Taadaa.

KimChi Soup.
OHHH!
How the soup mix perfectly with the white rice.
It just explode in your mouth.
And how the veggie is just so so so tasty.
And you know I can never say no to it.
HmmMmmm.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Food RANT
Category:
Dairy o(^-^)o,
My Feelings
Yay yay, let's go.
Have you ever seen any school that print out waiting number for enquiries like they did in the bank? Oh wait, Monash University and they do it way better than our bank. Theirs one is a touch screen system. Woah. Anyhow, went there on Monday with Benzene(I totally made that name up for him) and Jelly for enquiries.
After, we went Sunway for a little desert.
And on Friday, went for Paranormal Activities 3 with mum. Went to this Taiwanese Cuisine in KLCC, not going to say the name here cause I'm gonna trash their image real bad. Anyhow, out of so many thing, only this soup is decent. Am not going to talk about how the bean curd turns out, or why is there ginger in the mee hoon soup, no.
Well, the whole I-hate-everything-you-serve is partly my fault too.
How can I love the food that they serve me when I already had started to dislike everything there is on the menu?
Oh yeah, went to Tokyo street yesterday.
No, I wouldn't talk about how the soup with the pasta turns out so horrible, no.
Owhh, and the desert I ate today in Bangsar.
Stupid milk spoil everything.
So yeah, add up all 4 meals that doesn't leave me happy.
Not even a single bit.
But I guess if you would have asked some stranger to eat all the same thing I'd ate, that stranger would have said all of it was all right.
Yes, this is my food rant.
I can talk as long as I want.
It's not my fault that my range for nice food is not a wide base.
Nasty.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
YESH!
Category:
Dairy o(^-^)o,
My Feelings
If this post got published through, then it would be a sign of celebration.
My to-do-things of this week.
In like what?
2 hours?
:)
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Sweet Way Real Guys Show Their Affection
Category:
My Feelings
I was browsing through the web just now, and both the picture and comment caught my eye randomly.
“After we had a big fight, he slept outside my house so he could catch me in the morning to apologize.” —Kelly, 23, South Pasadena, Calif.
Hmmmmm.
This guy sounds like someone I know.
Someone that is really close to my heart.
Someone that starts with a B.
:)p.s. Sorry about yesterday night. And the night before that. And the night before that. And a few more days too.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
I LOVE YOU
Category:
My Feelings
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Christmas
Category:
My Feelings
Every year when it hits September, LiShien, that is me will start preparing for Christmas.
Yup, you saw it correctly.
September.
Yes, CHRISTMAS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I feel so HAPPY (yes, H.A.P.P.Y. , spell it, learn it, love it) even just talking about it.
So, me.
I went and bought the infamous "The Christmas Carol".

MY BOOK IS EXACTLY THE SAME COVER AS THIS PICTURE I FOUND ON THE INTERNET.
Anyhow, I am going...
I am going uhm...
I just gonna...
Okay, I am going to do anything right now.
One last message.
Soak in the trench of Christmas you guys.
(Am getting myself ready for Christmas. Hee.)
Sunday, August 28, 2011
[Insert your heart here]
Category:
My Feelings
I've been waiting for a reason (pictures) to update my blog, but this couldn't wait any longer.
The deeper you go,
I saw a manual camera and it caught my eyes straight away.
I bought it without second guessing.
I went home and told him my excited news.
He started to act strange on the phone.
He wasn't quite pointing out what he's trying to say out loud.
He didn't respond according to my expectation.
We fought.
We cried.
We made up.
We cried even more.
See, I thought it would be a sweet gesture to take pictures of the both of us because we haven't taken much picture together.
And since he'll be going overseas later, I figured why not make some memories now.
But understand, he didn't like it because he didn't like being reminded that he's going away soon.
I hate this.
I hate how deep the both of us had gone.
The deeper you go,
The more heart strings you tangle,
And even the smallest emotion could cause the biggest strum.
Just like guitar, if you only had two strings, the sound you strum on wouldn't be that loud.
But how about twenty strings together?
Or even two hundred strings?
I hate promises.
And I couldn't bring myself to promise anything to him too.
None of us can proclaim the future.
But here, now.
It's not a silly little moment.
This feeling is too true to ignore.
See, how we fell in love is totally in god's hand.
But how we stay in love, I can say that most of it is from his constant effort.
So, Lim Zhi Yan.
I'll be your wish.
I'll be your love.
I'll be your hope.
I'll be your hope.
I'll be everything that you need.
And I'll be better when I'm older.
I've always been afraid to show affection to him publicly.
Because I always thought that it would jinx our relationship.
But.
This is all for now.
What happen next will be another story.
Even if we don't end up together.
I'll still have this beautiful set of memory and past emotions.
"Good night", I heard myself said.
"I love you", his soft voice filled my ear.
"I love you too".
And the rest, they say is history.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
My First Car Ride
Category:
Dairy o(^-^)o,
My Feelings,
Pictures time
If you're reading this post right now.
I hope you are as excited as I am.
Because the smart and beautiful writer wrote this post with full anticipation.
My week of holiday.
Obviously ended.
But here is how it went.

This is already Friday afternoon. I spent it with Boyfriend.

After singing with Boyfriend, we met up with Kahlun so that he can send Boyfriend to Lrt. AND I SAT IN HIS CAR. See see see. I AM SO SO SO EXCITED. This is the first time that I actually sat in a car that is driven by my friend. I mean, most of my friends already know how to drive, but this is the first time one of them actually drove me. MUAHAHAHAHA. I am in the front seat you know? So I took down a picture to put a lock on this exciting moment forever. So, so first time.

As you can imagine how excited I was, when I saw his car, I practically jumped into the seat once I opened the door. Then my right knee went and bang into his front dashboard. The color here was not that obvious, it was a little bit of blue, a little bit of red and a little bit of green too. Now the wound on my leg is just pure black. Anyhow, HAHAHAHAHA, a little present from my First Exciting Car Ride.

The 7 of us ate steamboat for dinner. The picture is kinda blur because I was laughing the whole time while taking this shot. There are 2 pots there, so this 4 people went on a competition and grab everything and dumb it into the soup so that their pot is with the most food.
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After dinner, WeiLoon sent me home instead.
AND I SAT IN THE FRONT SEAT AGAIN.
Woohoo.
Did I mention that I am really happy right now?
Heehee.
So, back to my holiday.
The days I didn't mention, I spent it at home.
Filled with sleep and nap and the Sims 3.
Love this holiday.
One last picture.
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See, Patrick shoo shoo shoo CUTE. I just wanna hug him and put him on my bed. Oh wait, I do already have a Oversize Patrick on my bed.
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Bye, guys.
I'm Cool.
Haha.
My first car ride...
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Shien Now
Category:
My Feelings
This post is totally unpredictable.
Speaking from my point of view.
I just wanna write down what I feel now as to put a lock on this feeling.
Now, I'm feeling really happy.
Not exactly happy happy.
But contented happy.
I was walking around in my room to dry off a layer of lotion.
And the feeling suddenly dawn upon me.
I am contented now.
Life is good.
I never like to comment about my schedule or the workload because I know that there is always someone else out there that is working harder than me.
I rarely sleep but it's totally voluntary.
Catching up with everything and me going through life is so weird.
I never thought I'm capable of such actions.
But here I am.
Maybe this is me being high talking.
Feeling high from being loved by some many.
This is a really weird feeling as I am discovering it for the first time.
Or maybe it's just the feeling of certainty.
Certainty of what I want and where I wanna go.
That's why I keep telling myself that 'Now is not the time to stop'.
And this moment is brilliant.
I don't know where this is coming from.
Maybe from God, maybe from some uncountable source.
But here I am feeling weird and all.
The Shien now and the Shien a year back, I really don't have a clear ruler to measure how far I've go, how much I've grew.
But deep down, I know.
I know that there's something definitely changed inside of me.
And I am still trying to understand myself better than I did yesterday.
All I'm trying to say is that:
I am content now.
And I hope that it will stay.
Friday, May 27, 2011
The Wrong Outcome
Category:
Dairy o(^-^)o,
My Feelings,
Pictures time
On Monday, the first day of the week.
I've already planned on what to do with this blog post.
And, yeah.
It didn't went well.
The first day (Monday) and second day (Tuesday) pictures were meant to be.
The sequence were suppose to be like this:
(from Monday to Friday)
Happy→Small Smile→Moody→Asleep→Ecstatic
But the pictures after Tuesday were all completely wrong.
Hee, my update on this week.

This is me on Monday. I was rushing through my report and I slept at five something that day. And I still look happy. Monday, formal wear day. Thus, me in pink shirt.

All my notes. I think this is Physics lesson. I hate this stupid chair/table thing. I want my own CHAIR and my own TABLE. Two separate thing. Not something that is a hybrid. HAHAHA. The chair and the table had sex and this is their child.

This is me on Tuesday. I'd only slept for 2 hours. I make this face on purpose to show the difference of the first and second day. And this seat I'm sitting at, this is formally my seat now. Last time, I was sitting in the fifth row. Now I'm sitting on the left side of the first row. I love my seat. Whoa hoo.

Pretty Jay, Cute Little Jelly and Nice Hair Sally. I gave them these nickname. I sit in the front row with them. :)

Now this is me on Wednesday. Everything is completely wrong now. I should not be laughing. I should be having a moody face because I'd just slept for 2 hours again. Wednesday is practical day.

During lunch time, Jay tried to feed me while Sally interrupted because she wanted to eat some too. Still laughing.

My Chemistry lab partner. Little Jelly. See, she's so concentrated on getting the exact amount of Hydrochloric acid. The measurement cylinder is so misleading. And I ended up getting the wrong amount of dilute water for the experiment. Thank goodness I realized it on time, thank goodness Jelly was not mad (she just look at me like I'm from outer space when I told her I got the wrong reading). Jelly stirred the mixture so fast that I joked that she's like making her milo in the morning.

After school, I went for Kung Fu Panda 2 with my mother. Supposedly, it was the two of us. But my cousin were waiting for the bus with me after school so he came along too.

My creamy seafood pasta. I did not want any of the seafood, they were all eaten by my cousin. I just want the sauce and the pasta.

And today, I went out with Boyfriend wearing this tee that's a present from my mother. He took me for a movie and lunch at Chilis. Woolala.
See, this post was suppose to be funny.
But it's all ruined now.
It's all right, I'll think of something better next week.
In short, I had 2 hours sleep every night.
I'd finished 2 reports.
I'd done partially 2 of my reports.
And I have 2 more that I haven't start yet.
And and and, my presentation is on next week.
I hope we'll get through it smoothly.
Hmmmm.
I wanna end my post now before I continue ranting even more.
Thank you Jay, Jelly and Sally for making my week special and interesting. Especially Jay and Jelly. Heart you guys.
And thank you Boyfriend too for spending time with me. There are many ways to make me happy not just material stuff okay? I think I'm getting use to seeing you once a week now. I understand now that not seeing doesn't mean that you're not being think of. You're the sweetest.
Hehehe.
One more thing I wanna write here:
Now is not the time to stop.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Ten of my favourite Songs
Category:
My Feelings
Saying that there are so many songs that influenced me, well, here's a list of my top ten favourite songs.
Or that someday, I've been kidnapped into a room and there's someone playing the same music for me to listen as a torture, I wouldn't mind if it was this ten.
1- Demi Lovato/ Catch Me
2- Edwin McCain/ I'll Be
3- Adam Lambert/ What Do You Want From Me
4- Leona Lewis/ I Will Be
5- The Melody/ Lalala It's Love
6- Kelly Clarkson/ Walk Away
7- Stacie Oricle/ More To Life
8- Janice/ 离家出走
9- Ne Yo/ Never Knew I Needed
10-Taylor Swift/ You Belong With Me (Just kidding) Demi Lovato/ Don't Forget
Ohh, and uh Happy Holidays, everyone!
^^
p.s. Let's flip a coin, Heads your mine, Tails I'm yours.
Or that someday, I've been kidnapped into a room and there's someone playing the same music for me to listen as a torture, I wouldn't mind if it was this ten.
1- Demi Lovato/ Catch Me
2- Edwin McCain/ I'll Be
3- Adam Lambert/ What Do You Want From Me
4- Leona Lewis/ I Will Be
5- The Melody/ Lalala It's Love
6- Kelly Clarkson/ Walk Away
7- Stacie Oricle/ More To Life
8- Janice/ 离家出走
9- Ne Yo/ Never Knew I Needed
10-
Ohh, and uh Happy Holidays, everyone!
^^
p.s. Let's flip a coin, Heads your mine, Tails I'm yours.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Catch me
Category:
Lyrics,
My Feelings
Can't help it, the lyrics are too beautiful plus real.
Apart from personal reason, it's also because Demi Lovato is a great singer.
Demi Lovato-Catch Me
Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbye
Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future past and don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon into this beautiful moonlight
But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you
Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cause every hello ends with a goodbye
But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real
But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me
If this is love please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just
Catch me
* It's like a personal lullaby for me now.
Of course, all the important parts are italicized.
Hah, I can never spell it right, italicized.
Should I explain it throughout or should I be philosophical and say that 'some things are better left unsaid"?
Well, I go with the second choice.
Even though some things are better left unsaid but this is a closure now.
p.s. I went to SHE concert with Khee yesterday night. It was fun~~~
And sorry to those that I stood up for dates.
Wishing you all an equally lovable weekend.
^^
Apart from personal reason, it's also because Demi Lovato is a great singer.
Demi Lovato-Catch Me
Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbye
Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future past and don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon into this beautiful moonlight
But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you
Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cause every hello ends with a goodbye
But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real
But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me
If this is love please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just
Catch me
* It's like a personal lullaby for me now.
Of course, all the important parts are italicized.
Hah, I can never spell it right, italicized.
Should I explain it throughout or should I be philosophical and say that 'some things are better left unsaid"?
Well, I go with the second choice.
Even though some things are better left unsaid but this is a closure now.
p.s. I went to SHE concert with Khee yesterday night. It was fun~~~
And sorry to those that I stood up for dates.
Wishing you all an equally lovable weekend.
^^
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Before I turn 18
Category:
My Feelings
Before I turn 18, I'll sit in a mamak store near Damansara with my family members wearing a t-shirt.
And almost get kiss by a girl. Technically she's not just any girl, she's my cousin. I was laughing my ass off this picture.
CHEERS! So, before I turn 18, I'll take picture in broad day light with TEA in my hands cause I'm still underage.
And eating an oversize abc or ice kacang.
p.s. Arvil Lavigne and Demi Lovato totally rock my life.
Night, amigos.
♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆
Monday, February 22, 2010
What to do when you're the Rebound Girl
Category:
My Feelings
Have you ever wonder the story behind the other leading role? Like how you always think highly of the hero, but is anyone considering the story of the villain? For me, I used to be the girl who criticized the rebound girl my ex chooses. But now, I'm starting to wonder the point of view from the rebound girl situation.
REBOUND GIRL, what does this 'rebound' mean? Let me start with this short story, there's this one girl and one boy. Can I be anymore obvious? Let's call them Patrick and Mary. ( Shut up, I just like the name of Patrick). Now Patrick and Mary became a couple. They loved each other very much. Then one day, Mary decided to dump Patrick. Leaving Patrick all SINGLE and heart broken and GIRLFRIENDLESS. Not too long after, Patrick meets this different girl, let's call this new girl Lily. Then Patrick decide to go after Lily, asking Lily to be his girl.
So, this LILY is the Rebound Girl. Clear? Rebound kinda means replacement.
Let's see things from Patrick point of view, he may truly like Lily and asking her to be his is just a natural thing. Or this Patrick is just a jerk using Lily as a tool to forget Mary, or he is using Lily to get revenge back at Mary.
We don't care about Patrick behaviours, because he had done his part, now it's up to Lily's respond. Lily must figure out Patrick and not to forget getting bashed by Mary for being the rebound girl.
So, what to do if you're in the Rebound Girl position?
1.) Become a LESBIAN. Yup, I'm not kidding. Just go and find a girl, then PFUUU, all boys problem will be gone. Hah. ^^ But this is a no-no, cause turning into a lesbian because of a guy is like going to the la-la land. Not possible. So, this is a no-no.
2.) Talk it out with the guy. Tell the dude that you need to sit down and talk. Then face out your problem. But doing this is so typical drama queen, you may think you're acting rational, but the guy will think that you're exaggerating or hallucinating or imagining things or being over-sensitive. No-no then.
3.) Forget the guy and move on. YES, dress up nicely, call your sisters and go out to have a crazy day out. Then you'll forget all about the guy cause you're too busy having fun. But this only work if the girl is not interested in the boy, cause if the girl likes the boy back, then she'll be screaming out her feelings to her peeps that having a good time. No-no.
4.) Get on with the game. If the guy just want to play, the girl should play together as well. No hard feelings included, cause she's in it just for the game. Hey, it takes two hands to clap. But this is such a player move. No-no again.
5.) Have a girl fight with the ex, cause you can't take her bashing anymore. Hair pulling, slapping each other, touring of each other clothes. Whoa~~~ I really admired the effort this girl is putting up just for this guy. No-no(*definitely). Love and peace.
6.) Or my personal favourite. Get on with life while figuring out the guy. No sweat, no harm. You still enjoy life to the fullest, yet you still hold on to the opinion you have towards the guy. But what if you're in too deep now, and you're starting to doubt your own feelings? Another no-no.
All those solutions are just fictional selection, not from a credible source though. Use at own risk. Well, actually if you're in the rebound girl's shoes, it all comes down to 4 solution.
1.) You GO ON because you care.
- Because you're a hopeless romantic, and you believe that he really likes you truly or you're just really kidding yourself cause duh! you're a hopeless romantic.
2.) You GO ON because you don't care.
- You're just equally a player and you're in it just for the excitement but not for the commitment.
3.) You QUIT because you care.
- You do seriously like the boy, so you decided to stay away from the guy until he's emotionally stable cause he had just broke off with his ex and you can't be sure of his feelings. And until things cool down, you'll make your choice once more.
4.) You QUIT because you don't care.
- You're just a high-profile girl and you're an optimistic who thinks that there's more fish outside the world.
Being the Rebound Girl kinda suck cause you'll be constantly wondering and doubting the guy, or the ex is giving you a hell of a problem. You really don't know who/what to trust.
We'll see then.
We'll see.
REBOUND GIRL, what does this 'rebound' mean? Let me start with this short story, there's this one girl and one boy. Can I be anymore obvious? Let's call them Patrick and Mary. ( Shut up, I just like the name of Patrick). Now Patrick and Mary became a couple. They loved each other very much. Then one day, Mary decided to dump Patrick. Leaving Patrick all SINGLE and heart broken and GIRLFRIENDLESS. Not too long after, Patrick meets this different girl, let's call this new girl Lily. Then Patrick decide to go after Lily, asking Lily to be his girl.
So, this LILY is the Rebound Girl. Clear? Rebound kinda means replacement.
Let's see things from Patrick point of view, he may truly like Lily and asking her to be his is just a natural thing. Or this Patrick is just a jerk using Lily as a tool to forget Mary, or he is using Lily to get revenge back at Mary.
We don't care about Patrick behaviours, because he had done his part, now it's up to Lily's respond. Lily must figure out Patrick and not to forget getting bashed by Mary for being the rebound girl.
So, what to do if you're in the Rebound Girl position?
1.) Become a LESBIAN. Yup, I'm not kidding. Just go and find a girl, then PFUUU, all boys problem will be gone. Hah. ^^ But this is a no-no, cause turning into a lesbian because of a guy is like going to the la-la land. Not possible. So, this is a no-no.
2.) Talk it out with the guy. Tell the dude that you need to sit down and talk. Then face out your problem. But doing this is so typical drama queen, you may think you're acting rational, but the guy will think that you're exaggerating or hallucinating or imagining things or being over-sensitive. No-no then.
3.) Forget the guy and move on. YES, dress up nicely, call your sisters and go out to have a crazy day out. Then you'll forget all about the guy cause you're too busy having fun. But this only work if the girl is not interested in the boy, cause if the girl likes the boy back, then she'll be screaming out her feelings to her peeps that having a good time. No-no.
4.) Get on with the game. If the guy just want to play, the girl should play together as well. No hard feelings included, cause she's in it just for the game. Hey, it takes two hands to clap. But this is such a player move. No-no again.
5.) Have a girl fight with the ex, cause you can't take her bashing anymore. Hair pulling, slapping each other, touring of each other clothes. Whoa~~~ I really admired the effort this girl is putting up just for this guy. No-no(*definitely). Love and peace.
6.) Or my personal favourite. Get on with life while figuring out the guy. No sweat, no harm. You still enjoy life to the fullest, yet you still hold on to the opinion you have towards the guy. But what if you're in too deep now, and you're starting to doubt your own feelings? Another no-no.
All those solutions are just fictional selection, not from a credible source though. Use at own risk. Well, actually if you're in the rebound girl's shoes, it all comes down to 4 solution.
1.) You GO ON because you care.
- Because you're a hopeless romantic, and you believe that he really likes you truly or you're just really kidding yourself cause duh! you're a hopeless romantic.
2.) You GO ON because you don't care.
- You're just equally a player and you're in it just for the excitement but not for the commitment.
3.) You QUIT because you care.
- You do seriously like the boy, so you decided to stay away from the guy until he's emotionally stable cause he had just broke off with his ex and you can't be sure of his feelings. And until things cool down, you'll make your choice once more.
4.) You QUIT because you don't care.
- You're just a high-profile girl and you're an optimistic who thinks that there's more fish outside the world.
Being the Rebound Girl kinda suck cause you'll be constantly wondering and doubting the guy, or the ex is giving you a hell of a problem. You really don't know who/what to trust.
We'll see then.
We'll see.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
BEAUTIFUL GIRLS
Category:
My Feelings
"I'm a beautiful girl, a beautiful girl...."





The rest of the lyrics are in Korean sang by KimAhJung.
Anyway, I feel like lately I've been abandoning my blog for too long.
But I just can't seem to think of something important to write, because all of my brain cell had contribute to my late sleep.
So, without disappointing my readers, here are some random thoughts on my mind right now.
Lately, this thought of being beautiful had swept over my mind frequently.
Being beautiful on the outside is just too overrated.
But looking good on the outside means feeling good on the inside.
Somehow, you do need to care about how you present yourself.
So, here's a plan for all girls.
Don't worry, there's this one thing called MAKE-UP.

Actually there is no plan at all.
Hah, well whatever it is.
The key word is CONFIDENCE!
It's not like you'll wake up one day just feeling pretty.


This ain't a show when you wake up in the morning then you sing some song then some animals came taking your clothes for you to wear.
Cinderella must have it easy.
Confidence is like a plant.
(Why does it sounds so weird?)
You need to plant the confidence seed in the bottom of your heart.
Then nurture it every single time.
And when it bloom, you'll be surprise by the end result.
Girl, pretty girl.
You don't need to hesitate even a bit.
You must enjoy being yourself to feel beautiful.
Like yourself, if you don't even love yourself, how do you expect other people to like you?
Don't worry, there are lots of beautiful clothes and cosmetic to compliment girls.
And with the right attitude, you'll be a star in no time.
Like these girls.




Just be Bold and Delicious.
And remember you are beautiful.
^^
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