Li Shien's Blog

Capacity to Understand

2012-01-30T02:11:00.001+08:00

Ohhhh, how long have I not felt the urge to blog again.
Well, I guess today is my lucky day then.

This is going to be a long post.
You are well warned before proceeding.

Here goes.

To be honest, I wasn't feeling so up to par before the week of Chinese New Year.

Things happened in school.
It was supposed to be a harmless comment but it hit me down faster than you can say 'supercallifragilisticexpialidocious'.
*sorry, that was my nerdy side, can't help but to quote Mary Poppins*

It happened once way back, but I didn't thought much of it and brushed it aside.
When it happened again last week, it made me thought to myself "Is this what people think of me?".

Since it was a matter close to my heart, I was pretty gutted.

It was a thing from the past but things were not that hard back then, and I thought since now I'm in tertiary education, the crowd would be more understanding and less judgmental. But how wrong was I.

That comment was filled with such judgement, such bias.
It broke my spirits down instantly.
I was struggling for that few days.

I didn't want to consult this with my college friends because I simply doesn't want to bad mouth anyone and I am sure both the comments were not thought thoroughly before being expelled.

Notice how I used "Capacity to Understand" instead of "Capability to Understand".

Then CNY came.
And I felt a little of LiShien coming back to me.
Just enough for me to enjoy myself.

And after yesterday, I felt joyous again.

And I quote myself at Sunday 29/01/2010 12.05am,
"As I am sitting at this table, I look around to see the crowd I'm with tonight. The table was filled with familiar faces. Chatter was audible but I wasn't really paying attention. Suddenly someone said something funny and the whole table cracked up and started laughing with him. And at that moment, I felt lighthearted."

Can you imagine?
Me, feeling lighthearted.

That moment was a real pick me up.
*chuckle*
It was so innocent and so sincere.

The whole week of CNY was jam packed with friends and family and today was the only day I'm sitting at home with absolutely nothing to do.
This year's CNY was way better than I had anticipated.

The first 3 days I had spent it with my family, lounging at the their house or out for a movie with them.

Then the subsequent days of CNY I had spent it with my friends.
Namely Joann and my high school mates.

And I quote myself again at Sunday 29/01/2010 2.35am,
"As I was sitting in the front seat of Loon's car, I felt a wave of gratitude dawn upon me".

Yesh, I am a feeler.
I feel way too much.
That, I'll admit to it.
*chuckle again*

Loon had been so nice by sending me home when every one of them are staying overnight at Hao's house.

I'll admit.
I really like the attention they're showering on me now.
Namely Loong, Loon and Lun.

Not boy to girl attention but good friend to good friend attention.

And I'm really enjoying it to the max now.
Because I know once they have a girlfriend, all of this will be impossible to grasp on to again.

Well, I had rant on for way too long.
I'm coming to an end now.

Thank you Mum and Boyfriend, they'd probably had heard this story way too many times.

Thank you JoAnn for the longest lunch I'd ever had.

Oh, and thank you friends whom I've spent CNY with.
Thanks.
For being there.

I know in the future, words will still break me.
And when it does, I will still break down and cry.

But I know something somewhere will pick me up again.
:)

The Week before CNY

2012-01-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

Before I share about my Chinese New Year, I ought to update you about the week before it first.

And I rather write this post mainly because I was having too much fun and neglected the fact that I need pictures to update my blog.

So...
I'll think of a way soon enough.

So here goes.

BUT I'd just found out that I can't upload any pictures because all my pictures are all in the phone's internal storage and I have no idea how to get it out.

So...

I'll give you one of this then.

Happy Chinese New Year.

p.s. I guess I'll do this another time then.
Hee.
Bye.

12星座特性之最

2012-01-19T09:26:00.000+08:00

白羊座
最粗鲁，最阳刚味，最不会烦恼，最易被理解，最不怕上镜头，最好辩，最易犯罪，好奇心最强，最喜欢刺激，最易与人一言不和，最大胆最会告白，最多壮身材，最大男人主义。

金牛座
最会吃，动作最慢，最怕改变，最爱好和平，最有艺术气质，最勤奋，最守秩序，最有耐心，最喜欢烹饪，最会利用时间，最爱钱，最女性化，最多壮身材，最多金嗓子，最不爱出锋头最温柔，最怕浪费，时常最正经，最礼尚往来，最多女性娇小，最固执，最不好赌。

双子座
最有人缘，最不体贴，最圆滑处事，最会投机取巧，最会临时抱佛脚，最怕无聊，反应最快，最易神经质，最会看人脸色，最不怕透露隐私，运气最好，最没原则，最会突发奇想，最会口是心非，最可能国际联姻，最易分心，最会攀关系，最会肢体语言，最拿得起放得下，最可能有收集癖。

巨蟹座
最感性，最体贴，最爱在家里，最爱好和平，最不会做生意最痴情，最易羞涩，最重视传统，最有人情味，最胆小，最爱烦恼，最少女强人，最易感觉满足最善良，最不会计较，用情最专一，最会检讨自己。

狮子座
最守时，最主观，最会告白，最喜欢热闹，最不会讨人欢心，最自恋，最重自尊，最输不起，最爱出锋头，最喜欢指挥别人，最自信最讲义气，最有保护欲，最没有秘密，灾难中最不冷静，最暴躁，最怕寂寞，最光明磊落，最易被理解，最喜欢穿彩色衣服。

处女座
最拘谨，最粗鲁，最会记恨，最不肯吃亏，最会讨价还价，最理智，最雄辩，最重视考试，最会检讨自己，最重视真凭实据，最纯洁，最势利眼，最可能晚婚，最会口是心非，最实际，最易致富，最有求知欲，择偶条件最高，最守时，最会计较，最爱看电视，最有时间观念。

天秤座
最悠哉，最爱美，最重视外表，最优柔寡断，最喜欢交朋友，最客观，最爱装傻，最爱出锋头，最不会内疚，最雄辩，最输不起，最好逸恶劳，最会逗人开心，最公正，最爱看电视，最会讲电话，最有崇洋倾向。

天蝎座
最神秘，话最少，最多美女，最有判断力，生气时最可怕，最好色，最易羞涩，翻脸最彻底，占有欲最强，最大男人主义，最阴险，最会记恨，最喜欢黑色，最不易上当，最会口是心非，最怕吵，最会保秘，最会做生意，最深谋远虑，最不相信人性，最性感，最讲义气，最会挖秘密，最适合做007。

射手座
最诚实，最会运动，最不修边幅，最不会记恨，最不会口是心非，最好赌，最怕无聊，最爱往外跑，最会丢三忘四，最拿得起放得下，最乐观，最易犯罪，最不会烦恼，最禁的起玩笑，最会临时抱佛脚，最快乐，最有肚量，最会伤人心，最不重视纪律，最不会判断是非，动作最快，最大而化之，最喜欢刺激，最不会看脸色，最容易交到坏朋友，最多帅哥，最爱好和平，最会突发奇想，最不重视精神层面。

摩羯座
最理智，最会做生意，最有上进心，最受不了被批评，最勤奋，最想出头天，最重视考试，最不会投机取巧，最怕肉麻，最值得信赖，注意力，最集中，最易致富。

水瓶座
最懒，最女性化，最不讲义气，最会突发奇想，灾难中最冷静，最贪睡，最难理解，最我行我素，最喜欢大自然，最重视精神层面，最理性，最会聊天，最不重视纪律，最可能当黑马，最需要自我空间，最爱幻想，最会拖时间，最没有同情心，最无性别概念，最可能有收集癖，最致力学课本外的东西。

双鱼座
最浪漫，最爱撒娇，最易被骗，最易神经质，最不势利眼，最念旧最爱幻想，最有书卷味，最不会保秘，最多嫁入豪门，最好辩，最不守时，最多夜猫族，记忆力最好，最会讨人欢心，最悲观直觉，最准，最常作鬼脸，最有服务欲，最易养成说谎习惯。

Still Shien

2011-12-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Ello.

I really have inefficient creative juice flowing right now, so I'll just write anything that comes into my head.

Why is it so hard to write something spontaneously?

Well, maybe raw emotions are always filter with the presence of an audience.

Anyhow, this week is my week of holiday.

Yesh.

Let me give you a smiley face here.

Monday, were on a trip in Johor Bharu. The hotel (Thistle Hotel) is superbly nice. The glass wall is nice, the ceiling is nice, the decoration is nice, even the stairs railing captured my attention. And there's a candy house in the lobby too. Ya, back to the topic, this picture exhibits my side of the bed in the hotel room.

Had this really nice soup at JB too. I'd poured white rice in it to complete my little slice of heaven.

Tuesday, had lunch with Moemi.

Wednesday, had lunch with KTing, YYing and XYing at Festival City.

Finally bought my jeans on that day too.

Had KimChi soup (my favourite) for dinner with mother on Thursday.

And today, Friday, went for a movie and lunch with JoAnn. I'd try this new Snoopy cafe in KLCC. The environment is my kind of cute. I am so going back there again.

In the evening, I had dinner with CLoong in Full House.

Well, all of the above concluded my weekend.

Can't wait to go back to school to meet with Jay and Sally and Jelly they all.

The fact of enjoying close relations calling me Shien had moved to my subconscious mind.

This week hearing them calling me Shien, just a simple Shien, bought back a lot of emotions.

I'm still figuring why I love hearing people calling me that.

Maybe it shows a sense of closeness since only my family members call me by that.

And sad to say, I am still Shien.

Hee.

Last Week

2011-12-28T18:33:00.000+08:00

Had not been updating my blog for quite some time now cause I was preparing for my finals.

So this is officially the update on the week of exam (aka last week).

My room looks like a refugee camp.

This is how I look like throughout the whole week.

Had this tang yuan on Thursday, I guess.

Am enjoying my one week holiday.
If I can get pass the thought of resitting for both Maths and Physics.

Happy Holidays.
:)

Are you ready for this?

2011-12-25T09:26:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!

ARE YOU READY FOR THIS?

Yes, I am going to present to you "SFFITW".

Hehe, try pronouncing it.

SFFITW.

Shien's Favourtite Food In The World.

Taadaa.

KimChi Soup.

OHHH!

How the soup mix perfectly with the white rice.

It just explode in your mouth.

And how the veggie is just so so so tasty.

And you know I can never say no to it.

HmmMmmm.

A Trip A While Ago

2011-12-17T09:26:00.000+08:00

Me and my family went for a short trip to Kuala Selangor a while ago.

Okay, I can't really exactly remember when.

But ya, Kuala Selangor here we go.

In the morning, went for breakfast with Boyfriend.

My breakfast. :)

Reached Kuala Selangor about noon. Went to see Monkeys.

At night before dinner, we went for Fireflies.

Crabs for dinner. YESH!

And the hotel room we stayed in doesn't have any hanger, so I improvised.

Hee.
I think I secretly enjoy this kind of getaway.

December

2011-12-02T19:35:00.001+08:00

Obviously, I wanted to emphasis on something, that's why the pictures are all in large size.

Just finished wrapping up all the presents.

CHRISTMAS PRESENTS it is!

FIS (Foundation In Science) students went on to Mid Valley for movies today.

But instead I went to buy presents with Boyfriend today.

He carried all the stuff.

Thanks thanks thanks.

This picture was taken just a few minutes ago. PRESENTS!

And to the Birthday Girl who is hugging me in this picture, Happy Birthday Sally.

Hee.

I am happy.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

Hee.

p.s. Bringing Sally to the Sacred Place next Friday.

p.s.s. I want a pair of jeans. So badly.

p.s.s.s. Final is in like what? 16 days?

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~

十二星座开车状态

2011-12-02T09:26:00.000+08:00

白羊座
对于有＂战神＂称号的羊羊，开起车来肯定横冲直撞，即使被众人所唾弃也不改变。想我羊羊，怎么能跟在别人屁股后面开车呢？

金牛座
牛牛可以说是十二星座中性子最慢的一个。所以，他们开车，往往是慢悠悠的，任凭千万只喇叭在后面狂鸣。急什么啊，等我牛牛看完了路边的风景再说。

双子座
如果你看到一个人，一边开车，一边吃东西，一边听音乐，一边和左右的人聊天的，那肯定就是双双啦。具有双重性格的双双，即使是在开车，这个危险极大的问题上，照样一心二用。这有什么奇怪的，那是我双双善于利用时间！

巨蟹座
蟹蟹可是一个顾家的人，往往他们的车后座放满了为自己爱人，baby的东西，比方说尿布，奶粉之类的。如果自己的孩子坐在旁边，蟹蟹就会分心。没办法，那是我蟹蟹热爱家庭。

狮子座
狮狮开车不是为了开车，而是为了炫耀他的名贵跑车！如果，街上有个人开着一辆绝世好车，却开得很慢，那么，他肯定是狮子座。狮狮只是想炫耀他的车，如此而已。

处女座
小处开车绝对认真，是不会开太快也不会太慢的，绝对保持标准车速。一边口中默念驾校老师教的口诀，一边用标准动作换档，踩油门。谁叫我们小处是完美主义者呢？

天秤座
秤秤是个乐观主义者。即使雨天路滑，他也会毫不犹豫地开车上路。他的思维是这样的：就算路滑，又不一定会出事情；就算出事情，也不会摊上我；就算摊上我，我又不一定会出事；就算出事，还有保险公司顶着…………可想，秤惩是多么富有逻辑性和乐观态度，好可爱！

天蝎座
蝎蝎哪天车开得无聊了，想阴别人一把。先给自己的宝贝车装上高级防护杠，然后上路。先是看很快，等有车跟上来了，再突然降低速度。让别人装个落地开花。嘿嘿～谁叫你没蝎蝎我智商高！活该！

射手座
小射总是做事糊里糊涂，经常逆向开入单行道，一边还在想，怎么大家都在逆向行驶啊～直到警察叔叔扣他的执照了，才茅塞顿开：我把箭头方向看反了！真是让人又好气又好笑。

摩羯座
小羯做事总是一丝不苟，兢兢业业。开车当然也是规规矩矩。不过身为“工作狂”的他，要是让他知道公司召开紧急会议，他会顾不上身命安全地飙车回公司。小羯，你千万要记住买保险哦～

双鱼座
鱼鱼可是十二星座中最有梦幻想法的星座。他总是一边开车，一边想白马王子，白雪公主之类的故事。或者幻想：有个帅哥（美女）撞上了我的车，然后他（她）向我道歉，我们从此相识，展开了一段恩怨情愁交织的爱情，最后有情人终成眷属………剧终。

水瓶座
精灵古怪的瓶子连开车时也要玩一把，开快开慢只凭自己的心情。自己是舒服了，心情愉快，就是苦了跟在后面司机朋友们。应该包容一下瓶子，谁叫他们平时总是热心肠啊，偶尔耍耍小脾气，也不为过。

十二星座看报纸

2011-11-28T09:26:00.000+08:00

白羊：羊羊们会用最快的速度看完报纸，花了10秒钟就记下了全部的内容，在过了一分钟以后，他会完全忘记自己曾经看过报纸。

金牛：他们会立刻在报纸中间找到股票信息和财经新闻，一字不落的全部记住并在心中和昨天的内容相对比。当有人问他们今天报纸有什么国际新闻的时候，他们会很诧异的问到：“报纸也会刊登国际新闻的？”

双子：看报纸的速度很快，记性也不差，不过看完了报纸以后，他们所谈论的报纸内容多半是什么征人广告，寻人启事，或者报纸中缝中刊载的内容。　　

巨蟹：蟹蟹们看到了自己中意的房子正在减价出售，高兴的不能自已，于是开始盘算如何装修房子，买家具，电器……到了最后才发现，自己因为上班不努力，薪水根本买不起一套房子。　　

狮子：只留意头版头条的内容，因此狮子们完全不用买报纸，只要在报摊前看一下就好，经济节省。　　

处女：处女们看报纸一向都是一个字一个字的认真看，不时还爆出一些快乐的声音：“哈哈哈，又找到一个错别字。”至于报纸的内容，专注于找错别字的处女们当然不会留意的啦。

天秤：从来不看报纸，但每期报纸的内容他都知道的一清二楚。这不，又有一堆人围在他身旁大谈对今天报纸的感想了么。^_^ 　　

天蝎：对刑事新闻比较感兴趣，通常会详细分析作案人的心理动机和行为。然后轻蔑的呸了一声：“要是我，才不会用这么愚蠢没有效率的法子那？”旁边的人冷汗ing…… 　　

射手：对花边新闻最感兴趣，比如某某星又换了一个女朋友了之类。然后为自己的花心找到了一个非常好的借口。　　

摩羯：摩羯们其实非常想看看报纸的招聘内容，只是，你能想象到摩羯们躺在沙发上，旁边一壶清茶，休闲的看着报纸这样的情景吗？　　

水瓶：瓶子号称是最聪明的星座，所以当然不会满足于只注意表面文字之类的冬冬，他们更擅长挖掘深层次的内容，比如，比如，这份报纸的是什么样的纸做成的之类。　　

双鱼：鱼鱼们多半会看一些情状凄惨的内容，一方面出于自己泛滥的同情心，一方面为滔滔洪水积蓄力量。

Weekly Update

2011-11-18T18:06:00.001+08:00

As title stated above.

Jelly vandalized my hand on Monday.

Went to the library with Jay on Thursday since we had a 3 hours break. Please compare my side of the table to hers. See mine, one stack of extra notes, my highly coordinated notes and my report. Now spot hers, I can't even tell which is which. She knows I'm going to post this and hence the 'phewy' face.

Me. Me fixing my report since it had some crease on it. And can you spot Sally in the background?

Had a small quiz covering Integration yesterday. NAH! Math's always been my weakest subject.

Anyhow, gonna go refill my water bottle now.

p.s. Am starting to countdown to my finals now.
30 days to be exact.

Am fully anticipating Semester 3 as the subjects cover in Semester 3 are not major subjects.

And and and the credit hours in Semester 3 is shorter.

AND one of the subject in Semester 3 is psychology.

Yes yes yes!

Now, I just have to survive this first.

A typical Day in FIS

2011-11-18T09:26:00.000+08:00

As you can see from the title.

This is the view you'll get once you walk in my class.

You can see a very tired me.

A very confused Sally.

A very artistic Jay.

And a highly acrobatic Jelly.

Nah, just kidding, we're good students.

Byebi.

Science and What Sorts

2011-11-13T00:26:00.001+08:00

Since I am updating my Poupee now.

Might as well update my blog too.

Friday, went to Petrosains with Boyfriend. FINALLY. Been waiting so long to do it. A small tick across my list.

After, watched Immortals too. *sigh* Overrated show. At least Boyfriend liked it.

Loved my Friday outing.

Want to shout out below.
Being attractive is not an excuse for being a shitty person.
*hee, courtesy of Girls Line*

And lately, Star World had been keeping me busy.
With all 90210, Switch At Birth, ANTM All Star and New Girl.

I think I'm gonna be lazy for today.
And skipped Maths revision.

Thanks for reading, MULAN.

（‐＾▽＾‐）

What do you do in the Laboratory?

2011-11-07T09:26:00.000+08:00

You get pinch by.

Your camera phone is utilised by strangers.

And it's your turn to camwhore too.

Ain't it COOL?

什麼樣的男人讓十二星座女生無法抗拒？

2011-11-02T09:26:00.000+08:00

白羊座

白羊女生無法抗拒那種趕衝趕撞，有課性又有自己主張得男生，但因為自己個性也很衝所以常常起衝突。

金牛座

金牛女生對於那種溫文儒雅又能帶來生活安全感的男生最無法抗拒，不過卻很容易被外表給騙了。

雙子座

雙子女生喜歡頭腦靈活的男生，遇到很愛哈拉又聰明的男人時她就底擋不住了，不過這種愛情火花總是維持不了多久。

巨蟹座

巨蟹女生不重視外表，卻很重視對方的內在，有時後容易被才子型的男生吸引，但最後巨蟹女生才領悟到，居家男人才是適合她的。

獅子座

獅子座女生無法抵抗那種具有征服他人能力的男性，表面上獅子女生可能會和他有所衝突，心理卻很想接近對方。

處女座

浪漫的愛情還是可以依偎一輩子的對象？常常讓處女座的內心矛盾，許多處女座長因為這樣猶豫而讓對方落跑了。

天秤座

除了外在條件要不錯，也要有內涵，天秤座女生很常電人，卻很少被人電到，除非樣樣條件都齊全否則天秤座不會昏頭的唷。

天蠍座

天蠍座女生對於有特殊魅力的人無法抗拒，這種神秘的吸引力，老實說很可能和性愛有關呢！

射手座

射手女生對於活潑樂觀的男生比較沒有抵抗力，因為她自己也是同樣的人當然是物以類聚。

山羊座

山羊女生常常被成熟的男人吸引，對方就算大她個十歲山羊女生也不會太在乎。

水瓶座

水瓶女生聰明伶俐，他們的眼光也相當獨到，特別容易喜歡上有才氣卻又不拘小節的人。

雙魚座

雙魚可以說相當容易被打動，只要你夠真誠夠溫柔，她們很容易動心，一旦心有所屬之後，還是有少部分的雙魚座仍無法抗拒其他溫柔的誘惑。

My Belated Birthday Post

2011-10-31T09:26:00.000+08:00

I've been meaning to publish this post a long time ago.

But.

There's been like a 'post' conjunction taking place in my blog right now.

So I am scheduling all the post one week apart.

Now, my birthday is on 26th of September.

And it's a really simple celebration.

25th of September, Sunday, I had a dinner celebration with my aunts and cousins and all.

26th of September, Monday, went to school at usual. Wore one of my favourite dress. And went for CRABS at night with my family.

Peggy(Ny) made me this lunch box on that day.

On 27h of September, we had a 2 hour break. Went to Mid Valley by Mark's car. Tried the Mouth of Truth.

I am 18 years and 1 day old here.

Cakes were bought by Sally, Jay and Mark.

Ya.

I guess that's it.

And two beautifully post written for me here and here.

To conclude everything, it's simple yet sweet.

RED fills my Heart

2011-10-28T09:26:00.001+08:00

This is all my vital objects needed for school.

And it's all in RED.

Hee.

Sorry, I can't stop smiling.

(hee)

My RED file containing all my notes, my RED pencil case and my RED tag.

This is for Me

2011-10-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

When I first started my blog, I had full intention to turn it into some Fashionable Girl or even a Cute Girl blog.

But what the heck?

Got the results for the competition that I said I'd entered in the last 2 post.

I didn't get it.

Yeah, this sucks.

I feel like such a fool.

And what hurts more is the fact that I see this competition so highly.
I thought this competition would send my self esteem rocket high.
But it actually bury me deeper than where I was.

I really thought I had a chance with this.
*chuckle* With my killer dress.

But...
Maybe I wasn't good enough.

But, for now, I'm all right.

I am giving myself a rest right now.

Am certainly not trying to publicly humiliate myself even further.
But I want this post to serve as a remind to myself.

That no matter how sucky thing is, the sun will still rise tomorrow.
I know that everything is still going on.

Time is still ticking.
Demi's song is playing unless I hit the pause button.

Even a more cliche quote,"the earth is still rotating".

But for now, I am giving myself a rest.

Away from Books(heh, such lame excuse not to study), Phone, Internet.

And even away from my own thoughts.

Yeah, it might hurt more that what I had expected in the chest.
But heck, everything is still moving on.

I'm just gonna go lay in my bed now.

And maybe, just maybe.
Pause my feelings for now.

Food RANT

2011-10-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

Yay yay, let's go.

Have you ever seen any school that print out waiting number for enquiries like they did in the bank? Oh wait, Monash University and they do it way better than our bank. Theirs one is a touch screen system. Woah. Anyhow, went there on Monday with Benzene(I totally made that name up for him) and Jelly for enquiries.

After, we went Sunway for a little desert.

And on Friday, went for Paranormal Activities 3 with mum. Went to this Taiwanese Cuisine in KLCC, not going to say the name here cause I'm gonna trash their image real bad. Anyhow, out of so many thing, only this soup is decent. Am not going to talk about how the bean curd turns out, or why is there ginger in the mee hoon soup, no.

Well, the whole I-hate-everything-you-serve is partly my fault too.
How can I love the food that they serve me when I already had started to dislike everything there is on the menu?

Oh yeah, went to Tokyo street yesterday.
No, I wouldn't talk about how the soup with the pasta turns out so horrible, no.

Owhh, and the desert I ate today in Bangsar.
Stupid milk spoil everything.

So yeah, add up all 4 meals that doesn't leave me happy.
Not even a single bit.

But I guess if you would have asked some stranger to eat all the same thing I'd ate, that stranger would have said all of it was all right.

Yes, this is my food rant.
I can talk as long as I want.

It's not my fault that my range for nice food is not a wide base.

Nasty.

THE Week before Holiday

2011-10-17T16:25:00.000+08:00

Been a while since I did 'updates'.

So, yeah.

This is my week before my heavenly-arranged-holiday.

Hee.

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I AM HAVING MY HOLIDAY NOW.

HEE.

Me and my idol, Sharon. We were about to do our presentation and yeah, we were wearing the same clothes bought from the same shop. See, how nice her figure is.

On Wednesday, we did an experiment on Hibiscus. Special thanks to Junn-Harn for this fresh-plucked flower.

Did Henna during a Wedding Expo near my house.

Went out with Boyfriend on Friday to Sunway. Pasta was nice. "What's your number" was nice too. :)

And uhm, had enter a contest lately with this dress.

So, yeah.
That's it.

I AM ENJOYING MY HOLIDAY.
AND I AM HAPPY.

Hello!

2011-10-16T09:26:00.000+08:00

Hello, my name is Gretchen. And I love pencils.

YESH!

2011-10-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

If this post got published through, then it would be a sign of celebration.

My to-do-things of this week.

AND I AM OFFICIALLY COUNTING DOWN TO MY WELL DESERVED TWO WEEK HOLIDAY.
In like what?
2 hours?

:)

I Look like THIS Now

2011-10-07T20:48:00.001+08:00

Yes, yes.

I officially look like this now.

Still a Pro Red. Hee. And I cut my hair two weeks back. :)

On Wednesday, we did an experiment on testing our blood type. A given alcohol swab and a lancet.

Two future doctors working on me. Shar is rubbing my finger with the alcohol swab while Jay is preparing to POKE me with that BIG needle named Lancet.

Am squeezing my blood on the blood tile.

I think I might have squeeze too hard or it's really because of me getting super nervous. Cause when you get nervous, you heart beat faster to prepare your body for a 'fight or flight' situation thus the blood flow...

Bah, I still hate needles.

A Hairy Tale

2011-10-02T09:26:00.000+08:00

A Hairy Tale

It all started one day when Little Mary woke up from a sweet dream.

She dreamt that she had long ash brown hair that would sweep the floor gracefully whenever she walks by.

Now Little Mary had just had her hair cut yesterday.

As her mother was an unprofessional hair stylist that love to experiment on various hairs.

Little Mary prepared to go to school full of hope.

As she was on a public bus, she saw this tall girl who was sitting in front of her.

And the moment Little Mary set her eyes on the tall girl, she never wanted to have long hair since.

Here's a picture of what Little Mary saw.

Poor Little Mary.

She got the shock of her life.

The tall girl went on her life as normal as the sun is still shining.

The end.

---------------------------------------

Now let's interview the writer of The Hairy tale, shall we?

Reporter :" Whoaaa, you have the same kind of hair as The Tall Girl does."

Writer :" Yes, yes. But I would like to call it art instead."

Okay.

The interview thing isn't going really well.

---------------------------------------

So.

Back to me.

I go to school any other day looking like this.

I didn't thought it would cause any problem, but apparently my friends they will always ask me to tidy up my hair.

And I would always give them the same response.

"It's all right, the class is going to end soon."

And sooner or later, they stopped asking all together.

Just like my high school classmates or even Boyfriend.

A Hairy Tale, ladies and gentleman.

p.s. After all, I'm just going to school, not anywhere glamorous.

But I guess, even if I'm in somewhere swanky, I'll still look the same.

That's LiShien for you.

Sweet Way Real Guys Show Their Affection

2011-09-24T01:00:00.001+08:00

I was browsing through the web just now, and both the picture and comment caught my eye randomly.

“After we had a big fight, he slept outside my house so he could catch me in the morning to apologize.” —Kelly, 23, South Pasadena, Calif.

Hmmmmm.

This guy sounds like someone I know.

Someone that is really close to my heart.

Someone that starts with a B.

:)

p.s. Sorry about yesterday night. And the night before that. And the night before that. And a few more days too.

十二星座不写作业的理由

2011-09-19T09:26:00.000+08:00

不写作业？那可是会被老师罚的哦…… 　

不过尽管如此，还是有人会以身犯险，而且他们都会有自己的理由，看看十二星座都是怎么说的呢？　　

白羊座：蛮不讲理型　　

不写就是不写，没理由！要直肠子的他们想个理由，大概他们还是宁可写作业！　　

金牛座：知错能改型　　

"我知错啦。我下次一定写的！(下次一定写，就是说这次的不用补写了吧？) 　　

双子座：口才训练型　　

想知道我为什么不写作业，先给我个写作业的理由？(换老师难堪ing) 　　

巨蟹座：情非得以型　　

我家昨晚停电了……or我家灯泡蹩了……等等，一副“我也很无奈”的样子。　　

狮子座：强词夺理型　　

不是我不想写，就是没人帮我写！(全场厥倒！没办法，理由太强……) 　　

处女座：长篇大论型　　

作业为什么要交？　　交了不一定会是自己写的，写了又不一定会；会了又不一定会考；考了又不一定会过；过了又不一定能毕业；毕业又不一定会找得到工作；找得到工作又不一定保得住工作；保得住工作又不一定能找得到老婆；找得到老婆又不一定会生孩子；生了孩子又不一定会是自己的；是自己的又不一定…… 　　

天秤座：睡眠不足型　　

我写着写着就睡着了…… 　　醒来的时候就到上学时间了……(天秤最懒可是大家公认的) 　　

天蝎座：声东击西型　　

昨天XX课的作业超多，XX老师说了，不交罚抄100遍…… 　　所以……嘿嘿，让老师们自相残杀去吧) 　　

射手座：记性不好型　　

我把书忘在桌位里了or我忘了抄作业了…… 　　等等(总之就是，记性不好，也不是我的错) 　　

魔羯座：节省时间型　　

那些题我都会了，再写不是很浪费时间吗？有那个时间我可以做很多事情咧。　　

水瓶座：写了没带型　　

不好意思，写得太多了，这本忘记带了！(旁人：是带了没写吧？) 　　

双鱼座：博取同情型　　

555…… 　　我昨天病得好重，发烧39度啦…… 　　妈妈说我不可以爬起来做作业的……

Lights

2011-09-18T09:26:00.001+08:00

This is why I always love The Curve at night.

The lights hanging above make it seems that it's always going to be a starry night when you're walking under it.

A perfect date venue. ^^

I am back

2011-09-16T19:05:00.001+08:00

Latest update.

I don't know what I'm back from.
But I certainly have this feeling of "Dang dang, I am back".

Anyhow.

Am not spending my time wisely nowadays.

I'd told mum yesterday: "I don't want the world to end on 2012, because by then I haven't completely learn about pharmacy yet".

Hah.

Am thinking to change my font to Times since it gives out a more mature vibe.
But since I'd announce it already, the effect wouldn't be there anymore.

Anyhow.
Moving on.

Last holiday(seems so far away), went for my favourite KimChi soup with Eva and Shamee.

Went on a dinner date with my bestie too.

Last Sunday, we were celebrating Moon Cake Festival. The young adults were gathering around the dark playground.

While the younger kids are doing what kids are suppose to do.

During one of our practicals, this photo could be taken by either Jelly or Jay. Credits goes to them.

Still in the mood of Christmas.
Woohoo.

Not going to create a Christmas list this year.
Am planing to do SponPing (Spontaneous Shopping).

Kay, bye.

I wanna be a Nerd!

2011-09-10T16:11:00.001+08:00

My week.

A short rant as I am quite head full now.

Ignore my look and ignore Sarah's effort to poke me. I wanted to show the instrument that is big and slammed right into below half of the picture. We haven't gotten the chance to use it yet. But it seems real cool, like in those C.S.I movies.

8/9/2011, brother's birthday. Went and celebrated at Chilis. Followed by The Contagion.

I think that's all my week is about.

Yes.
I know my blog title is irrelevant to this post.

And that it seems like I always have either thoughts constipation or head full.

Bah.

I don't care.

Byeeeee.

p.s. LiShien wants to be a nerd.

I LOVE YOU

2011-09-08T09:26:00.000+08:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE him.

Patrick Star.

Isn't he the cutest?

Teehee.

Christmas

2011-09-01T09:26:00.002+08:00

Every year when it hits September, LiShien, that is me will start preparing for Christmas.

Yup, you saw it correctly.

September.

Yes, CHRISTMAS.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I feel so HAPPY (yes, H.A.P.P.Y. , spell it, learn it, love it) even just talking about it.

So, me.

I went and bought the infamous "The Christmas Carol".

MY BOOK IS EXACTLY THE SAME COVER AS THIS PICTURE I FOUND ON THE INTERNET.

Anyhow, I am going...

I am going uhm...

I just gonna...

Okay, I am going to do anything right now.

One last message.

Soak in the trench of Christmas you guys.

(Am getting myself ready for Christmas. Hee.)

The start of Semester 2

2011-08-31T09:26:00.000+08:00

Last week was my first week back to college after our meekly one week break.

Jo, me and Jelly.

Jo is talking to me, I'm fiddling with my notes, the purple lovers in the corner is Jay and Sally, and you can even catch a glimpse of Peggy laughing at the back there.

Hah.

It's all starting all over again.

WooHOOO

2011-08-28T14:47:00.003+08:00

SEE SEE SEE!

I FINALLY GOT MY MEMORY CARD!

AND I CAN OFFICIALLY UPDATE MY BLOG NOW.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

(The text is in caption basically because, well, I'm SHOUTING)

Anyhow, the memory card is quite cheap.

Cheaper than what I had expected.

And in the photo it's just the cover.

The chip is already INSIDE my phone.

And I can say it's functioning really well right now.

And I'm posting up everything now.

But the post will be coming on randomly.

Because I don't want information overload happening.

So, heehee.

(And why am I always writing in a sense that there is an audience, it's just me and my blog.)

[Insert your heart here]

2011-08-28T02:32:00.006+08:00

I've been waiting for a reason (pictures) to update my blog, but this couldn't wait any longer.

I saw a manual camera and it caught my eyes straight away.

I bought it without second guessing.

I went home and told him my excited news.

He started to act strange on the phone.

He wasn't quite pointing out what he's trying to say out loud.

He didn't respond according to my expectation.

We fought.

We cried.

We made up.

We cried even more.

See, I thought it would be a sweet gesture to take pictures of the both of us because we haven't taken much picture together.

And since he'll be going overseas later, I figured why not make some memories now.

But understand, he didn't like it because he didn't like being reminded that he's going away soon.

I hate this.

I hate how deep the both of us had gone.

The deeper you go,

The more heart strings you tangle,

And even the smallest emotion could cause the biggest strum.

Just like guitar, if you only had two strings, the sound you strum on wouldn't be that loud.

But how about twenty strings together?

Or even two hundred strings?

I hate promises.

And I couldn't bring myself to promise anything to him too.

None of us can proclaim the future.

But here, now.

It's not a silly little moment.

This feeling is too true to ignore.

See, how we fell in love is totally in god's hand.

But how we stay in love, I can say that most of it is from his constant effort.

So, Lim Zhi Yan.

I'll be your wish.

I'll be your love.
I'll be your hope.

I'll be everything that you need.

And I'll be better when I'm older.

I've always been afraid to show affection to him publicly.

Because I always thought that it would jinx our relationship.

But.

This is all for now.

What happen next will be another story.

Even if we don't end up together.

I'll still have this beautiful set of memory and past emotions.

"Good night", I heard myself said.

"I love you", his soft voice filled my ear.

"I love you too".

And the rest, they say is history.

Li Shien's Update

2011-08-18T16:08:00.005+08:00

I'm having my one week holiday now before another semester starts next week.

Just feel like blogging.

I could be having thoughts constipation again.

Hee.

This is going to be a very confusing post as you cannot control constipation.

Letting it all out.

Went on an outing with Mahsa friends last Friday at Mid Valley right after our last paper.

Went on a short Melaka trip on Saturday and Sunday.

I slept a lot.

Woke up late, slept during the car ride, nap for like 5 hours, slept at 11pm.

This continue for two days.

I was beginning to FEEL my holiday.

Or was I having sleep deficiency?

Going on now.

Went out with Sally on Tuesday.

So fun.

There isn't any hint of awkwardness in the air.

And I like that about her.

She's really comfortable in her own skin.

Went out again on Wednesday with Boyfriend.

Went on a movie marathon.

Two movies in a row.

Wore a skirt too short, making me uncomfortable all the way.

Ate a really delicious Garlic Cream Sauce pasta with Boyfriend today.

Boyfriend got his first semester result today.

What can I say more?

He continuously make miracles.

It seems to me that I had to pace up too.

I need to be good enough.

Not just good.

Good enough.

Going on now.

Am really happy with his results.

I'm positively sure he is too.

Although I went out twice, I still didn't get my memory card.

Lazy I guess.

Made a promise with Peggy to go Korean food with her next time.

Happy belated birthday to Limun.

Why am I always too late to know?

I guess it's true.

You need to see things the way it is, not the way you want them to be.

If I want to.

I knew.

I knew I could hurt her that much with my doings too.

I knew.

I knew I could if I want to.

But there's this one little thing that pull my back every time.

I used to think I would tell my friends the story of us of how close we were.

But now.

I'm starting to think I'll tell the story of me of how I got through this.

Going on now.

Poupee and The Sims 3 is currently my life now.

Still haven't made my decision yet.

I guess that could wait.

Anyhow.

Am going out to KLCC later.

While I still have time now, I think I'm gonna catch on with my Sims.

I love my beautiful ordinary life.

Teehee.

Thanks for reading, bye.

星座男生吵架時最怕女友做出的行為

2011-08-05T09:26:00.000+08:00

冷戰三天三夜：處女座、天蠍座

天蠍座和處女座是不能忍受女友跟他冷戰的，他們傾向於把事情解決掉，把事情講清楚，因為他們都希望自己是完美的的形象，就算犯了錯，就算要分手，也要把話講清楚，可是對方如果連讓他說話的機會都沒有，他們的內心是非常的浪漫和熱情的，如果對方越不理他就越想要跟對方說話，因此只要對方跟他冷戰天蠍座、處女座一定輸。

摔東西暴力相向：獅子座、天秤座

獅子座認為作為一個男人要讓女生快樂，如果對方被他弄到以暴力相向，表示對方是被他逼的，或者是很容易失控，獅子座要的只是平靜的生活，他將會考慮是否要放棄這段關係，天秤座遇到這個狀況會完全無法應付，他會感覺很受傷，可是天秤座有隱性的暴力傾向，如果讓他忍不住的話，就可能會會以暴力回報絕地大反攻。

一哭二鬧三上吊：雙子座、射手座

雙子座和射手座都是很聰明的人，他們認為這種行為很無聊，有話就講，幹麻要哭鬧，如果對方又尋死尋活的鬧，如果把他們惹毛了，他們可能會冷眼旁觀的。

冷言冷語翻舊帳：魔羯座、雙魚座

他們認為他們很認真誠\懇的面對這段感情，為什麼要冷言冷語，如果對方這麼不禮貌，而且又翻舊帳，魔羯座和雙魚座的人會認為過去的事情已經過去了，人應該向前看，過去留下的應該是教訓，人只要往前走就好了，他們會對於對方冷言冷語的態度以及不斷的翻舊帳覺得不耐煩。

說走就走：巨蟹座、水瓶座

巨蟹座和水瓶座一旦跟對方交往就把對方當自家人，他們就會向對方交代行蹤，以及心理狀況以及生活情形，同理心之下他們也希望對方也一樣，如果對方是拿起行囊說走就走的話，會讓這兩個星座的人很傷心，巨蟹座會陷入一種情緒化和自怨自艾當中，而水瓶座則會認為自己被遺棄而無法忍受。

得理不饒人：白羊座、金牛座

白羊座和金牛座是大男人主義者，當他們認錯時就代表他已經低下姿態了，如果對方緊咬著這件事情不斷的罵不斷的說，一直指責他，他們會認為面子掛不住，他們會認為對方太過分而不再忍耐。

Me Again

2011-08-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

Still no pictures.

YET!

As most of my inspiration came from my pictures, so now I'm practically creatively retarded.

Anyhow.

Today, Jay was asking me why I slept late last night.

I, I reached home late from a birthday dinner, and to top that, I had to hand wash my bras.

Jay looked at me as if I'm speaking gibberish.

She's so lucky.

Her mom does all the housework.

Anyhow.

I'm dying to know is there any girl out there who is willing to throw their babies into a metal core spinning machine?

I know most of us are lazy.
Wait.

Me.

I'm lazy.

That's why I'm washing my bras late at night because if I don't.

I wouldn't have anything to wear the next day.

The idea of throwing your bra into the washing machine is outrageous.

If it's a scene in a movie, and there's this girl trying to wash her bra via washing machine method, you could probably see me jumping slow motion to snatch the bra out of her way.

Why I'm so caught up about this?

Because no way am I going to throw a 100 buck into a washing machine.

I know the sole purpose of wearing a bra is supporting AHEM(whatever you're having there), but it actually gives you a sense of pride when you're wearing it.

Anyhow,

my cup noodles are way over time now.

And and and,

finals are coming on next week.

And it will be a cold day in hell to see me putting my bras into the washing machine.

TEEHEE

2011-07-22T17:15:00.001+08:00

OKAY.

MEN ARE NOT DONKEY NOW.

*Hee.*

LOOK

2011-07-21T22:30:00.001+08:00

LIM ZHI YAN BROKE HIS PROMISE.

*AGAIN*

ALL MEN ARE DONKEY!!!

An Object of Fascination

2011-07-18T21:26:00.004+08:00

Yup, my phone memo is really an object of fascination.

There are so many stuff I wanna do and since I can't do them all right now, I'd just wrote them all in my hand phone memo.

It went to 36 memos in just one day.

And it's been 2 weeks since my last update because my memory card had gone haywire.

And I can't upload my pictures due to that annoying reason.

Ya, buying or repairing my memory card is in one of my memo right now.

Shoo shoo shoo many thoughts right now.

*cough* Random Thoughts*cough*

And I've been getting more paranoid lately.
I'd started to countdown to my final.

21 days to be exact.

LMAO.

Wanna go shopping.

Still think that the one week holiday for semester end is too short.

Shoo shoo shoo many stuff I wanna do.

Wanna shop.

Need to go operation.

Wanna SLEEP and SLEEP and SLEEP again.

Wanna go sing.

Wanna go movies.

Wanna eat popcorn.

Wanna meet up with friends.

Wanna go on a trip too.

Everything is so near right now.

So so so near.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I don't understand.

I get plenty of sleep everyday.

And yet, I'm still going crazy right now.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

No pictures to put.

That's like so sad.

Do you know my bag weigh up to 3 kg?

Seriously, Boyfriend weight it for me.

HAH.

I miss everyone.

And lately.

It's like spiritual enlightenment or something similar to that.

Things that you have or things people did for you that other people doesn't know off.

That's the best feeling in the world.

Me think it's called content.

Heehee.

I hope you guys are understanding me right now.

No?

Anyhow, I hate quantum physics.

Stupid.

Woo, I wanna go on a date too.

Not just with anyone.

But with someone special.

Someone name that starts with B.

I miss my kimchi soup too.

I AM SO ANTISOCIAL.

Alone, solitude.

Need to buy some skin care product too.

My name is LiShien.

A picture of Patrick preparing to go into a war.

(A cuter version of what I think I'm feeling right now)

They ask me what am I doing.

I said "I am daydreaming".

They ask "What do you usually daydream about?"

I said "Me. Me being Pretty, Slim and Smart."

THEY BROKE INTO LAUGHTER.

And I still have no idea why.

Smart Shien signing off now.

Shien's Sunday

2011-07-03T17:48:00.004+08:00

Need to write this fast.

FAST FAST FAST.

My Sunday.

Morning, I had brunch with Mama and Brother at Delicious. I thought I was still dreaming as I had never tasted something that delicious. This is my butterscotch milkshake. SUPERB, I tell you. SO... SO... SO... SO MUCH MILK! o(^▽^)o

My crab meat pasta. Love it.

Loon came and pick me up by 1.30pm. Am in the front seat again. Hee.

We reached this restaurant by 4.00pm. Traffic and we couldn't find a decent parking spot. GOSH! All my high school classmates. I WAS LAUGHING SO SO SO MUCH. They did not change at all. And I did not want to do this. I DID NOT WANT TO DO THIS. KahLun asked me to. So.

(Tag: ManYing, OnnKit, WengKit, KahLun, HueyYi, Maxwell, WeiLoon, ChunLoong, SoonYong, LiShien.) I fell like such a dork for doing this. (/ω＼)

*(They wanted me to do this because I don't have a FB account to tag them in).

And orh, this is ChunLoong's wallet. See on the bottom left there, there's a cute girl there. That's because a few years ago, it was me who stick it there. And Loong still have it there. I AM SO SO SO HAPPY! ≧(´▽｀)≦ Thank you, Loong.

Anyhow, a short post with some pictures.

Off to dinner now.

Milky Milky RAWR~~~

WoooSha

2011-07-01T18:39:00.005+08:00

Updating again.

My week.

Hmph.

Not much picture.

Wednesday, we had a 3 hours break. And since our school is so close to Mid Valley. We decided to pay a visit there. TOTALLY FUN! ^^ We're waiting for the bus here.

Thursday, I was so bored studying for the Chemistry test on Wednesday night, I gave myself a cute manicure while doing revision.

During English lesson. See see see. The two of them wore similar clothes. HAHA. Sharon said that they were wearing couple clothes.

Friday, that is today. It's Boyfriend's Birthday. WOOHOO. Ate lunch at The Apartment. Love the deco. And I love my pasta too.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Watched Transformer3 with Boyfriend.

Gave Boyfriend 18 presents.

He was so happy.

So CUTE.

My week huh.

Uhm, we had Biology test on Monday.

Physics on Tuesday.

And Chemistry on Thursday.

But, but, but.

I'm glad that our bio presentation went well yesterday.

Heehee.

"You can fall from the sky.

You can fall from the tree.

But the best way to fall.

Is to fall in love with me."

Happy birthday, my baby boy.

One last picture that totally describe my week.

Yes Yes Yes

2011-06-26T16:58:00.010+08:00

It takes quite some time.

But I did it.

I had successfully updated my blog.

Here we go.

Sunday night, our family were celebrating Mama's birthday. And Aunt Michelle went to Sarawak for a business trip, so she brought back these lovely bracelets for us nieces. My hand is the one with RED manicures. :)

Monday. It's suppose to be formal day. But we wanted to do something different, hence traditional wear day. Me in RED dress.

Tuesday, went to KLCC. Bought myself a new RED mechanical pencil. My old one is the bottom one and it had snapped into 2 already. Thank goodness it still can function a little bit longer for me to take a picture.

This is my new RED mechanical pencil. Super duper CUTE. ^^

We're at a Japanese restaurant celebrating Mama's birthday. It was on the exact day and this time it's just the 3 of us.

Me and Mama.

I ordered this TASTY bitter gourd and nothing else. LOVE IT!

Then my family members worried that I ate too little. (Totally not my fault, why do they have to serve such NASTY food?) So, Mama gave me her rice with miso soup added on it and Brother gave me his cawanmushi.

Wednesday, we had a 3 hours break in between. WanQiang is doing my hair. I'm most probably talking something to Sally and she must had said something weird. Hah.

After our Maths lesson.

Me and Jelly bored out of my mind.

Physics experiment. Jelly took this picture. I was fully concentrated on getting the right amount of water.

Shimma hiding under the table to talk on her phone.

Thursday last lesson. See what Jelly did to her hair? Cutie.

We need to do another Biology presentation and the lecturer wrote the group leader's name on the board. The number behind the name is the title we're suppose to do. See what my classmates do?

Cogu turn into Cugu.

Siong Tong Xiong became SI ONG ONG. (TOO FUNNY)

Someone became Won L Shi.

And the last one is really funny too.

Rick became LICK.

WHAT???

I'm gonna go bath now.

Then out to cut my hair and buy some stuff.

I have a surprise.

Heehee.

My First Car Ride

2011-06-18T14:43:00.006+08:00

If you're reading this post right now.

I hope you are as excited as I am.

Because the smart and beautiful writer wrote this post with full anticipation.

My week of holiday.

Obviously ended.

But here is how it went.

This is already Friday afternoon. I spent it with Boyfriend.

After singing with Boyfriend, we met up with Kahlun so that he can send Boyfriend to Lrt. AND I SAT IN HIS CAR. See see see. I AM SO SO SO EXCITED. This is the first time that I actually sat in a car that is driven by my friend. I mean, most of my friends already know how to drive, but this is the first time one of them actually drove me. MUAHAHAHAHA. I am in the front seat you know? So I took down a picture to put a lock on this exciting moment forever. So, so first time.

As you can imagine how excited I was, when I saw his car, I practically jumped into the seat once I opened the door. Then my right knee went and bang into his front dashboard. The color here was not that obvious, it was a little bit of blue, a little bit of red and a little bit of green too. Now the wound on my leg is just pure black. Anyhow, HAHAHAHAHA, a little present from my First Exciting Car Ride.

The 7 of us ate steamboat for dinner. The picture is kinda blur because I was laughing the whole time while taking this shot. There are 2 pots there, so this 4 people went on a competition and grab everything and dumb it into the soup so that their pot is with the most food.

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After dinner, WeiLoon sent me home instead.

AND I SAT IN THE FRONT SEAT AGAIN.

Woohoo.

Did I mention that I am really happy right now?

Heehee.

So, back to my holiday.

The days I didn't mention, I spent it at home.

Filled with sleep and nap and the Sims 3.

Love this holiday.

One last picture.

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See, Patrick shoo shoo shoo CUTE. I just wanna hug him and put him on my bed. Oh wait, I do already have a Oversize Patrick on my bed.

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Bye, guys.

I'm Cool.

Haha.

My first car ride...

Late Late Late

2011-06-14T10:03:00.003+08:00

My late update on last week.

Monday, me and Sally posing together. Hehe. Sally look so so so cute in her pink shirt.

See, shorty trying to hit me.

Tuesday, ice-cream day. I scream for ICE-CREAM. I'd used my last 3 bucks on it.

Wednesday, we were doing a practical related to density. Everyone is obviously minding their own business except for that crazy Sally.

Didn't took any picture on Thursday because everyone was going crazy including me due to the fact that we're going to have our one week holiday.

Yup, I'm enjoying my one week holiday now.

Mostly playing with the Sims 3.

I haven't even start on my Chemistry presentation yet.

Huuu...

Thank you Sally for helping me.

I don't know why I'm freaking out right now.

Okie, thanks guys for reading.

Bye.

Ohh ohh ohhh.

One more picture to share.

People taking a picture of me taking a picture. Hee. ^^ What can I say, I'm a natural.

I'd Never Told You

2011-06-03T19:46:00.013+08:00

(If you're curious about my friends, click on their name and you'll go straight to their blogs.)

Dear readers, WOOOHOOOOOOO.

Friday has finally come.

It means that I'd went through this week.

And I'm ALIVE.

A little update on my week.

Monday, my first report is finally completed. Look how pretty it is, my baby report is all grown up now.

During break time, Jay wanted to take pictures. But I kept running around so she held me in this position.

The 3 of us had already agreed to wear Baju Kurung on Monday, so we took a picture to remember this day.

Tuesday, we were doing chemistry tutorial. And this question starts with : "A pharmacist wanted to prepare...". A PHARMACIST. Then Jay wrote my name on it. HAHAHAHA. I like it.

And that day was special because this is the first time all of us who were taking the bus back to Bangsar Lrt have a seat to sit in. It would be so crowded on normal days that it's lucky for us to even get on the bus.

And that crazy Sally scratched me. It's actually accidental.

Wednesday finally came. This is one of our presentation that we need to do. We need to print out a Mahjong paper size poster. And if you look closely, on the third line there, there's a BABY that I drew in front of the 'cervix' word. When I came home and checked on the poster on Tuesday night, I was so shocked to find a typo error in it. I don't have time to change it again and we need to present it on Wednesday. So I fell into a soap stage, and I drew a baby on the 'i' that were wrongly put.

Jelly drew this and paste it on our poster.

Here, this is how our poster look like. We got 'Child Birth' for my group title. We pasted ours on our classroom wall with ten others poster. The size is actually bigger than Mahjong paper.

Thursday, thank god. This is when we had finished our Leukemia presentation and chemistry assessment.

Me and Jelly.

Me, Jay, Sally and Jelly are so happy that we finally went through our presentation smoothly.

Jay in McDonald during our lunch break.

Jelly lined up her fries on her fillet and she ate them together.

Me and Jay waiting for the last lesson of the day, English.

And Larry has a SPONGEBOB on his bag. Wow. Is it cute or what?

And since we need to connect our laptop to the projector for our presentation, the boys went and plug 'the game' ( I think is Dota or something) onto the screen. See how the boys crowded the front part. Ai, boys and their games.

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So, to sum up everything.

I'd got through 1 report.

And I still have 7 more.

Hee.

I had got through our poster presentation that had once made me cried.

I had got through our Leukemia presentation that had made me so nervous.

And I'm ready to take on anything now.

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I want to share something.

I named this post title 'I'd never told you'.

Because I'd never told my friends that I wanted to become a pharmacist.

During 16, I wanted to become a Wedding Planner so so bad.

And I'd told the whole world about it.

But when I came to 17, everything changed.

I still remember that moment clearly.

It was mid year of form 5.

And I was in tuition class.

Miss Pakia was teaching us about the last chapter of form 5 Chemistry.

She was explaining everything about the three classification of medicine.

That moment I was sitting it that room.

I remember thinking to myself :

"Wow, so this is what medicine can do. It's like magic. A pill so small could make such difference. Isn't medicine cool or what?"

And from that moment on.

I knew.

I knew I had fell in love with it.

I knew I wanted to do something related medicine.

I knew this is what I want for the rest of my life.

It may seem ironic because just a few moments before that I wanted to do something else so badly.

That particular feeling I can't really explain.

It's like seeing your crush in school.

Butterflies in the stomach, but you're still willing to indulge in that moment.

I went home that day, and I asked Boyfriend what's the name for someone who deal with medicine.

And he said those magic words:

"A Pharmacist".

"That's it", I said to him.

"I want to become a Pharmacist".

Boyfriend was the first one I told to.
And it took some time for my mother to accept it.

Because the course cost a lot.

Even during SPM time, she was asking me to change my mind and take on business course.

She didn't approve it until I took my results.

My father and my brother know about it.

And I'm pretty sure I'd told my bestie JoAnn about it.

I'd never talked about it with other souls other than the 4 of them.

The dream seem so absurd that I'd feel ashamed to share about it with my fellow classmate or even friends.

I was afraid that the negativity thought would overcome my will.

So, I held on to that feeling and I started to walk to the direction towards pharmacy.

And everything turned out all right.

In fact, everything turned out perfect.

Thanks to Boyfriend's constant encouragement.

He was the one who offered me his hand when I'm sunk into the hole.

He shared my dream with positive energy.

He pushed me to that right direction and made sure I stayed on the right path.

He make me want to become a better person.

He made me a better person.

He simply just love me.

And thanks to my mother for her constant affection even though I was so stubborn.

I am on the right track now.

So, here is my story.

And I have a picture to show my apologies.

Sorry friends. :)

Thanks for reading, byeeeeeeeee.

十二星座开商店

2011-06-02T09:26:00.000+08:00

白羊座：健身器材店

　　运动！运动！一家充满动感与活力的健身器材店，对白羊座最好不过。

金牛座：食品店

　　理财一绝的金牛座，开一家大众化的食品店非常有得赚！

双子座：百货商店

　　似乎对世间万物都有兴趣的双子，开个样样俱全的百货商店很不错哦！

巨蟹座：小卖部

　　蟹子们多半会在楼群中开家小卖部，为大家服务。

狮子座：名牌专卖店

　　只有高价的名牌商品，才配的上尊贵的狮座人士。

处女座：清洁用品店

　　卖清洁用品的店，可能是没多少生意，不过这是处女座的最爱~！

天秤座：服装店

　　喜欢打扮的天秤座，开服装店简直是天公地道。

天蝎座：电子商品店

　　这些高科技的产物，正如头脑理智清醒的蝎子。

射手座：玩具店

　　天真的射手，让他们开玩具店，他们一定好高兴~！

摩羯座：书店

　　好学，又充满书卷味的摩羯座，能够和书店的气氛相溶。

水瓶座：纪念品店

　　爱报冷门的瓶子，明知开这种店没生意，但他自己看着高兴。

双鱼座：礼品店

　　充满浪漫气氛的礼品店，能让鱼座的人陶醉其中。

MiLo Dinosaur

2011-06-01T09:26:00.000+08:00

I am totally, completely obsess with Milo Dinosaur. With that BIG amount of milo in a drink, who wouldn't love it?

星座的迟到原因

2011-05-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

上班为什么会迟到，来看看十二星座的理由吧。

(括号里是他的真实原因。)

白羊座：我的闹钟没有响。

（昨天晚上通宵打牌，早上实在起不来。）

金牛座：钱包丢了，没钱坐车。

（附近的商场举行限时特价，机会不容错过。）

双子座：某某叫我去办事。

（上班时遇到一个朋友，互相打探小道消息没完没了。）

巨蟹座：我家里人病了。

（被人甩了，只好借酒浇愁，凌晨三点才睡觉。）

狮子座：路上堵车。

（路上被帅哥美女盯着看，扬扬得意，舍不得走开。）

处女座：我的手表停了。

（出门前发现衣服上有皱摺，脱下来熨了一遍。）

天秤座：我身体不太舒服。

（明明知道要上班，可就是不想起床。）

天蝎座：家里的水管漏水，找人来修。

（去面试一份新工作，不想让人知道。）

射手座：我的车坏了。

（路上遇到好玩的东东，忍不住去看热闹。）

摩羯座：昨天加班走的太晚。

（同时打两份工，今天那边有事耽误了。）

水瓶座：我去医院看病。

（利用早晨的时间去参加某某社团活动。）

双鱼座：昨天我家来了小偷。

（夜里梦见自己开始休假，早晨起来也信以为真。）

Shien Now

2011-05-29T00:53:00.004+08:00

This post is totally unpredictable.

Speaking from my point of view.

I just wanna write down what I feel now as to put a lock on this feeling.

Now, I'm feeling really happy.

Not exactly happy happy.

But contented happy.

I was walking around in my room to dry off a layer of lotion.

And the feeling suddenly dawn upon me.

I am contented now.

Life is good.

I never like to comment about my schedule or the workload because I know that there is always someone else out there that is working harder than me.

I rarely sleep but it's totally voluntary.

Catching up with everything and me going through life is so weird.

I never thought I'm capable of such actions.

But here I am.

Maybe this is me being high talking.

Feeling high from being loved by some many.

This is a really weird feeling as I am discovering it for the first time.

Or maybe it's just the feeling of certainty.

Certainty of what I want and where I wanna go.

That's why I keep telling myself that 'Now is not the time to stop'.

And this moment is brilliant.

I don't know where this is coming from.

Maybe from God, maybe from some uncountable source.

But here I am feeling weird and all.

The Shien now and the Shien a year back, I really don't have a clear ruler to measure how far I've go, how much I've grew.

But deep down, I know.

I know that there's something definitely changed inside of me.

And I am still trying to understand myself better than I did yesterday.

All I'm trying to say is that:

I am content now.

And I hope that it will stay.

The Wrong Outcome

2011-05-27T20:10:00.017+08:00

On Monday, the first day of the week.

I've already planned on what to do with this blog post.

And, yeah.

It didn't went well.

The first day (Monday) and second day (Tuesday) pictures were meant to be.

The sequence were suppose to be like this:

(from Monday to Friday)

Happy→Small Smile→Moody→Asleep→Ecstatic

But the pictures after Tuesday were all completely wrong.

Hee, my update on this week.

This is me on Monday. I was rushing through my report and I slept at five something that day. And I still look happy. Monday, formal wear day. Thus, me in pink shirt.

All my notes. I think this is Physics lesson. I hate this stupid chair/table thing. I want my own CHAIR and my own TABLE. Two separate thing. Not something that is a hybrid. HAHAHA. The chair and the table had sex and this is their child.

This is me on Tuesday. I'd only slept for 2 hours. I make this face on purpose to show the difference of the first and second day. And this seat I'm sitting at, this is formally my seat now. Last time, I was sitting in the fifth row. Now I'm sitting on the left side of the first row. I love my seat. Whoa hoo.

The pictures should not be me smiling. Cute little Jaxxi.

Cute little Jaxxi and Pretty Pooja.

Pretty Jay, Cute Little Jelly and Nice Hair Sally. I gave them these nickname. I sit in the front row with them. :)

Now this is me on Wednesday. Everything is completely wrong now. I should not be laughing. I should be having a moody face because I'd just slept for 2 hours again. Wednesday is practical day.

I have my own lab coat already. And I proudly wrote my name on it.

During lunch time, Jay tried to feed me while Sally interrupted because she wanted to eat some too. Still laughing.

My Chemistry lab partner. Little Jelly. See, she's so concentrated on getting the exact amount of Hydrochloric acid. The measurement cylinder is so misleading. And I ended up getting the wrong amount of dilute water for the experiment. Thank goodness I realized it on time, thank goodness Jelly was not mad (she just look at me like I'm from outer space when I told her I got the wrong reading). Jelly stirred the mixture so fast that I joked that she's like making her milo in the morning.

This is on Thursday, I wanna show everyone my 15 bucks school shoes. So so so comfy.

Milky sat beside me during presentation.

I'd killed Milky.

Little Jelly. She was teaching me some techniques on taking photos.

Sally, Shien, Jay and Jelly's highlighter. All different brand.

I heart this girl. Jay and I exchanged some secrets on Thursday too.

This is before I did my speech. Really nervous. Jelly took this picture.

After school, I went for Kung Fu Panda 2 with my mother. Supposedly, it was the two of us. But my cousin were waiting for the bus with me after school so he came along too.

Me, Mom, Cousin, Aunt, the four of us went for dinner at Dome later. This is my Banana Milk Shake.

My creamy seafood pasta. I did not want any of the seafood, they were all eaten by my cousin. I just want the sauce and the pasta.

And I bought this pen for 3 bucks at KLCC there.

And today, I went out with Boyfriend wearing this tee that's a present from my mother. He took me for a movie and lunch at Chilis. Woolala.

See, this post was suppose to be funny.

But it's all ruined now.

It's all right, I'll think of something better next week.

In short, I had 2 hours sleep every night.

I'd finished 2 reports.

I'd done partially 2 of my reports.

And I have 2 more that I haven't start yet.

And and and, my presentation is on next week.

I hope we'll get through it smoothly.

Hmmmm.

I wanna end my post now before I continue ranting even more.

Thank you Jay, Jelly and Sally for making my week special and interesting. Especially Jay and Jelly. Heart you guys.

And thank you Boyfriend too for spending time with me. There are many ways to make me happy not just material stuff okay? I think I'm getting use to seeing you once a week now. I understand now that not seeing doesn't mean that you're not being think of. You're the sweetest.

Hehehe.

One more thing I wanna write here:

Now is not the time to stop.

Hello

2011-05-23T04:47:00.005+08:00

I think I am going insane no you know I am going insane which you think I am going insane by seeing this post.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Why isn't there anyone right now?

That's why I named this post Hello.

See, it makes perfect sense.

Hello~~~

But it's dead silence.

Owhh.

It's all my fault.

I should have started on my reports earlier, but I.

I have to start on 1 o'clock in the morning.

But, but, but.

It's not entirely my fault because at 4 in the morning, it gives you a sense of urgency and nobody disturb you in this hour.

So, I'm kinda a genius to think of such strategy.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

Lalala.

I'm hungry.

I'm blogging right now when I'm actually multitasking in my brain.

I'm thinking about how many figures I should put down in my reports so that it could fit into my graph paper later.

But my graph paper is upstairs in my room and if I go up, I'll run the chance of waking my mother up.

And if my mother wakes up, World War 3 will be on the front page of the newspaper tomorrow.

AM.

SO.

DEAD.

AND.

I AM STILL BLOGGING.

Good distraction this is since there's no one I could talk to now.

Can't think straight.

Need sleep.

Got more reports.

Lalalala.

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Byebi.

Thank you, Boyfriend :)

2011-05-20T19:56:00.008+08:00

I know Boyfriend would be super super super happy once he sees the post title.

So, tada~~~

This is my update on last week and this week.

My name. :) I am so in love with my name. I also don't know why. Heehee. I think this is one of my text book.

That cute little Jaxxi drew this on last Thursday English lesson.

On last Friday, I've met with Boyfriend for breakfast at McDonald. His facial expression is like this probably because I had just said something insulting or nonsensical to him. Probably because I had said something about his BIG SOCCER like HEAD. Muahahahaha. Don't laugh, Boyfriend. I said it so that I could laugh at it myself. Not you.

See see see. My RED bag. Again. And my RED fail. Lala.

Later, I met up with them. Pooja and Sarah. We were playing around half of the time in Starbucks when we should be doing our presentation.

Cute little Jaxxi. She even brought her own pillow. Shoo shoo shoo CUTE. After the presentation and all, I met up with 5S4 they all at Fahrenheit 88. We went singing and dinner. No pictures though.

And on last Saturday, I went Mid Valley with my family for the movie Paul. This is my Honey and Banana. I love love love MILK. Milky milky coco PUFFFFFF~~~

And I order this creamy sauce pasta. I love it. SEE! GOT BROCCOLI in it. BROCCOLI arh.

Today, since my bestie JoAnn is busy with her school stuff. I'd asked Boyfriend to accompany me to buy some stuff. And we ate breakfast at McDonald again. :) This is my food. I don't know what he ordered, but this is the only thing I eat in McDonald breakfast set.

Okay, I did not just bought some stuff. I've bought A LOT of stuff. I AM SO HAPPY right now. Dresses, swimsuit, my touch-and-go tag.

I ate two Happy Meal for dinner just now. I wanted to collect all the Spongebob toys. Hence, 2 Happy Meal.

I'd decided to post this picture up again. I think it's really nice.

Boyfriend, he was like so so so nice. We walked into every shop and he didn't even complain a single bit. Just this time okay? When JoAnn is free next time, she'll go shopping with me. He's like so nice. NICE NICE NICE. :) Thank you arh, Baby G. You're the best. And don't denial it. You'd spoiled me. Hee.

Pooja, awww, I love you too Jay. Guess what? I'd bought your present today. See, I got you excited now. See you on Monday.

Thank you for reading.

Wishing you all an equally motivating weekend.

"Without Action, Nothing Changes."

Now I've updated my blog, I'm gonna go bath and then do revision.

Then tomorrow, 4 reports are waiting to suck my life out.

I should have know earlier.

I'm already resigned to this life of slavery.

Milky Milky RAWR~~~

Everything is CHICKEN to Me

2011-05-08T14:29:00.008+08:00

I celebrated Mother's Day yesterday with my family and my godmothers and their family.

At Chilis.

Love it.

There's this candy shop just beside Chilis. I LOVE CANDY. Go candy.

My RED bag, a present from Boyfriend. And my RED handkerchief.

My Diet Coke. I don't know why Diet Coke taste a lot more sweeter than normal Coke. I love Diet Coke so so so much too.

My SOUP. SOUP SOUP SOUP.

SEE SEE SEE! MY VEGGIE! Go veggie go veggie. Shien love veggie.

And last to my order is this Spicy Buffalo Wings. Woolala.

And I started to eat.

And eat.

And the final result. Muahahahaha.

My fingers look like this after I'm done with everything.

Gotta go and do revision now.

Chilis is my favourite western restaurant once again.

Hee hee.

Shien ❤:

→Candy

→RED color

→Diet Coke

→Soup

→Vegetables

→CHICKEN

→Family

→Bestie

→Boyfriend too

My Lab Partners

2011-05-07T16:18:00.003+08:00

My week.

On Thursday, we had a 2 hours break. We usually have just 1 hour. :)

They are my bio lab partners. The guys I hang out with are all in Group 1 while I'm alone in Group 2. They are so nice to take me in.

My Physics lab partners. We need to figure everything out by ourselves and yet it's still fun.

She's YiXin. My bio partner. We were at the ground floor going to run up to the seven floor where the lab is at by stairs for our experiment.

And yesterday, I went for Korean food with my bestie JoAnn.

Kthx4readingbye.

The KimChi soup is too delicious.

Food?

2011-05-03T09:26:00.000+08:00

I went for Japanese food some time back.

At Hokkaido Ichiban.

I'm such a picky eater until it reached a pathetic stage.

I went to an authentic Japanese restaurant.

And all I eat is SALAD.

Oh gosh.

Anyhow that is a different Japanese restaurant from this Japanese restaurant.

I only agree to go there because they have various choice of ice cream.

This is my meal. No sushi. No tempura. Or some weird color fish. My favorite CHICKEN. I love the white rice too.

Enjoying my rice. Or the chopstick. Whichever come first.

That's why I love going out with Boyfriend.

HE EATS EVERYTHING.

I ❤ Bracelets

2011-04-28T18:55:00.006+08:00

Latest update.

Our everyday lunch is mamak food. We ate there for four days in a row now. Ali Maju. Hee. My favourite Teh-O Ais Limau.

These bracelets are sold just below my school. Three for 10 bucks. I love it so so much. We were about to go back to our class after our lunch, and we happened to walk past this store. I wore it for today's last lesson.

My RED pencil case. RED!

I went Korean food with Boyfriend last Friday. I was showing him my CLEAN bowl.

And I love my new phone so so much. You know the one that I've been waiting for like 2 years now? See what my Samsung Corby Pro can do. Cool huh?

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Random thoughts:

→Our lab have air-con. You see, my previous school labs are only equip with fans. I was like wow. And you have to wear lab coat. Wow. And you have to wear gloves too. WOW. And their chair is so comfortable. Oh my gosh, I sound like I just came out from a jungle.

→Samsung Corby Pro is in RED too.

→I really love kimchi soup larh.

→I laughed so much at today's English lesson and I was in the first row. Luckily, Madam Doreen didn't mind. That girl arh, YiXin, she is just so funny.

→I love my 15 bucks school shoe.

Bye Bye Orientation

2011-04-21T11:56:00.004+08:00

Hey guys.

I just came back from my last day of orientation.

I don't know why I keep blogging about it.

I guess I must have really enjoy myself.

These are some girls from my group. From left is Lyn, PehChia and Umi. They are majoring in Medical Imaging or Physiotherapy.

These 3 girls, I met them on the first day of orientation. And we've been like a group. Eating lunch together. Going home together. From left is Deepaa, Harjeet and LiMun.

Us.

At the end of the ceremony.

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No, no.

This is a trick.

A trap.

No.

Please don't make me enjoy it.

Please don't make me like it.

PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME LOVE IT.

I AM BEGGING YOU.

STOP BRAIN STOP!!!

The Paper :)

2011-04-19T20:47:00.003+08:00

Second day of Orientation Week.

We had science quiz.

"Why are the wave formed on ocean?"

"Why is the sky blue?"

'Why aeroplane can fly?"

When we first got the quiz, I was like 'are you kidding me?'.

And we have the 'Amazing Race'.

We ran through the whole school compound.

But too bad, foundation courses are in the Damansara Campus.

Not the one we went and explore.

This is the paper that we wrote down all the clue. I don't know why I love this paper so much. It's all crinkle up, but I still love it.

This is Lyn. My former group leader. She's in Physiotherapy.

Anyhow, thank you for reading.

Bye~~~

p.s. To the person who is taking me home tomorrow.

"I love you".

Orientation Week

2011-04-17T18:12:00.006+08:00

I went for my orientation this morning.

And it turns out that we are going to have an orientation week.

The whole WEEK!

This is my list.

I was quite all right with everything because I was not there alone. My cousin and I are in the same course. See, him posing with his authentic Prada shoe.

And after the whole thing ended, me and my mum went for banana leaf rice. I only ate the cucumber and the white rice. The rest I gave it to my mum.

p.s. I am formally a University College student now.

Hee.

Happy Time

2011-04-17T00:35:00.008+08:00

When I mean happy time, it actually is KOREAN FOOD time.

To be exact is KimChi Soup time.

Hehe.

I ate Korean food with JoAnn yesterday(friday).

We both passed our Undang test.

Here is a picture of JoAnn eating.

Left one is her Touch-&-Go. The right one is mine.

She's so obsess with her pink Paul & Frank tag. I only know what is Paul & Frank right up until yesterday.

This is my handkerchief. RED.

And at dinner, me and my family ate at some small cafe in Serdang.

That CRAZY Joann.

She wanted to vandalize the taxi.

A taxi.

She's not only obsess with her pink Paul & Frank, she's obsess with Beef too.
Anyhow, I always like hanging out with her.

And we gossiped like crazy.

Good day, everyone~~~

p.s. I LIVE FOR THE KIMCHI SOUP.

*Or any soup for that matter.

Hee. :)

:)

2011-04-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

Why are there so many songs about rainbows?

And what's on the other side?

Rainbows are vision but illusions.

And rainbows have nothing to hide.

So we've been told and some choose to believe.

I know they're wrong.

Wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.

The lovers, the dreamers, and me. :)

当十二星座遇到外星人

2011-03-28T09:26:00.000+08:00

白羊座：　　

外星人要是给勇敢的白羊座碰上了，还不知道是谁怕了谁呢！

金牛座：　　

“我给你钱，但是请不要伤害我好吗？”这是重视金钱的牛牛们的话。

双子座：　　

双子座遇到外星人，并不是不怕，只是好奇心胜过恐惧，他会和外星人聊起来也说不定，这个外星人要是不懂人话，准会把他当神经病了！

巨蟹座：　　

害怕的巨蟹会可怜兮兮的望着外星人，希望能放他一条生路，就是不知道外星人有没有人性？

狮子座：　　

在任何情况下都要力保风度的狮子，见了外星人不但不会表现出害怕，可能还会嘲笑他们长的奇怪！

处女座：　　

胆小的处女座见了外星人，如果腿还没有软掉的话，准是三十六计，溜为上策了！

天秤座：　　

外星人当前，秤子也怕的要命，但是他们又觉得这么好的机会不和外星人聊上几句实在是太可惜了！是去是留让他们很为难。

天蝎座：　　

眼神极厉的天蝎座，要是和外星人玩起“乌龟看绿豆，大眼瞪小眼”的游戏，100%赢定了！

射手座：　　

初生牛犊不怕虎，孩子一般天真的射手，搞不好会围着外星人看来看去，弄得人家浑身不自在！

摩羯座：　　

镇定的摩羯，尽管怕得很，也会尽量装做没事发生，只等机会开溜。

水瓶座：　　

满脑子怪主意的瓶子，如果有带照相机的话，遇到这种千载难逢的机会一定拍个够本，这些照片卖掉的话可赚翻了！！！

双鱼座：　　

双鱼座对于所见的非常表示怀疑，爱做梦出了名的他们准以为又在做梦，习惯了！

To My EVA

2011-03-27T21:17:00.003+08:00

I hope you're seeing this right now.

Girl, I miss you too.

Just now, once I saw your blog post.

I quickly log out of my blog and onto my msn.

And I change my msn title to this.

"Awwww. You're too sweet. I miss you too, E."

And I was so happy, waiting to surprise you.

And a few seconds past.

And nothing.

And then I realized, I don't even have your email address.

DANG!

Anyhow, I hope you are seeing this now.

And I need to add you too.

AND PLEASE READ BELOW:

DO YOU WANNA GO OUT WITH ME EVA?

We could catch a movie and the ice cream we've been talking about.

My school starts in April.

So I have plenty of time.

Kay.

Bye.

p.s. I love you my girl.

I saw this on a site

2011-03-22T18:09:00.002+08:00

To love is to suffer.

To avoid suffering one must not love.

But then one suffers from not loving.

Therefore, to love is to suffer, no to love is to suffer.

To suffer is to suffer.

To be happy is to love.

To be happy then is to suffer.

But suffering makes one unhappy.

Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness.

I'd hope you're getting this down.

I'll be

2011-03-19T02:30:00.003+08:00

To whom it may concern(it already seems too obvious who is this for):

I'll be your crying shoulder.

I'll be love's suicide.

I'll be better when I'm older.

I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

I love you too.

My Cousins

2011-03-19T02:24:00.003+08:00

All my cousins in the picture:

(including London Mark koko, Japan Jafni koko, Ben koko, Han koko, Serene & Audrey)

I love you guys.

HAPPY

2011-03-15T14:53:00.003+08:00

While I'm sipping cupcakes.

I have a little something to share.

This is MY RED bag. Cool huh? It's a Valentine's present.

Now if you look clearly. There is actually something hanging on the left side of my bag. See it?

Hah, it's actually PATRICK. Ain't he shoo shoo CUTE? This is the Patrick ManY bought for me last year. CUTE CUTE CUTEEEE.

And I have eventually sum up an equation.

RED BAG + Patrick = A very very HAPPY SHIEN

Now

2011-03-15T14:36:00.003+08:00

I've been staring at the orange B icon for hours now.

And I still have nothing near interesting stuff to write.

Anyhow.

Now.

Well, Boyfriend is back home now.

Welcome home baby.

And time is passing so slow in my house now.

I'd quit my job and I've been lazing around my house for almost two weeks now.

And I like this kind of laid black moments.

It's like "ohh, time is passing so slow... zzz... AND I LIKE IT!".

And I found out that the more time you spent with yourself, you are really bound to get mad.

Anyhow, result's coming out soon.

And I'm leaving it all to HIS hand.

And I AM SO SCARE.

AND SO DEAD.

Anyhow, Happy Holidays to those who are at home and Happy Working to those who are working.

p.s. Am I a shopaholic? ME DON'T THINK SO.

I did it!

2011-03-10T13:29:00.003+08:00

Yes, ME.

Wong Li Shien.

I officially have the ability to buy lunch or dinner for another breathing human being.

This is me, in Delicious with my mother two weeks ago.

And I AM PAYING THE BILL.

Muahahahaha.

With my newly bought RED HELLO KITTY purse.

RED.

Muahahahaha.

Isn't life great?

Ignoring the fact that I'm left with a few hundreds bucks left in my purse now.

(Well, my pay check minus driving fees, minus a 200 bucks RED jacket, minus a 70 bucks shoes, minus 60 bucks RED purse, minus some nice meal at Delicious & Chilis, minus two TopShop leggings, minus some 100 bucks beauty product, minus some money I borrow my friends and minus some clothes I bought.)

That was just a mental calculation of where all my money have gone.

And now, I'm broke.

Muahahahaha.

But, hey.

You know?

Life, you must learn to love yourself.

If not, are you going to wait for someone else to love you?

No, so by loving myself, I bought some stuff for myself.

Kthx4readingbye.

p.s. I was once rich.

p.s.s. I'm officially obsess with myself.

My Chinese New Year

2011-03-02T17:06:00.002+08:00

I know it's a little bit too late to be talking about Chinese New Year now, but hah, who cares?

Anyhow, this is a picture taken on the first day of CNY.

All I remember was jelly beans.

And more jelly beans.

Hmmm...

Hah, anyhow, I guess I kinda know why I was laughing so happily in this photo.

I feel so safe.

Because the two guys sitting beside me are Kung Fu master.

Well, not exactly master, but they do learn Kung Fu.

Woo, I feel extremely safe.

Anyhow, wishing you all an equally laid black week.

p.s. I love RED color.

The Tontoro Pirate

2011-02-24T09:26:00.001+08:00

Do you still remember that I've once mentioned before that my family have a mascot of our own?

Yup, the grey tubby is Tontoro.

Lately, there's this suspicious case that popped out of nowhere.

Here:

This is Tontoro quietly sitting in our car during one of our trip.

Then, tubby suddenly turn into an one-eye-pirate. SEE!

Tontoro demands my medical attention. I'm about to wheel Tontoro into the surgery room for a major operation.

Hmm, I wonder who was the criminal?

Forever in My Heart

2011-02-14T01:14:00.005+08:00

Can you believe it?

One of my best friend gave me this photo.

He's the top second left guy, and I call him Ah ho.

This photo was taken on graduation day.

I remember standing on the other side of the hall with my class mates because all 6 of them is in the different stream.

Then one of them came over to nudge me and I follow them to the other side of the hall.

And we took some picture and I roughly chat with them.

It was a nostalgia moment, seeing how close we were when we're 14.

I love this photo to bits.

p.s. I was so touched on that day because they actually remember me after all these years not being in the same class with them.

If I were to do again, I would definitely choose to be in the same class with you guys again.

p.s.s. Happy Sweetheart day~~~

A picture's worth a thousand words. ^^

Fruit Quiz

2011-02-08T19:42:00.003+08:00

They say that by choosing your favorite food, it reflect your personality, so which one is your favorite?

1.) Orange

2.) Apple

3.) Banana

4.) Coconut

5.) Pineapple

6.) Papaya

7.) Mango

8.) Cherry

9.) Black grapes

10.) Peach

11.) Custard apple

12.) Pear

Ha Very Ha.

2011-01-20T02:04:00.004+08:00

Those who knows me well, know how crazyly absorb I am by other people comments. And it's already inbuilt since I was a little girl.

So yeah, when I was preparing to go home after my day of work, the group of chef went around making fun of me.

Well, it was a normal situation for me as they do it every single day.

No, I am not done yet.

Today, they asked this imbecile question against my portrait of voice. As usual, 'You're making this up right, you're making your voice like this' or 'You're faking this, this is not your real voice'.

So for what I'm digesting now, is that my voice is not sounding like my own real original voice.

Wait, wait, so, what? I'm faking my real voice?

The things that cross my mind was:

1.) Oh my gosh, am I back in high school again?

(Cause I get this question very frequently when I'm adjusting to new acquaintance)

2.) If you are saying that I'm making my voice sounds cute, then you CLEARLY have not hear me when I'm talking to my boyfriend before.

3.) Do I really seems so desperate for your affection and attention to a standard that I put in such an effort?

What? Am I suppose to speak like Arnold Sschwarzenegger?

I am trying so hard not to swear right now.

So, blah.

Ha very ha for you guys.

p.s. That's Li Shien for you, retards.

十二星座的眼泪

2011-01-11T09:26:00.000+08:00

白羊座的眼泪来的快也去的快，哭泣原因不定，大多没要紧的事，可能因为疼痛或撒娇耍赖之类。唯一有特点的是流泪造型，知道漫画人物那种两条喷泉的眼泪吗？没错，痛哭的白羊座就是那德性。

　　金牛座的眼泪只流在最需要的时候，通常具有扭转局势之疗效。别看他们是土象星座，可遇到挫折时并不坚强，尤其与婚姻有关时，那六神无主想哭又不能哭、不敢哭的模样着实让人心软，想帮上一把。

　　双子座的眼泪哭到一半可以叫停，该干嘛干嘛，完了还可以继续。时间、地点、人物、主题都不限，想哭就哭，最拿手的是对着镜子边哭边找最佳流泪角度。而且恢复情绪极快，哭的再凶，完了就算。

　　巨蟹座的眼泪极少在外人面前流，只有独自一人或在家人身旁时，他们才允许自己大哭一场。通常巨蟹座哭泣的原因大多与生活、家庭、爱人、子女有关，工作和金钱上的损失好像不足以让他们失态。

　　狮子座的眼泪流得很豪迈，也很有价值。高兴到极点会哭，伤心到深处也会哭，但他们只为自己认为值得的事情流泪。狮子座愿意与人一同分享自己的感受，在朋友面前流泪次数比较多。

　　处女座的眼泪已经变成一种收藏，就差像重要物品一样放在银行保险柜里，偶尔拿出来擦擦灰了。他们无论遇到什麽事第一反应是冷静下来仔细分析，情绪化都很少发生，更别提撕心裂肺的痛哭。

　　天秤座的眼泪收放自如，该来的时候来，该没的时候没，而且哭过不留痕，绝不影响自身形象。他们的眼泪大多不是为自己流，可能是陪朋友、同事、亲人，甚至是邻居，反正只要有需要，天秤的眼泪随叫随到。

　　天蝎座的眼泪最惊天地、泣鬼神，不哭则已一哭惊人。平时无论大事小事，他们都少有用眼泪来代表什麽，只有真正痛到心里时，天蝎座才会不顾一切的大哭一场（而且会配合各种动作喔）。

　　射手座的眼泪是火象星座中最多的一个，在他们看似坚强乐观的外表下，其实也有一颗如双鱼般脆弱而敏感的心。而且他们并不介意有人当观众，当场泪如雨下的概率不低。

　　摩羯座的眼泪真的很水晶，不是因为漂亮，而是物以稀为贵。他们习惯用面无表情来隐藏自己的内心，流泪原因无外乎努力成绩被抢掉，多年工作被炒掉；至於日常中想看摩羯座痛哭流涕，还不如骗他们切洋葱来的容易些。

　　水瓶座的眼泪仅次於摩羯珍贵，他们也极少流泪，不是因为冷漠而是对事物的理解不同，许多问题在他们看来小事一桩跟本没必要太在意。如此理性明智，自然容易作到心静如水。

　　双鱼座的眼泪多到让人怀疑大海的来源。欣赏一部悲剧会哭，大街上看到乞讨小孩会哭，路边发现生病的流浪狗会哭。好在双鱼座哭起来楚楚可怜、梨花带雨，只会让人更想怜惜他们，而不是扔块海绵过去了事。

Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson

2011-01-06T00:42:00.007+08:00

You got your mother and your brother

Every other undercover

Telling you what to say

You think I'm stupid

But the truth is that is Cupid, baby

Loving you has made me this way

So before you point your finger

Get your hands off of my trigger

You need to know this situation's getting old

And now the more you talk the less I can take

I waited here for you like a kid waiting after school

So tell me how come you never showed

I gave you everything and never ask for anything

And look at me

I'm all alone

So, before you start defending

Baby, stop all your pretending

I know you know I know

So what's the point of being slow

Let's get the show on the road today

I wanna love

I want a fire to feel the burn

My desire

I want a man by my side

Not a boy who runs and hide

Are you gonna fight for me?

Die for me?

Live and breathe for me?

Do you care for me?

Cause if you don't then just LEAVE.

*I'm looking for attention

Not another question

Should you stay or should you go

Well, if you don't have the answer

Why are you still standing here

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Just Walk Away

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p.s. So fuck you all.

Dynamite PARODY

2011-01-05T09:26:00.000+08:00

Remember that black guy in a black suit putting his hand in the air and the background has fire coming up and he's like singing "I put my hands up in the air sometimes, singing ae yo, got to let go".

YES!!!

This song~~~

There's this radio station that made a parody based on this song and it's freaking funny.

You should probably go see it.

Now, you try singing it.

Never study dee dee dee

Would rather be watching the Glee Glee Glee Glee

So boring lah this stupid Lit lit lit lit

Hit the books at the last minute nit nit nit

YEAH YEAH

So last minute must cram and cram!

What is the cosine of 10???

(CHORUS)

You throw your paper in the air sometime,

Saying...

AYO!

Sure get ZERO!!!

No time to revise the last 3 chapter,

Saying...

AYO!

Sure get ZERO!!!

You rather be online

Facebook po po po-king

On Farmville raising cows

NOW your grades are SHITE!!!

Now father told you once.

Then mother told you twice.

See you never study.

Now your grades are SHITE!!!

12星座爱情非常金句

2011-01-02T17:35:00.002+08:00

白羊座 没有人有义务逗我开心，想活得开心就要靠自己。

金牛座 与其勉强迎合，不如保持沉默。

双子座 还没开始的爱情往往最吸引，因为它最新鲜。

巨蟹座 昨天的仇恨抱怨为什么今天变成对你不断的思念。

狮子座 越是不可能结果的感情，越爱追求。

处女座 爱情只是一件有限期的商品，一定会有结束的那一天。

天秤座 能够拥有平凡的爱情，就已经是最不平凡的。

天蝎座 最狠最毒的话语，通常只对我最爱的人说。

射手座 分离并不代表不相爱，不相见也不代表已忘记。

摩羯座 爱情就像块玻璃，看起来坚硬却太容易破裂。

水瓶座 爱情是人生的一小节，何必为爱停下一生脚步呢？

双鱼座 爱情，你越是在乎，越难得到。

OUCH! Me.

2010-12-31T16:53:00.003+08:00

Hey hey.
I'm in Melaka now.

No, stop wondering why I go to Melaka all the time.

Anyhow, I'm sitting in the lobby lounge playing with the computer right now.
And I was seeing back all my blog post just now.

And sitting here, I suddenly realised what a jerk I am.
I wrote about letting her go last year's August.
And now I wrote that I still love her and wants a closure.

Shit, if turn around she was me, and if somebody was messing with me like this, heck, I'll go crazy too.

I'm real mess up.
And real f*ck ed up too.
Oh my.
What is wrong with me?!

Anyhow, I wanna try to stop myself from being like this.
I don't know if I'll succeed or not, I think I just have to try.

Today's New Year Eve.
WOO HOO!

AWESOME!
Okay, I'm just gonna go and play some dress up game or go...
Do nothing.

p.s. A really great news too.
I'm gonna start working on Monday.

p.s.s. Next, my New Year Resolution.