You don't understand me.

Hmm... Hah, couldn't sleep.

Feel like crying now. Because that's all I could do for you. CRY. I couldn't even say:" It's all right, everything will be just fine". I couldn't even say this to him at his hardest time. I couldn't even put my hand on his shoulder or hug him and tell him that I'll be there for him.

Damn, I miss you so so much. I'm sorry. This is our fight, and I let you fight on your own. Although I act like I don't care but I do. I really do. Especially times like this.

How could you grew so strong and yet all I could do is CRY? I feel bad for leaving you alone on your hardest time. I'm hurt seeing you get hurt.

Here I am saying it out and loud, I will stand by your side and fight with you till the end because you're important to me. Do you know it?

And now I'm asking myself, what else could I do for you beside cry?

You said that you've work very hard in the past and now you're still working word. And you said that you could even be better. Hmm... I'm really touched by your determination. And you're saying that this is like a challenge for you to grow strong. Do you know how much it hurts me seeing you say stuff like this? 別再逞強,別再倔強了...

p.s. There are some people that I don't really care but you are not one of them. You really don't know how much you mean to me.

There is always a rainbow after the rain passed by. And I'm waiting for that rainbow now.

I know that you will always smile and tell me you're all right, but actually it's not. Even superman get hurt sometimes, and when sad times like that, I'll stand by you.

I want to be the reason you smile.

Fighting~~
Life is not fair and life is not always happy and smooth, but remember, you'll always have a warm heart beside you all the time. Don't forget that. I'm here. Always here. Always will be.

사랑해...

One and only: SHIEN.